lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

*get to the bag ah ah ha*

gotta run it up
gotta switch up the flow
just to keep you into it like me i know
im not very fuckin interesting
thats why throwin out my clothes

feel like i gotta make a fuckin clone
cause im always out late, on the phone
gotta keep it on the low
KEEP IT ON THE LOW

always on the road
i like that
keep still nah
keep track
songs piled up like a stack
but none of them coming out (take that)

racks on racks in my bag
dreams so large in my hands
what i say ima do (mean that)
what i do, ima say (thats facts)

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

throwin up the hands if you want 
ima fuck you up again on the clock
got two shoes on two' o clock
rocks on her cause shes hot
emo bitchs callin at my spot

i aint very special its just me
you can suck the cock but earn it baby please
what you gotta do to get to me
what you gotta do to get to me

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

*get to the bag ah ah ha*

gotta run it up
gotta switch up the flow
just to keep you into it like me i know
im not very fuckin interesting
thats why throwin out my clothes

feel like i gotta make a fuckin clone
cause im always out late, on the phone
gotta keep it on the low
KEEP IT ON THE LOW

im not picking up the phone

hope you enjoy 
love yall x

[hook]
deep in the mix i'm faded now
but it's about time
falling in the waves
especially when it's high tide
it's always easier to wait
when i'm losing my mind
so i'm pouring her away
until i'm losing my mind, mind
i've been on, my own
wish that i could make it
been waiting for too long
just wonder if i'm right or wrong
and if i've been complacent and vacant for too long

[verse]
cause i'm in the stu late chilling
smoking away my feelings
she wanna talk about business
but never wanna love nor listen
she say it's over cause im living in a whole other world
pour a four and then i'll leap into a whole other world
she want bags, double tagged
louis v and raf on hand
i'm in awe cause when she leaving
i feel not much at all
i dont know
why im waiting on my past
i dont know now
if i've been late and i'm in last now
yea yea while they're talking mad
i get more and bag it
only needing her loyalty til morning
when it all ends
i know, know
that when the nightmare pass
and her eyes stare back
i'll be right there

[bridge]
deep in the mix i'm faded now
but it's about time
falling in the waves
especially when it's high tide
it's always easier to wait
when i'm losing my mind
so i'm pouring her away
until i'm losing my mind, mind

[hook]
deep in the mix i'm faded now
but it's about time
falling in the waves
especially when it's high tide
it's always easier to wait
when i'm losing my mind
so i'm pouring her away
until i'm losing my mind, mind
i've been on, my own
wish that i could make it
been waiting for too long
just wonder if i'm right or wrong
and if i've been complacent and vacant for too long

prod. josh o'brien
https://www.instagram.com/1joshobrien/

high tide (prod josh o'brien)

https://soundcloud.com/boxedcat3
prod. nevrfall
imagine having a broken Soundcloud that doesn't let u post

boxedcat - smoke

Sacred, sinful, seductive… baptized in fire and skin. Every touch is a sermon, every breath a hymn — pleasure is the baptism that saves and condemns. 
#SonicDominion #RnBDancehall #HolySinVibes

BAPTISM OF PLEASURE

@Rodgerbbyyy

recorded by @safehold

thanks to everyone supporting me! I'm so grateful  <3

Lyrics: i sent the text at 4 right before i started work
even though i told myself it just aint worth it anymore

its been 4 months since weve talked
yeah i know i chose to stop
but how can i ignore 
just how quickly you moved on

you knew you were my everything
since when you were seventeen

and after we left off that day you just kept begging me to stay

You knew it broke my fuckin heart, just as much as it did yours
I never thought my baby girl would run to someone else in days

and so i sent it, a 10 page message
explaining everything i felt on how we ended

and now im crying in the bathroom, look at me im so pathetic
i told my coworkers allergies just had my eyes sensitive

stuck at work im feeling so sick
kinda wana blow my shit out
and now i think im gonna yak yuh

praying did i make the right decision
will you even listen?
do you miss your fingers in my hands still

and i laid in my bed that night
saw you read through my text but got no reply

should’ve known it was dumb, it was suicide
you were out on a date with that other guy

I Don't Deserve This (prod. RODGER ★☆ ‏)

