now who the fuck said i had to live in poverty
sovereignty is corrupted and no one's fucking bothering
if god was really watching us we're all just fucking property replacable at finest and my mind is fucking boggling
just read about a 15 year old stabbed in the city
while trump wipes his ass with a couple 100s and 50s
i said im not done said im goin off of this swiftly
so take my fuckin hand yeah youre coming to this world with me
if god was really there was he thinking of little me trapped inside a norwalk apartment  his dads on pcp
said im sorry father for if im saying the wrong things 
but if you showed a little light then i wouldnt be wondering
like if i robbed a mother fucker i could help my mother suffer less
shes caving from all the stress 
i see it though she tries her best
i see my life  put it to rest
if only she would suffer less

it seems to me like death could be the only final answer
while my grandpa has to deal with schizophrenia and cancer
said god to me why wont you answer

if i could reach my hands up into sky and then pull you out
would you stand there face to face with me and still fill me with doubt
or would you give my mom what she deserves?
a nice ass fuckin house in the south or just some clout
if youre god then help me out
so tell me in heaven do you hear the peoples wars and all the screams
or do we remind you too much of hell for you to see
that our world has good people good intentions are what be the building blocks of what we're taught in school
its not just abc's
but motherfuckers wanna bully till kids are shooting everything
see we try to start it early
the concept your earning something better when you help someone instead of hurting
but it doesn't matter we're all selfish fuckin humans
and to you it seems that all we'll be is just a fuckin nuisance
so i guess that all we have to is tie our fuckin nooses

who the fuck is god

so long. [snippet]

@dastarbkillem
produced by Zach Sutton
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in(e)ternal Pt 2

perky (prod KMelzi)

black gold, baby.
let it go, got to unfold.

[church]
Gold on my neck - yet im always feeling low. 
Stone cold, all alone, got no mother fucking hope. 
6 feet - got a stone with my name written on it - got a motherfucking problem with myself in the moment.

[mø.]
(Tell em I got that-)
Black coal in my throat. 
Neva fold but I choke.
Lost soul stuck in perception, manifestin' blessin's and sin on the low.
Wish I could lessen all the stressin', drug possession decompressin' the pests in my dome.
Steady flipin' mids to kids who chasin' on the bitch I'm pressin', she obsessin' with mø. 

[church]
We drink up the blood of Christ, red wine is spilling out both of my wrists & my eyes turn to bloodshot - im bleeding out.
Lucifer, serpents & masochists eating obsidion, rocks & the passionate.
Broken glass, shattered, the happening. 
Confusion, dismay - its immaculate. 
Confusion, dismay & it's shattering. 
Turn it to ash like a cigarette - putting it out on my wrist, take a hit of it. 
Strip on my tongue imma start to trip, hitting the bottom - i hit a lick. 
Moneys a problem, like habits is. 
Habit of pain imma masochist. 
Cutting me up, got her slashing this. 
Benzos & cocaine & cannabis.

Imma ghost imma ghost imma fuckin soul eater
Imma ghost imma ghost imma fuckin soul eater, she dont wanna be with me i dont want a hoe either.

[mø.]
Load up the lead while i'm drivin' a hearse. 
I got death on my bed, we eternally flirt.
Said this life is a bitch and I fuck til she squirts.
Your belongings you left, I'm so tired of hurt -

name in my head, in my throat keep it burned.
Caraphernelia, makin me yearn.
Cannot forget you, wish i never met you,
the fire that gets you- a love never learned.

God if you listen, i'm tryin' my best -
invictus, my witness, this will in my chest -
confess, don't want death, just a rest to distress.
whats your plan for my life? will forever be this?
wonder if life will forever be this.