pure enjoyment while listening to this eating my beef n cheddar from arbys

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

wakin up late every mornin again
stoppin the drugs cause u loosin again
fallin asleep without you in my bed
fallin asleep and u not in my head

breakin apart and im lonely again
wishin that i could just touch you again
its 3 in the 6 and im loosin my head
takin a walk, dont get shot in the head

distance in earth is just too much to take
makin a livin off beatin me dead
i wanna move out so i can get the bread
but im stuck alone, and im loosin again

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

can you just give me a reason
can you just fall with the treasen
would you just leave me in feelins
couldnt just stop how im feelin

-not home.-

felt like cutting up my eyelids
i been working hard inside the silence
running circles on the island
like why the fuck i even trying?

codeine bright violet
ive been smoking on the hybrid
thoughts inside me turn to violence
emotion seeping through the highlands

welcome to my fucking head
i take the words and i put it to rest 
garbage to still floating and filling my chest
i cant pretend like im feeling the best

i guess im next
they want me dead
pump up my head and my legs with the lead
she second guessing im fucking her friend, yeah

Give Me A Reason w/ not home. (prod. nvki)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

vacancy (lyrics)
i said i can see us together, i think she like that
she just wanna hold my hand and kiss the butterfly tat
always put a smile on my face and i can’t hide that
tryna make my address the one you always reside at
(x2)

sidetracked, when i see your face 
i just can’t seem to focus
work your magic on me
cast a spell baby, hocus pocus
you picked me up when i was down bad
and i was feeling hopeless
begging for some help
i don’t think anybody even noticed
i could die right now
baby i ain’t ever scared
got you on my side now
i don’t have anything to fear
hate the way you walk away from me
it ain’t ever fair
i’d do anything to make u mine
in case it wasn’t clear

i said i can see us together, i think she like that
she just wanna hold my hand and kiss the butterfly tat
always put a smile on my face and i can’t hide that
tryna make my address the one you always reside at 
(x2)

she just want to talk about it but we already tried that
if u could’ve done it then u would’ve and i like that thought
i sit here alone on the edge of the smog
ash fill the sky and it fills my lungs
and it burns me up
my friends live forever in the soot stained mud
and i would die here since they reside here too
so when i lie here i’m lying right by you

i said i can see us together, i think she like that
she just wanna hold my hand and kiss the butterfly tat
always put a smile on my face and i can’t hide that
tryna make my address the one you always reside at 
(x2)

vacancy ft. sewerperson (taurs x jolst)

luv yall <3
prod. ztope

lyrics
-----------------
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

all already alone
so it shouldnt make any difference
but why cant u pick up the phone
n why is everyone distant
i speak and its hurt in the tone
i just wanted u to listen
this blunt really got me in thoughts
inside of my mind is a prison

long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

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nites

not for profit

original:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lock-da-doors-samashi

love y'all, hope u enjoy
thanks for making this song king @sewerperson
shoutout samashi

lock da doors (cover) [samashi]

enjoy; haven't done something like this in a while
prod. @isitmalloy & @sorrow_bringer <3

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

told me i reap what i sow
i ain't do shit; i'm on the go
so many people i don't even know
wishing me well; i just wanna compose
write me a eulogy, be sure to show
all that i overcame way down the road
you wouldn't believe it 
coming from the mouth of the one 
who's already been disposed

it's like i'm not here
and i can't take it
i'll set off a flare on my tongue
till i'm breaking
and she don't hit up my line, but i get it
we're one in the same
i love isolation
i'm living in a masquerade 
my mind had mutated from it's radiation
i know me best when it hits dusk
but then i'm falling off by dawn
this patience forsaken me; heartless and gone
so i stay prolongued
well, more-so i'm stunned
this madness that was casted
i honestly love.

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

hate in my veins
i do not self-proclaim
bit the metal in my mouth
i'm pouring red right outta my face
empty tank, but i'm up
i'm exhausted and i rank
for every fodder, it's our father 
that'll grant you heavy rain

it's too calm
for such an uneventful evening
my stomach's in the corner teething
scold me as my breath's depleting

i guess that you ain't understand the first time
i ain't gonna run it back, there's way too many landmines
i'm numbing to nostalgia
that's the only thing that's kept me in a safe space
I'M SICK OF FEELING STUCK INSIDE THE SAME PLACE