(fallin to pieces just gimme a reason
my heart is changing, leaves turned like the season)

i dont wanna fall apart and break my heart again
too many bottles i have drunk just numb all my pain
then u came into my life, now i dont wanna hide
nah i cant fight these feelings and nah i cant fight these feelings

tell me that you’d stay
and u wont go away
i wanna conversate
and not to suffocate 

so when my worst feelings
they come into the building
hope u can save from these thoughts that always got me sinking

and when ur feeling down u can jus rely on me
we’ll talk about life while im crushing up this weed
a blunt for us two so we wont feel lonely
we wont feel lonely ever again

treat u right, thats just how ive always been hoe
fuck u right, till we get some steamy windows
blurry nite, drinking, blowin on all these tokes
but it feels better when u sittin next to me tho

don’t ever you ever think to put me in the background
cuz ill be waiting in this rain till u come around
i wanna make u mine
i wanna make u mine

i don't wanna fall apart (prod. sketchmyname)

💖 thank you for your support 💖
https://www.instagram.com/wyastar/
-- lyrics --
Baby, u know I'm a Star...
I can take u really far....

Shawty when u feel alone
Hit my phone
I can be there for you
I can give your heart a home
Give you everything you need
Everything you want
Everything you dream
I'm everything he's not...
I can give you all my love
I can give you diamonds and pearls
Baby you're my angel you fell from above
I just want to give you my world...

Girl don't be sad
Right now, right now
Hop in my whip
And ride out, ride out
Into the setting sun
I see you smiling
It's ok to have fun!
Kick back, relax stay under my covers
We can be friends and we can be lovers
I want you and I want no other
I'll give you a love like no other
Stay out all night babe we don't have a curfew
I love the next day my shirt smells like ur perfume
I promise that I'll never give up
And try my best to never hurt you...

Shawty when u feel alone
Hit my phone
I can be there for you
I can give your heart a home
Give you everything you need
Everything you want
Everything you dream
I'm everything he's not...
I can give you all my love
I can give you diamonds and pearls
Baby you're my angel you fell from above
I just want to give you my world...

Even when it’s dark out
Even when it rains
Even when you’re sad
Even when you’re in pain 
I’m there for you
Care for you
Come and see the life I’ve prepared for you
You strengthen my heart
But you weaken my knees
Go to great lengths to meet all your needs
Baby, maybe, you can hop in this Mercedes
and we can go crazy
Paint the town whatever fucking color u want
Put u in that Louis, Fendi, Saint Laurent
Please never give up, this wasn't luck
It's just looooveee.....

Shawty when u feel alone
Hit my phone
I can be there for you
I can give your heart a home
Give you everything you need
Everything you want
Everything you dream
I'm everything he's not...
I can give you all my love
I can give you diamonds and pearls
Baby you're my angel you fell from above
I just want to give you my world...
--
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https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/i-gotchu-prod-luciid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/why-prod-nextlane
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/go-hard-prod-silo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/thief-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/give-u-my-world-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/1-of-a-kind
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/4reign-luv-prod-spencertyto
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/ride-with-me-prod-magickid

give u my world

Spotify 🌟

give u my world (prod. mvgic)

lil peep - walk away as the door slams (cover w/ seejayxo)

PRODUCED BY @deadspyro
FEATURING @pasteldrip
CHORUS VOCALS BY ME 
ENGINEERING BY @pasteldrip & ME

FOLLOW: @sanriocult

pitter patter on the rooftops

Too Far Gone w/ Pastel

𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚

Mixed by weepings ( went off broo <3 )

Lyrics:

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site aye

[weepings]

I might take a lil nose dive
coke drippin down my throat
blow smoke 
out of the window
puffin that indo
everyday I decay
lately I've been low
playing nintendo switch
up all my flows
I know
soon baby you'll be a ghost

every damn call dial tone
I can see that you're home
why you ditching me
it's history
I'm missing your lips kissing me at night
alright I'm caught up in my mind
yes I'm seeing but I'm blind
my perception is confined woah

well I know I can't just show my feelings
I'm so high I've hit the ceiling
please don't cry ill be your healing
soul I know my mind is peeling

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site

nothing’s ever going right
hair over one eye like a pirate
i won’t fuckin sleep tonight
i don’t wanna see the light
damn man
and I haven't been okay
and things not looking great
drinking on a sunday
man i'm tryna find a way
make it through to the next day
and we're cycling, revolving through the motions better pray
above these altitudes my brain can't process
living with the shame
maybe it's for the best
my head it ain't been put on straight

like the shutter on a camera go click click click
the trigger on my head goes one two
maybe a hit or maybe a miss
still 17 with no first kiss
and i'm gonna go home nightmares tonight
said i was okay baby i lied
no one was there and no one could miss
something like this piece of shit

https://soundcloud.com/caspr/beer-pong-tourney-champs-2k20
produced by caspr

Nosedive w/ weepings [prod. caspr]

hopeless romantic.

contact/booking : suiseiofficial@gmail.com