Man i used to listen to this way too much!!! ❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥 dope!!! Gonna bike to this later 

Much love from one of yo longest supporters bro, haven’t stopped in 5 years. Keep going strong Brodie keep it up.

BLOOD ON MY OLD DENIM {dercept} - big sailor tings
(chorus)
you said it girl
you said you love me
give it up give it up
mmmmmm
dont keep it from me
if i guarded my heart
then you wouldn't even know me
dont dig a little deeper you'll get closer to the old me
blood on my old denim lost my brotha to the codeine
momma said she miss me been a grown man since im fourteen
don't got time for disses if they say sum blicky flirting
i know im touched by something cuz i see the devil lurking

(verse) (if you know you know)
No need to pretend, she got a little bit of drama with her friends
She got a little bit of drama with her friends
She got a little bit of drama with her friends
She got a little bit of drama with her friends
She got a little bit of drama with her friends
She got a little bit of drama with her friends
She got a little bit of drama with her friends, yeah
Every lost girl I know is over twenty-six
Every lost girl I know is just too afraid to admit it
You give your body to me, I'll body that like a savage
Give and take, you give it to 'em, they take that shit for granted, yeah
Different than it was before
People 'round you want it more
B-F-F, oh yeah, for sure
Wonder what they in it for
Take your last relationship
Look how good you treated him
You could birth like four of him
Girl, you never needed him

B.O.M.O.D (DERCEPT)

prod. @y4ndere

i look at me in the mirror i realize baby im useless
look at you youre wonderful and im worthless
looking back to the past im like a monster
so digusting i dont want you to be close to me

close to me baby
i dont want you to be close to me
i dont think that we are meant to be
i go outside, i just wanna be free
whatever happen it doesnt matter cause it wont change me
ive been trying to spend my time by myself trying to feel free

even i know that im not good enough
and the path i take is so fucking rough
whatever i say is some fucking bluff
just wanna see you when the time is right 2x

yeah
i just took some more pills
and i have sometime to chill
bury me up on the hill
and let the red be spilled
i dont care what you all think
im still futile in the end
spending my last time
in my room without a friend

i pray to God hoping all of this would end
but i dont think it will happen all i can do is pretend
ive been up for two days straight and trynna sleep at half past ten
maybe i can do this shit if someone lend me a hand

and i know
that im wrong
all shit doesnt feel real but it's real in my bones
and it's better
for me to go
cause i know it's better for this world to go on without me

wrthless (yandere)

p. @auguryy 💕
@swazrika on instagram 🦇

[lyrics] :
i don't wanna talk about it
i went ghost yah, you can go and cry about it
i wanna do the most, i would never lie about it
all i need is love yah, i would never try without it
my mind can't seem to comprehend
pick your poison; you can live or be dead
i need to find the antidote, it's here in my head
i could get up and work or lay in bed
or i could have someone take my life instead

i can't wrap my head around it
it's so strange
are you doing this for love or the fame?
i never learned my lesson, guess i kinda like the pain
but over time, guess we all get estranged
from each other
i don't really wanna fall down for another
tell me why i'm always feeling down cuz of lovers
i write these songs to share the pain with the others
i been walking so far that i'm chafing
i don't feel alive, i feel dead but it's the same thing
knees weak, heart is heavy
i'm feelin like i'm gonna drop to the floor already
when rika drops, know you ain't ready
call me on my celly
you could come and pick me up but i don't care about a chevvy
you could try and win me over if you buy a pint of stelly for me
we're not gonna have a problem if you're friendly to me
but even if i say that, you can't faze me
i got women in my pocket wanna date me
i got women at the club wanna lay me
but i don't care about the women, kinda crazy

it just doesn't make sense

it just doesn't make sense 🤷🏻‍♂️ [p. augury]

i get hii w/ ridgely2k (ayceboy144 x rioleyva)

hope you enjoy 
love yall x

[hook]
deep in the mix i'm faded now
but it's about time
falling in the waves
especially when it's high tide
it's always easier to wait
when i'm losing my mind
so i'm pouring her away
until i'm losing my mind, mind
i've been on, my own
wish that i could make it
been waiting for too long
just wonder if i'm right or wrong
and if i've been complacent and vacant for too long

