you would not be letting the dice roll if you knew about chaos theory

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prod. dercept
mixed and mastered by me

take your time with me i swear i'll let you know
we'll runaway together i wont let you go
impatient, another problem here we go,
what you're saying i know i've heard it all before

you're living life worked up, you gotta know,
and when the dice drops, baby let it roll,
cause when the fight stops, you get time to grow,
and you know that i'll wait for you,
i'm always gon' wait just for you,
another day another night, just you,
i think if we could spend some time away,
if there was time in the day,
i know you'd feel a little better baby,
fly me away you know

yeah, you know i gotchu girl,
a million colours and others,
that i ain't gotta know,
i like the way that you're looking,
i like the way you smell,
and now i'm worried, worried

cause i know you're getting way too stressed out,
cant focus,
and i ain't letting out any my emotions,
i spent my minutes with my head under the ocean,
until you came and introduced me to your potion,

take your time with me i swear i'll let you know
we'll runaway together i wont let you go
impatient, another problem here we go,
what you're saying i know i've heard it all before

you're living life worked up, you gotta know,
and when the dice drops, baby let it roll,
cause when the fight stops, you get time to grow,
and you know that i'll wait for you,
i'm always gon' wait just for you,
another day another night, just you,
i think if we could spend some time away,
if there was time in the day,
i know you'd feel a little better baby,
fly me away you know

let the dice roll

lyrics: 

stamp out the burning embers
of a life that’s not okay 
i feel gods hefty torture
in a life that some would say
holds no weight
i can’t say
she’ll put me in my place 
and i feel her
the reaper 
but i been dead anyway 

and you’re not safe from me
when i got you in line of sight
i feel unspeakable pain when i see you reflect in eyes
put back the words that you let spill out of your fuckin mouth 
i’m sick to death of every syllable that you spit out

like what 
what are you even talking about 
i can’t take you serious you’ve been kissing another’s mouth
i’ve never been good at this 
just take that blade and cut me out 
i promise i wont leave again 
i promise i wont make a sound 

and i’ll stay here til you want me 
i’m more like earl grey
you’re more like coffee
a bitter taste; stains on my body
lips as red as cherries
and a heart like the mojave 
x2

and what the fuck 
do i 
have to do to make you love me ????
and i threw up
and i been feeling fuckin lonely
this whole month
will i 
make it through to my next birthday
i say probably not, 
so i’ll just say fuck it pop a 30

bae i’m earl grey
you’re more like coffee
?????

torture ft. sendflowrs

made this in the summer
lil throwaway enjoy <3

cant describe (prod. swaine)

lyrics ⬇️ 

who knew that you woulda been like this ohh
i shoot and you tell me that i miss ohh
smooth move but i hope that you meant it cuz i

I cant move on anywhere withouy you
truly you cant kill my mood unless you really have to
why cant you just love me no more
knife in my back layin on the floor boards
is this really whats its come to
throwin rocks up at ur window 
hope u come thru

yea u cant ignore
Ill always be right by u
and no cuttin cords
i promise ima find youuu

thin line between everything everthing i wanted in life
i dotn wanna fight you i just wanna comply

Right now
the options out in plain sight
yea pipe down
you dont go until the green light

yea ur so sedistic
how could i miss it
Failin the mission oh

Feelin conflicted 
how could i fix it
you dont wnag fixin no
somebody tell me is there a single way that i can jus deal with the nonsense

youre making me feel a way that ik isnt fake
baby youre flooding my conscience 

whyd you make the promise 
knew that yoy would knock it
right off all the boxes
here sittin in my office
i
I hope everything comes back to haunt you
you had ur chance yea you lost it thats a bad move
yea i got bad news
yea im still after you
yea drop the atitude
girl wheres the gratitude

who knew (808risky)

lyrics: 

verse 1:
so late 
why are you looking my way
we’re done babe, 
tell me we’re on the same page
i’m flipping through 
spoiler i don’t end up with you 
i was blinded then
but all of the feelings start to accrue 
and so what you’re not gonna tell me nothing 
you’re so blundt
the lies, i can tell you’re bluffing 
and so what?
so what?
my only feelings towards you now is apathy..

chorus: 
so what you tell me you have feelings now 
but all of the bridges have been burned down
so what you tell me you have feelings now
did you really think that we could make it out
x2 

verse 2:
we can’t make it out this time
baby i think we crossed a line
all those times we said we’re fine
trust me i know you were never alright
we shoulda read those warning signs
cuz these scars won’t heal over time
sometimes it’s better to let it die
then live with scars and keep it alive
we’re so done 
now to me you’re just nothing
there’s no love
baby you’re just disgusting 
and so what?
so what??

bridge:
so what you tell me you have feelings now…
all of the bridges have been burned down.
so what? 
so what? 
my only feelings toward you now is apathy

chorus:
so what you tell me you have feelings now 
but all of the bridges have been burned down
so what you tell me you have feelings now
did you really think that we could make it out
x2

so what? (tnvr)

instrumental produced by Michael Harrison and Ayoley
featuring lxstboy the goat

lyrics:

andrewsfuneral:
I think id notice i dont feel a thing 
Pure seratonin you flood through my brain
Run through the forest forget all the pain
and forget feeling hopeless with you i feel great 

Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me 

How you say that you know me 
I dont even know me 
Blade in my back girl youre killing me slowly
I dont control me and i know you know 
So just please hold me closely we’re so far from home

Lxstboy:
im far from home
I dont wanna talk your eyes say it all
baby youre perect and thats what i saw
when i looked in your eyes
i felt warm inside
now i write songs about the girl who changed my life
give me a call when youre sad or youre scared
when you feel alone you know im right there
talk to me, girl just breathe
the nightmares are over, and youre here with me.

andrewsfuneral:
Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me

Perfect w/LxstBoy (michael harrison x ayoley)

produced by king theta & kill breanna

i will lmk 
b4 i hit the road 
it wld be stupid to
say im not coming back
i changed and thats a fact
im still scared that im generic
and blurred lines only damage
yeah
damn thats how it is
theres no other way to say this shit
i left the old me in hell again

in hell again

Here's my EP "manta". I recorded this in 2023, been meaning to drop it for ages.

let the dice roll

lil bon (@bonlil)

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