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//
another walk in the same old town
i've been used to
to see the same old faces
maybe i should've moved too
i tend to longer the wait
in almost every way
till its evolved into fate
think i was born to decay

lights out
just a lil bit faster
always act
like a fucking bastard
from my memories past
to the same old trash
and the walls been plastered
like it all still matters to me

i cant pretend
turned it all into disaster
maybe i belong here
like it all still matters to me
//

decay (hoepless x bended)

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care 

Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning
And get the selling point this currency defeated 
I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine 
Sick of everything this steadily decline 
I say take a break for a minute now 
Reserve a little bit of patience alright 
And we made a mistake letting this allowed 
Uncertainty always finds the wrong time 

Finds the wrong time 
And what is uncertain 
I think I need a purpose 

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care

better moments (dead spyro)

yeah you can keep that to yourself 
I don’t need to know that 
I don’t need to know that
No I don’t need to know
Just Leave my heart at ease 
Understand this final plea 
find the placement underneath 
this level of trust has gone too deep 
this rust has gotten to me 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

And I’ll let myself down first that’s the way it goes that’s the way it goes 
Slip away but I thought that’s why you chose yeah I thought that’s what you chose 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

selective memory (king theta)

[clip from fight club]

lyrics 

[maesk]
fine tuned, all that you’ve dreamt’s in sight
hey, i like you but this just don’t feel right
look, i cry too but it's just all inside
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
why? why do i just hide

we just keep this shit among ourselves 
we can’t bare the sight of running well
look i admire that you’re looking out
but you’re looking out for no else but yourself

you’re so perfect to me
its like i’ve seen myself in a dream
but is that what i want contact with
am i still peeking above?

or do i just wanna be 
holding it deep
blocking the stream
grasping tight, grasping tight to something i can’t see
despite my faulty, faulty, faulty beliefs 
are u still still gonna be here with me?

[brecken]
is it lovely is it lovely is it lovely enough
if you love me and you love me then ill be the one
you said its my fault
i took the long road and thats how i got lost
and my feelings on a tight rope and i just cannot walk
any further without realizing this isn’t what i want
dont think that you fill the slot



but i cannot brush it off
i could want this forever and ever but ik itd be a  whole lot
and idk if you remember the weather but i swear that it wouldn’t stop

and i thought that you said that it would get better if i just stop smoking the pot
but that dont mean nothing all
that dont mean nothing at all
i should tell you that its gone

i know i hit a new wall
so please take a look at my flaws
know i wont get better if i dont fix myself soon
i been runnin in a circle cuz of what you assume
just tell me the truth 
just like i do

faulty beliefs ft brecken (neverforever)

prod Michael Harrison :)

i promise, i had on the tip of my tongue
these things never really work, thats just my luck
why are all my friendships just falling apart 
cant ignore i know the reason, its just not what i want

im so frustrated 
lost all my patience 
we dont talk alot im sorry 
know that i dont say this enough
just know ur in my thoughts
promise to keep in touch
maybe i
maybe i think too much

in touch

im no different than yesterday
days will bleed together
we’ll all be replaced
some of are us fake
but i’ll share my thoughts out
you won’t hear me 
you just hear my sound

i got lots of words to say
i don't share them here
they're all on my alt page
i hate to leave my house
i fear they laugh at my face
i walk into work in fear 
and i dont know how to behave

idk where i'm going
same song it’s still not flowing
what if they hear
what if they find the real me
change their mind
they'll change their mind about me

all they say is ‘nice song’
like did u read the lyrics...
ignorance is bliss 
maybe they just don't see it
maybe they don't know

i'm crashing out in a song
where did this come from
where did i go wrong
i have been feeling this
i have been feeling this for so long
wanna ruin my body like i ruined my brain
the cycle is repeating and the cycle is insane

oh its only 10pm on a wednesday
why it got me feeling this way
tell me how to erase my brain
all my songs are sounding the same

everything just sounds the same now
in the mirror i've been looking lame now
i don't even wanna fucking go out
i ruined everything i ruined everything

do u still listen
to my songs
used to see ur name
now it's gone
seems i've been replaced by the one
i don't think she's changed
why don't u run

real me [nctrn]

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/oxygen-breather-prod-kryptik?in=skrews/sets/9tails&si=2e1b0ee1589d43c292b78f6c3ebd266e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

oxygen breather (9tails cover)

Wake Up w/ Brecken

daydream

Lyrics:

Pull up remy boys
Even if they don’t know us,
Roll up, keep to myself
So stoic
The dmv inspected my shit
Like it’s stolen
Pull up singing my songs
Didn’t know you know them
Take my number, I said no man
Rocking Paris Saint Germaine 
If you want me, lay it on the floor then

what you talk about
That shit is not important
I can run this shit
Chilling in my tool shed
You think I'm chilling sitting stupid,
But I heard what you said
You can cross some lines
But don't end up dead

selective memory (king theta)

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