listdn to this NOW

I miss you, i'm sorry :(

Way Too Beyond Goated

trips//tests

COPYCAT GET THE PROJECT LOCKED IN
GOT YOU SCRAMBLIN TO FIND ALL UR OPTIONS
GOTTA REGRET LEAKIN THE TOXINS
AT LEAST THATS WHAT YOU SAID WHEN I WALKED IN
NO CARE FOR THE SPEECH THAT I PROMPTED
TALK SHIT BUT THIS ISNT WHAT YOU WANTED CUS I
TAKE AIM WITH THE .45 ON MY WAIST
BREAKING UP, MEET ME AT MY PLACE
HEY MAYBE., ILL GET SICK OF YOUR FACE
FUCK THAT GOTTA WAIT FOR THE MOMENT THEN BRACE
WAIT
PHONE BLOWING UP THINK STRAIGHT
I GOTA WHOLE LOTTA SHIT ON MY PLATE
PRESSING FOR THE TIME, AT THE NIGHT WITH THIS SHIT IN MY RIDE GOT DAMMIT IM TRYING

but i guess it wasnt enough
now the guest list thrown to the rough
you hate me now but im calling your bluff
hate me, break me, but i dont give a fuck
i apologize for nothing
you always had to cry for something
it was so fucking-
sorry
and even tho im glad its nothing
at all can you please stop posting
lies

yeaaa
never inclined to share
wish i never tried you
dare
me to recite you
player
didnt even like you
at first
but i kept on listening to that verse
forget it, now im screaming, maybe that works
god i really wish you would just listen, but im plastered
but the phone keeps ringing like

copycat

what we doin (bessjxx wheresky)

01.22.24
with @sennaidesu
@dishonors
i cant tell the real from the fake
i only got one shot and i better make it great
they say ray u such a dumbass but my bands dont say the same
say the same
taking lexapro until i cannot feel a thing 
f-feel a thing
and im lying for fun
(again) 
i dont need your love cuz ik that friends will be friends
and i still come back to you
(again)
i cant tell the real from the fake 
real from the fake
r-real from the fake x2

@sennaidesu
i can tell the real from the fake
different money comin different ways
holdin shit down doin what i say
when the times right know i'll do whatever u want
money in the safe, i ain't never been one to flaunt
i aint playing games, never catch me lying for fun
ain't a secret, i already know what u done
but u still cant see the problem
i can tell the real from the fake 
real from the fake
r-real from the fake x2
i can tell the real from the fake

real from the fake @10soul

forgot to put this one on soundcloud my bad yall

im with the boys
i just wanna tell em that its noise
ye of course
i be sippin seriously, floored
on the top now
i just really wanna make a project of my bad songs
thatd be so much better than your album full of scrapbooks

dont finish that song
it works for me
i make this shit then move along
why you wanna talk
bitch your lyrics wrote in chalk
lift yo spirit up a notch
while i’m sipping on this scotch
i just did a whippit at your dads house
my shit is burning up, yo shit need a little gas douse
i need everyone to see me, ill start living in a glass house
in five years or something, y’all gon me jealous of my bad spouse
i’m just not one to pretend, im a friend
i take a couple sounds and i blend, then i hit send
you’re focusing on all of the trends, i can’t depend
when doing this shit is my intention i ascend
i don’t wanna see you lying on the internet
five hoes squeezing in your ride, must be heaven sent
“i’m just not like other guys” better reinvent
your time is spent when i’m writing cus im with

i’m fuckin crazy with it
don’t wanna date or visit
i need to save a minute
when i fuckin sway spigot
and out comes crazy digits
i just might stay ballistic
you better savor this shit
bitch cus this shit ain’t infinite
time for an intervention
might dodge the intersection
write off the imperfections
mind over this perception
five doors down and it’s silent, don’t get discrepant
i know a dwarf and i’m giant, don’t get invested

TWEAKIN!!!!!

back to my roots
@rhekdens for the pic 
stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
put it all upon you
bby u my home
js leave me alone
leave me alone x2

close ur eyes and i'll try to make it better
go outside
find a way to get hurt
dre told me that sometimes im introverted
just kno some ppl dont deserve ur full attention
lately i've been having fun starving myself
but ik it'll be game over when my hands start to swell
and when my wrist pop pop
(ik that i did well)
i wish my father asked me if im ever doing well

stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
i remember when u thought i was a joke
smoking apple sunrise till i start to choke
ik the ones that talking hate themselves the most
(stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low)

stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
put it all upon you
bby u my home
js leave me alone
leave me alone

(js leave me-me)

stoop so low @01ashes

by the water

prod me
sample: aperta - clean

they chatting on my body they half from godly
i can break him off some grahams like his name was aubrey
i was tryna leave the function these bitches on me
if he pull up to the crib throw him through my awning
i didnt know that thats your bitch cuz that dont involve me
and i know that they got love but they show it oddly
and my lil thing from houston she call me papi
swing my stick like bennett foddy these niggas love me
love myself more than joe hawley im catching bodies
trapping out the benihanas back of my honda
and that nigga think he kayne that nigga ronda
you compare my shit to donda you know im off one
if i chase that nigga down he goin be a goner
yea i said fuck that lil label and fuck they offer
cuz these niggas really jokes really sumn awful, awful

oddly

@trisonline

i know im rhyming it with it with it sut up

you can act like you deserve me
couldve been gone too early
i could never let them hurt me
tell me why u always changing topics

you put me in a place i dont deserve
you cant bitch about it
i could tell you everything 
if you dont ask about it
double crossed
but one day i'll just forget about it
i dont have to get you back
i wrapped my head around it

they just sulk over wasted time
didnt gaf till i noticed they been wasting mine
i cant tell
do you ever draw the line

