this is some dark stuff, but the song is fire

gonna miss me when im dead🖤🗡💔🥀🕊⚰️

@lilcometboi

(fakiefunk)
this shit got me sleepy in a minute 
eyes low battery gon’ dead by the minute
tonge tied i’m afraid of overdose
die young at 20 i’m losing hope

i popped too many pills in my mouth
i tried to sleep but i’m up
outside overthink bout a life
that i live goin stormy as hell, so i cry

i feel like i’m lost, i’m honest
i feel sick about love, im honest
i feel like i’m alone, i’m honest
all my friends are gone im honest

if i’m being honest, am i wrong?
if i’m tellin the truth, am i wrong?
if i tell you i needed your shoulder
coz ion have nowhere to go, am i wrong?

i lost everything, no u cant picture it
broke down in tears, no u cant picture it
depression with knife in the hand, cut my wrist
lost too many blood, no u cant picture it

i don’t need your money, i just need a company 
don’t need your sorry. i’m done, do you copy?
no i don’t need your empathy,
i just need someone to save me

cause i don’t like if you judge the old me
no i don’t like the old me too
cause i don’t like if you judge the old me
no i don’t like the old me too

maybe theres a reason, 13 reasons why i told you to put on your black shirt
cause you’ll realized the day that i die at my funeral when i’m covered wit dirt

my pride is sacred and now i keep my distance
i know i’m useless, it becames pain
popped too many pills, don’t need no friends
don’t need no friends, i don’t need no friends

(suisei)
never talked too much,
don’t wanna fight about it
such a mess for a month,
the tightest spot i’ve been in,
claustrophobic when,
you pushed to the corner of the room when you told me you don’t want me anymore

you used to ask me, why am i friends with my exes
then you say “why not me then?”, when i refused to do just that
let me answer that softly, its the way that you hurt me, yeah
the way you distorted my reality
got me so dazed and confused

i don’t wanna lose myself, but i did this on my own
i put you on a pedestal, so when you’re gone so did my home
2am its summer nite, and im staring my phone
this story don’t have a happy ending, but i’ll have a new beginning

i don’t wanna lose myself, but i did this on my own
(i’ll blame it all on myself)
i put you on a pedestal, so when you’re gone so did my home
(i’ll blame it all on my health)
2am its summer nite, and im staring my phone
(think i’ll be better off dead)
this story don’t have a happy ending, but i’ll have a new beginning
(think i’ll be better off dead)

I Came To Break Hearts II

too many

too many w/ suisei

free dl : https://suiseiofficial.bandcamp.com/track/youre-gonna-miss-me-when-im-dead-prod-iver-on

cant believe my eyes when i saw u with him
finna get fucked up fill the cup to the brim
all alone again im crying again
taking all these chemicals imma die in vain

you gon miss me when im dead 
say you won’t now but we’ll see then 
fuck ur mans, fuck this life
imma die not gonna lie~

you're gonna miss me when i'm dead (prod. iver$on)

w/ @sandzshaytaanmuzik. last single before album drops.

instagram.com/suiseimusic

lyrics:

(suisei)
baby girl call me right back
i've been tryna reach ur number but u never ever call back
and you know i don't like that
i wanna see u baby girl i miss u so bad

imma take a step back
if u think that i'm too much yea i understand that
i just feel so alone now
i wanna be myself but i don't even know how

how to be myself without you
how to live my life without you
cuz when i'm with u bb i feel fine
there's no one else ur one of a kind (one of a kind to me)

(sandzshaytaan)
i feel i miss u more when u are not around
i hate smoking alone when u be out of town
i'm blocking out the thoughts
so i don't hear a sound 
don't got nobody now
baby girl i need u now
but sometimes u don't pick up the phone
got me all fucked up when i'm alone
cuz i'm tryna cope and stay high 
but i don't know how and i don't know why

one of a kind w/ sandz (prod. sketchmyname)

no i don't wanna see u cry like this
no i don't wanna see u mad like this
yea i just wanna see u smile again
even though i'm bleeding baby i'm just gonna numb the pain, yeah

right now i'm blue without you
getting geeked up with my crew
it ain't the same without you
call me baby i miss you

you ain't got nothing to do
call me and i'll come right thru
save me from this pain,
i don't wanna die in vain

its the only thing to get me thru the night,
don't wanna fight like this shawty come around
and when you're with me baby i know i'll be fine
i love you with every single fiber of my being yea

hopeless romantic (prod. suisei)

lyrics:
im a drug addict with a personality
got the gas baby come and get high with me
im tryna get some money so you can get down with me
i just wanna have fun baby roll with me

bitches want some love but not from a guy like me
they wanna see some money first, that's hypocrisy
im not shy baby its just the anxiety
if you're not real with me you can't get in the club for free

you told me you're my friend, i don't want that
i love you till i die, that's a known fact
i just wanna roll with you, i dont wanna fight
i just wanna have fun, where the coke at?

getting fucked up like her birthday's every day,
i'm working so hard, like damn i gotta play,
im feeling so trapped like i'm stuck in my way,
she's done fucked me up, i won't live another day x2

wanna get high like a kite,
delay me from suicide,
imma be up from the white,
so we can talk all night,

baby come hang with me
we can feel like whitney,
its a white christmas, we'll go down the chimney
i want u to see me.

roll with me (prod. bleach)

new one with suckliens sorry for being inactive pffft

@glenisnotreal

heartbreak anthem w/ suckliens (prod. glenisgone)

(fallin to pieces just gimme a reason
my heart is changing, leaves turned like the season)

i dont wanna fall apart and break my heart again
too many bottles i have drunk just numb all my pain
then u came into my life, now i dont wanna hide
nah i cant fight these feelings and nah i cant fight these feelings

tell me that you’d stay
and u wont go away
i wanna conversate
and not to suffocate 

so when my worst feelings
they come into the building
hope u can save from these thoughts that always got me sinking

and when ur feeling down u can jus rely on me
we’ll talk about life while im crushing up this weed
a blunt for us two so we wont feel lonely
we wont feel lonely ever again

treat u right, thats just how ive always been hoe
fuck u right, till we get some steamy windows
blurry nite, drinking, blowin on all these tokes
but it feels better when u sittin next to me tho

don’t ever you ever think to put me in the background
cuz ill be waiting in this rain till u come around
i wanna make u mine
i wanna make u mine

i don't wanna fall apart (prod. sketchmyname)

will you (prod. vessels)

this for the day ones,
got some extra lyrics too

can’t believe my eyes when i saw you with him
finna get fucked up fill the cup to the brim
all alone again, i’m crying again 
taking all these chemicals imma die in vain

you gon miss me when i’m dead 
say you won’t now but we’ll see then
fuck your mans fuck this life
imma die not gonna lie

i don’t really wanna die tonight
i’m just tryna make it right
but you don’t wanna talk now
what you wanna do now
i can stay up all night

i can hear all that you wanna say
should i leave or do want me to stay
you should’ve told me when i met you
that you won’t love me like i love you

bottles and models that i spend in a day
colors in my life feel like they're gonna fade
falling to pieces i just wanna hide
can’t fight this feelings maybe i can try

not right now but one day when i hit the spotlight
cuz right now imma stay here in the background 
and right now im just sitting in the moonlight
wrong time, its the wrong time i can’t make you mine

you’re gonna miss me when i’m dead (acoustic)

suisei & chevieew - by your side (prod. candle lights)

better off dead w/ wicigo shawty (prod. alryz)

hopeless romantic.

contact/booking : suiseiofficial@gmail.com

you're gonna miss me when i'm dead (prod. iver$on)

suisei

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