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

this is not where i belong
there's piranhas in the pond
pawn-
pawn-
pawn-paw-paw-p-p-p-

fuck
i need a challenger
i'm up so early, i'm my own manager
even if my name is someone's you haven't heard
they'd still wanna 
rip me out of the fucking earth
these scissors and wine are combining
shut the fuck up
let me get back to dining
the taste of acceptance is oh so refreshing
when mixed in with vengeance
old habits are tempting

they ask me, "autie, how the the fuck do you manage?.."

pawn [prod. malloy x sorrow bringer]

chapter ii

produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics 

dragged by our feet
through the snow
the watchman saved our lives
and welcomed to his home
he has advice to give
he thought you needed some
this is no way to live
what have we become

the watchman lives to keep his lantern lit
he smells of edelwood and cigarettes
inside the forest you won't meet your death
beware the beast
this innocence is on his breath

he said they will turn on us
and we will burn to dust
we will get lost inside the forest
either one of us
so are you scared of us
cus we were left to rust
u think you care that much
this is what's left of us

don't let your mind disconnect 
from the world that you been living in
no I'm alright in the forest 
I'm at peace with all the denizens 
so keep your eyes on the track 
tho I know they feel like wandering
no I'm alright: it's an act
you just can't let doubt start setting in
several souls I know
well they left years ago
they took the lonely road
and they got lost in hope
so I'm a lonely rope
she left a lonely note
this is our only home
you're all I have to hold

decks

well I was born in blood and guts but who was counting
spoilt what I thought was mine to drown in
hold ur breath for as long as it's allowing 
the last of us are here for u
but now's it's go
go sleep in the snow
wake up to visions I'll never remember
I know now
where do we go
sickened and feeling ur losing ur tether 
it's part of the path that we take
born into hate and decay
everyone here is the same
look at the mess that we made

several souls I know
well they were once my home
they found a new one tho
and they got lost in the snow
so im your only hope
it's hard to let them go
I wish I'd never known
but now on forced to cope

betweentheveinsandi 

he said they would turn on us
and we would burn to dust
we will get lost inside the forest
either one of us
so are u scared of us?
cus we were left to rust?
u think u care that much.
this is what's left of us.


left of us ft. decks (ztope)

[+ Tosha]

1st - @user-411557229 
2nd - @northshoremusic 
3rd - @emptychest 
4th - @torvamia 
5th - @strivemusicau 
6th - @caspywaspy 
7th - @soulfadexo 
8th - @x1fern 
9th - @noxious-nights 
10th - @navyxower 
11th - @shizukesaaa 
12th - @hoeplessboy

Holding Onto Something [+ Tosha x Kev]

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

lyrics

just to let you know imma fuck this up again
i hope you dont change your mind
and all those times i ignored you, my love
its just cuz i was high
and as september comes to an end
im thankful now, more than ever
i look at this beautiful life that we have made with each other
i hope this never ends

beautiful soul
i will wait for you
sleep thru the night
im here next to you

build it up
break it down
its the end of the world in a few days
is this something we can fix in a few days
i had a little bit to drink and now i feel great
i had something on my mind but i think i forgot it
i hit up the plug and then i go and make a deposit
cuz lately i been fucked up everytime im writing these sonnets
i get high then i get drunk then i go and run it like sonic
the distrokid check came in im getting coins like im sonic
she love me more than i love myself think its kind of ironic
ive been burning bridges from the fires you started
and ive been making wishes everytime night is star-lit
theres secrets being shared between me and the  scarlett
its making money on the web kind of like charlotte
a white pill in the morning before its even started
but baby everything i do is for you-

beautiful soul
i will wait for you
sleep thru the night
im here next to you

i hope this never ends (miercoles)

Beneath the glass, the edges fold,
The tide recedes; the air is cold.
Each motion speaks, it hums, it slows,
A rhythm caught in what it knows.

Step into the space between,
Where the weight is soft, the pull unseen.
Let the quiet flood your mind,
No map, no plan—just drift the line.

The shore forgets; it keeps no trail,
What’s here, what’s gone, it doesn’t tell.
Each whisper spins, it fades, it curls,
A fleeting thought, a hidden pearl.

"Where you lean, the stillness moves.
It doesn’t ask, it doesn’t choose."
"What lingers now was never yours—
A thread unspooled, the smallest chord."

Step into the space between,
Where the weight is soft, the pull unseen.
Let the quiet flood your mind,
No map, no plan—just drift the line.

Drift… it holds… it fades…

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

lil booj

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