dont be drawing mine
i dont need you drawing mine

i go through my days knowing i dont deserve it
dunno why im lucky i cant wrap around it
im always way too scared to ask about it
ive been tryna lose it since the day i found 

if you wanna go you can say less
he get packed like an HS
he was scared cs he was talkign shit w no chest
why you think that you get more if you pay less
wish it was painless

deserve prod tris

can’t breathe. (prod michael harrison)

prod me
w/ @evergardens

lyrics:
why am i nauseous?
i cant see i don't get it
soon youll realize and youll come to regret it
promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm
sorry for what i said honestly i wasnt thinking
take me back to when we met
things were moving steady then
but i don't blame you if you sad that you hate me
i understand, i understand

expressions, hard to read
u feel so out of reach

ive been
replaying voicemails
and going through messages
ill make it up
say you tired of my promises

and i can do more
sick to my stomach
don't want this to end
lets start over, start again

promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm

start over, start again

yeah you can keep that to yourself 
I don’t need to know that 
I don’t need to know that
No I don’t need to know
Just Leave my heart at ease 
Understand this final plea 
find the placement underneath 
this level of trust has gone too deep 
this rust has gotten to me 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

And I’ll let myself down first that’s the way it goes that’s the way it goes 
Slip away but I thought that’s why you chose yeah I thought that’s what you chose 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

selective memory (king theta)

veins. w/ sevenfeet (king theta)

lryics later hi gujys song war people cover art by me prod me flip you

scrambl

i dont care abt the side effects
are you stupid why you asking if im leaving yet
you dont know how fukcing bad it gets
i know we aint talk for ages sorry i forget

ho i know you you just duck when youre called out
u know u far away u talking on my phone now
he know what he done he aint even try n clear his name
they try to say i changed

did i do enough
rlly thought i healed but i still want me gone
i could never pick that up
i cant pick it up
i dont want your drugs

i got headaches and it gets too much
im not trying to earn back your trust
i cant name a time i dont know when to start
you can sit back while i tear myself apart

daikyu

i think thats just how it goes
everyone's a poser
i dont know where but im going there
i think that im awful
i think i got set up
but would you come back if you had the choice

no i dont have the choice
i been stuck in one place for a year now
there's nothing more to talk about
dont know why im fucking up so i just keep on fucking round

you could take my life
i'd kill myself to be something
i know that shit will never get better
handful of pills tell me "take it or suffer"
cant rely on shit like that i can't be altered

i see people looking for a way to break the clock and wind it back to change the things that they regret and fix the problems that they left but i could never tell
if that's something that i would do
if its something that i could do

scrambl

and theres nothing i could do
tell me why would i want to
dont go saying "zy you aint call back"
what you said that aint nothing you can take back

dunno why they hate us when they taking what we built up
tried to talk to you i swear that shit was rlly torture
get off their dicks you aint nothing to them
mfs rlly would just kill u in a second w no second thoughts

quite a handful + daikyu

feel

@prod-rioxion

i feel like majima
eyepatch on my face
like a pirate on the island
y'all stuck on the bay

ask me did i win the race
are you dumb
it’s okay 
i still dunno what i can say x2

who am i to tell you what to do
i just lost myself and i can’t get it back now
who are you to talk when your mans got sat down
yall still on the floor it’s the air that we stand on

i’m w bro i'm w kiryu
all these other motherfuckers they ain’t even close to you
i’m like majima bitch i’m everywhere
fuck the crowd i’m a breaker
ik u wanna stare

b i'm in the shed i feel like laker
thought he was my bro but he as fake as the others
he can’t take shit he can only take cover
fuckin' up my thoughts we were fine in the summer

how can you act like that
ik that you give a fuck drop the act
howd you let it get so bad
youre unrecognisable i want you back

js act like i never gave a fuck
i don't really anyways i'll give you want you want
n i'm slurring all my words i'm feeling like a drunk
me and buddy might get mad, put you in a trunk

i've been sorry but we're past that
when you tried to fuck me over can't look past that
you can't realise yourself you were off track
what you do is what you get, no more takebacks

you bitches inconisderate
telling me to switch i could not even consider it
don't you touch my face stg i said i'm over it
take it at my pace, if you rush i swear i'm leaving it

how come you only put in effort when we're losing it
now i'm dumping mid song i swear i'm losing it
two years fuck its plenty to get over it
tell me really please do you find me pathetic

FUCK ME you're pathetic
you can never blame yourself youre fake synthetic 
you were lying all along you thought i read it
now you know i am really that oblivious

Majima (Rioxion)

Lyrics - 

When I first fell in love, you told me I was different
But also the next day you told me one day I will miss this
Was that a warning? And now I'm mourning
I know I graduated, my life still sucks like ass

You told me one day I will love this and always look back
And guess what day it is? It's the day where I finally want you back
And we used to kiss under streetlights And we used to talk until midnight
We used to look at each other in class, God we grew up so fast and now I miss you

I hope you'll come back a little more I need my joy to be restored
staring at photos, trying to reminisce What we'd had if we never fell apart
So quick, you don't need it You were all I sought
So come back when I call 

Please come back
I need you here Oh, it sucks so bad
You never loved me, don't you ever lie to me again
I know I am coming back and I'm not coming as a friend to you
Oh, to you
You used to be my best friend You said we're together till the world ends
Well, it feels like the world ended The moment you said you'd leave me

And I recall on the night where your father died I was so scared looking at your eyes
I used to see your tears all pouring out I reached my arms and gave them out
And you pushed me away and then you cut me off And I understand if you need time
But getting a new boyfriend isn't a way to cope with your father dying

the day your father died (prod. iof)

not worth listening.
was in my desk since february.


Based on a true story

selective memory (king theta)

lil booj