[verse]
cause i'm in the stu late chilling
smoking away my feelings
she wanna talk about business
but never wanna love nor listen
she say it's over cause im living in a whole other world
pour a four and then i'll leap into a whole other world
she want bags, double tagged
louis v and raf on hand
i'm in awe cause when she leaving
i feel not much at all
i dont know
why im waiting on my past
i dont know now
if i've been late and i'm in last now
yea yea while they're talking mad
i get more and bag it
only needing her loyalty til morning
when it all ends
i know, know
that when the nightmare pass
and her eyes stare back
i'll be right there

[bridge]
deep in the mix i'm faded now
but it's about time
falling in the waves
especially when it's high tide
it's always easier to wait
when i'm losing my mind
so i'm pouring her away
until i'm losing my mind, mind

[hook]
deep in the mix i'm faded now
but it's about time
falling in the waves
especially when it's high tide
it's always easier to wait
when i'm losing my mind
so i'm pouring her away
until i'm losing my mind, mind
i've been on, my own
wish that i could make it
been waiting for too long
just wonder if i'm right or wrong
and if i've been complacent and vacant for too long

prod. josh o'brien
https://www.instagram.com/1joshobrien/

high tide (prod josh o'brien)

what a way to go, you've got a
a way to go still
did you pray for those nights i've spent
thinking way to go still
what you hate the most will be 
the easiest to fall in love with
when your eyes are closed, you pray for 
torture that's not been come up with
came to my place, laid up against me
i give my thanks and you go against me
feel out of place it's like no one gets me
i forgot to stay so no one forgets me
i still see your face in my mind aplenty
even in outer space you couldn't let me go
if you're gonna hate me cause i'm changing
then before i become who i am i just want you to let me know
i let go, i don't know you, 
wanted to before but
i don't want to, no not anymore
never can be sure until you're swimming to the shore
sharks in the water and blood on my shorts
started to get further but they're catching up of course
i don't even bother being careful anymore
all i do is falter and forget to lock the door

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

way2go

s/o @juhiss

yea, ill fuck it up again i got rust in my head
i know i’m not the one but can we play pretend
every time i look at u it’s picture perfect thru my lens
i’m so used to suffering but u can make it end, make it end

omw to new york, blowing red lights
doing 110 speeding past the metlife
i’ve never been too sure that it felt right
until the moment ur eyes met mine

hollowbody bitch, i’m sinking w the ship
i can already tell she’s got death on her lips
a thousand reasons i should leave, i don’t need a list
but it’s fucked up, baby i would die for this

it’s been a long time, i need u all mine
when i’m by ur side everything feels alright
it’s been a long time, i need u all mine
when i’m by ur side everything feels alright

yea, ill fuck it up again i got rust in my head
i know i’m not the one but can we play pretend
every time i look at u it’s picture perfect thru my lens
i’m so used to suffering but u can make it end, make it end

omw to new york, blowing red lights
doing 110 speeding past the metlife
i’ve never been too sure that it felt right
until the moment ur eyes met mine

omw2ny (nothing2do)

Where Your Heart Finds a Home

A Dark Industrial/Darksynth Album Inspired by Goblin Slayer

01. The Farm Burns

(fallin to pieces just gimme a reason
my heart is changing, leaves turned like the season)

i dont wanna fall apart and break my heart again
too many bottles i have drunk just numb all my pain
then u came into my life, now i dont wanna hide
nah i cant fight these feelings and nah i cant fight these feelings

tell me that you’d stay
and u wont go away
i wanna conversate
and not to suffocate 

so when my worst feelings
they come into the building
hope u can save from these thoughts that always got me sinking

and when ur feeling down u can jus rely on me
we’ll talk about life while im crushing up this weed
a blunt for us two so we wont feel lonely
we wont feel lonely ever again

treat u right, thats just how ive always been hoe
fuck u right, till we get some steamy windows
blurry nite, drinking, blowin on all these tokes
but it feels better when u sittin next to me tho

don’t ever you ever think to put me in the background
cuz ill be waiting in this rain till u come around
i wanna make u mine
i wanna make u mine

i don't wanna fall apart (prod. sketchmyname)

hopeless romantic.

contact/booking : suiseiofficial@gmail.com

i don't wanna fall apart (prod. sketchmyname)

suisei

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