pure enjoyment while listening to this eating my beef n cheddar from arbys

shoutout to killedmyself, didn't know all those beats were up on sc

lyrics

telling me that i was just a fucking addict
guess u were right cause i could never fucking hack it
every morning, grab the palms n i just pack it
i wish sobriety was something i could manage
i wrap the blunt up nice and neat like its a package
i light it up, its in my lungs this shit is banging
i pulled up late into the scene but came in savage
burnt the blunt at both ends more than i can manage

i still remember crushing benzos on her ipad
out the back and smoking cigarettes with ur dad
i wanna know if i was ever part of ur plan
19, music dreams, yeah im all that

i hp it wsnt as bad 4 u (killedmyself)

https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/cielx

disappointment (ft. yung van) (prod. jolst)

your appetite is not easy on me

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFA09rC8RXo

I tried throwing up last night when I was drunk 'cause I felt sick
Woke up on my porch with a crack in my phone and I felt like shit
This thing never worked no matter how I tried to make it fit
Like the wrong pliers or the size of a screwdriver I grind down the bit
I'm the oldest son in my family my mom wants me to have a few kids
But I'm one drug away from being fucked up homeless living under a bridge
In eighth grade I got high and burned my leg with lit matchsticks
I guess I liked the pain or something but that's as far as it went
Life is kinda like a lullaby from when we were kids
It's happy and sad at the same damn time and you always know how it ends
You said work was fine you're just pretending to like me but I don't get upset
I'll just wait until you leave around nine and then I'll complain to my friends

I tried throwing up last night 'cause I was drunk and I felt sick
Woke up on my porch in sweat stained clothes and I felt like shit
I'm a butterfly with torn off wings that I use as sails
I'm a drop of blood in the water I'm spreading thin until I'm all clear
Life is kinda like a lullaby from when I was a kid
It's happy and sad at the same damn time and I always know how it ends
You said work was fine you're just pretending to like me but I don't get upset
You said I'm alright but I'm not your type I could tell in the first five minutes

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how it ends (p. acey)

srry i've been gone. been rlly FUCKED up :(

lyrics:

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

you call me cause you can't sleep
and i can hear your breathing
it's a lustful temptation my body abrasive i'm reading your thoughts right now
i can tell what you're thinking bout
i'll give in with acceptance of another round
i feel out of place with my mind in this state
it's a feeling i hate but her touch turns me on right now

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

fw0b (thersx)

main loop used is from a killedmyself drumpack

Its a little late for that don't you think?

carousel

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

lyrics

its a state of mind
its a state of mine
that i cant seem to break out of
baby if i told u that we'd end up together
but u gotta just trust me
would u take that chance
if im stumbling around im drunk i cant walk
would u still hold my hand
hold my hand cuz im bout to walk through hell again
why u talking
pick myself up
walking now
im walking out
how i feel is something that we dont talk about

woah woah
im getting sick of the silence
catch me lying again n u can feed me to the lions
well how the fuck does it not look like im trying
we created a monster can we kill it with fire
when u call my phone
baby im not at home
but u dont leave a message saying u love me at the tone

she asked to lay on my chest
think she trying to map out my heart before she stab it
if u dont want to start a fire dont play with matches
cuz im not gonna be the one to clean up ashes
baby dont look at my back thats right where the gash is
i dont want to wait a week to see u thats too long
i remember hot nights i would dream on the futon
n i remember way before u baby i would do wrong
n now i stay alive to show u n my two friends my new songs
but how am i still alive i dont even got my two cents i screw up
pretty much everything that i see n i touch
i hope that u dont ever realize im not much
but im trying
im trying

woah woah
im getting sick of the silence
catch me lying again n u can feed me to the lions
well how the fuck does it not look like im trying
we created a monster can we kill it with fire
when u call my phone
baby im not at home
but u dont leave a message saying u love me at the tone

its a state of mind
its a state of mine
that i cant seem to break out of
baby if i told u that we'd end up together
but u gotta just trust me
would u take that chance
if im stumbling around im drunk i cant walk
would u still hold my hand
hold my hand cuz im bout to walk through hell again
why u talking
pick myself up
walking now
im walking out
how i feel is something that we dont talk about

kill it with fire (king theta)

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Lyrics:
watch the time moving past but this love everlasting
you're the hot to my cold, you're the waves to my crashing
and I can't find no one who loves me like you do (know it's true)
when I hold you near its clear we will get through (turn from blue)
those green eyes the keep finding the way to my heart
right from the start, cannot tare us apart
found the other part of me in you
~
girl I love you
soon 
we'll get out of this zoo
start up a new
life for each other
and we can pursue
everything that we wanted to do
late nights spent cuddled tight
I take in the view
mattress left vacant
my sheets smell like you
I cannot take this
I'm feeling so blue
cause I really miss my boo

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

lil booj

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