#あ、無意識だった

Й米-qфふiбァг-

Tears

kegøn + lazydoll + okudakun - nonfiction (prod. sleepystudentz)

揺籃で見た夢の続きを (prod by Sigeta)

tsurai (okudakun)

手軽な方法リセットボタンは押せるぜ簡単に
皆が幸福唱えて年間二万人首吊る病んだ国

誰もが早歩き 何だかおかしい向かう先
気付いたら戻ってこれないとこにいた彼の
返事はない虚しい

馬鹿らしいとか俺には絶対言えない
動機がどうとか知り得ないけれど
どうにもなんない ぐらいに
追い込まれたんだろ

「死ぬなんてどうかしてるよな
ほんとメンタル弱いよ呆れたな」
そんな意見を聞く度毎回思うよ
あんたがあいつを殺ったんだろう

「それは甘え 情けないね」
そうだな
列を乱したら文句が付くだろ
確かに止まればすぐ差が付くだろ
皆頑張ってる そうだね 皆頑張ってる
でも皆についてけないこと苦にしてあんたも
死んじまったら元も子もないだろ

昔習ったウサギとカメのレース
止まるな諦めるな凌げ雨風
頑張って頑張って頑張って頑張って
やり遂げれば勝ち残れば
きっと何か…うるせえ黙れ
振り出しは怖い？
月並みな言葉だが言う
人は人 お前はお前
お前はお前のペースを守れ

今流行り乗ったアプリみたく
誰も彼も犬の鼻と耳を
付け飼われるペット
糸を付け操り人形
マリオネット くだらねえ
お前が心病んだ途端
他の奴に鞍替えって
そんなとこ辞めちまえ

月並みと逆のこと言おうか
休め辞めろ諦めろ止まれ
休め辞めろ逃げろ頑張るな


人生死ぬまで暇つぶしならば
暇の潰し方上手い奴の勝ち
歩くんだ自分の好きなペース歩幅で
止まれねー、嫌 止まれる
全部投げて休める
全部投げ少し休めば
きっとまた前向ける
休め辞めろ諦めろ止まれ
休め辞めろ逃げろ頑張るな

がんばるな

prod meeeeeee

walk around
hands tied 
you wanna bail if 
the feelings not right
we can’t coexist 
wait wait
don’t step
i’m not ur voodoo doll 
sebastian6 2020 
i’m not telling it

hit the ground running 
thats the way we play
link up with boys @ thatcher any other day
you stay on my (mind)
thinking of you all the time
but if i have to imma cross you out it’s by design

i could wake up everyday on a twin
i could wake up everyday on (i don’t know how to deal with)

you are not my friend
you are not my friend 
loser with a dream
ignores all my texts

big crush
but he’s got a bigger head
leave me alone 
or i will leave you on read

(the woods)

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

lyrics:

i feel like shit
throw me in the trash
pop four pills
i spent all of my cash
rubber band on my wrist
smoking on some gas
dont know if its it girl
wonder if its gonna last
my anxiety is through the roof 
girl what do i gotta prove to you
every time u lie i know the truth
all i think about is me and you
me and you

all the times that i said im sorry
now im stuck alone with nobody
please just love me kiss me and hug me
even though im stupid and ugly

i wanna be doing something with you
instead im stuck here alone in my room
and i got your back 
you know that thats true
i guess ill just cry
its all that i do
tell me about your day
can i make it okay
wanna see a big smile on your face
everyday everyday everyday

just so lost inside
taking drugs all night
done with living my life
i guess someday ill die
i just wanna feel normal
i just wanna feel normal

unreal/cloud

Ramko Helvetica