Trash2

lonely soul

𝕰𝖝𝖍𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖉 2

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

lyrics:

I forgot the way about 10 miles ago
Ive heard to use the stars to help and walk me home
But Its hard to see anything aside from the moon
She said Its never been the same since the town lost u
The storm hit hard way harder than most
U shouldve been inside when it got that close
I pass thru the rubble heaps and I call to a ghost
Fear can get the best of us but pride will take a soul
I fly thru the sky for 10 seconds at most
And I thought to use the gust to try and drop me home
And I tried to use the wind but found the telephone posts
I felt The clips pops thru me out the back of my throat

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

The clouds look fake again
But what’s wrong with u
Its still poison that drips down
That’s what they’re telling you
So what ur telling me
Is that its you vs everyone else
I think u think too much
I know I do it too
And it forced my to change shells
And I wish we didn’t have these fucking arguments
But we dont talk to anyone else
She said I know
What u dont
She said I could tell u
But u should know its brutal
Well fuck it then I dont need anymore trouble than I got
A quarter way is a long way when ur looking back at the drop
There’s nothing better than a friday except a Friday u forgot
Even when its just my place I feel a strong urge to get crossed
The night had always looked beautiful but this time its just so strong
Even after the worst of it im still happier than I thought

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

the stars came crashing down
as i wait for you in this dirt road town and i
cannot make this up if i wanted to
i’m just lashing out at life
i can’t let go
it’s a lil bit harder now
you taste like him
i’m a lil on fire now

light speed into the fray ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

RiverKinn
"Railroad"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

You lit a fire inside
You made me come to life
But now I feel it getting tough to fight
I'm on the night train
Light rain
Tryna get my mind in the right frame
I never do nothing right
We barely speaking now
You always beat me down
Like I ain't someone that you need around
You wanna reap the benefits and leave me out
While my garden growing seeds of doubt

So, there's something missing
No, you never listen
I cope with my condition
I hope for something different
I know it's my decision
I don't want to admit it
I'm broke, you see me slip in
The hole that I've been digging
I'm falling
Really think I need to quit stalling
Waiting by the phone when I know you ain't calling
Crawling
Tryna climb out from beneath the ice
But know the ground ain't thawing

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Railroad

Better Days

this is symbolic flavour and thats flavour spelled wit a "u"

6 Dogs

Someone

@hammy


Lyrics:

​
it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen
it's tragic
making money dissapear 
like magic 
I spend it quick
but you know 
I get it back bitch 
bad bitch
she just want my love 
but she can't have it 
wash away my thoughts
are melting in the acid 

so gone
H-U-S-L-R
I keep it sewed on
look up at the sky 
I'm feeling like a 
no one 
I'm paralyzed 
hearts cold
ice frozen
every time I wanna
speak
its like i'm choking 

I'm exhausted
I am off it
Imma fiend
I got grams up in my pocket
thats how I'm rockin
no use for caution
when I pull up
hope I die up in the moshpit

it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen

somethings gonna happen
always talking 
but they terrified of action 
when I pull up to the scene
I'm causing havoc
always dying in my dreams
like thats my habit

that's my habit
it just happens
friends stab you in back 
like assasins
gotta watch out in the grass
cause they acting
they capping 
I might lose my mind tonight
from ashing 

smoking
fully focused
my plans are in motion 
my flow 
is moving
like the water in the ocean
it's potent 
every single word
you know I wrote it 
I can't trust a soul 
cause I know they are folding

Hammy - Off it [prod. Spacedtime]

Written by GRIM SALVO
Produced by @33marrow

-  𝐋 𝐘 𝐑 𝐈 𝐂 𝐒  +

I’ve been running out of things to say
First it’s here then it’s a memory
Take me back to before eyes could see
That loneliness is a disease
Cut the ties

Back to nature
Back to ether
Back to darkness
I welcome the reaper
Back to nature
Back to ether
Back to darkness
I woke up the reaper

I’m alone in this nightmare about you
Learn to love it, you’ll be free, it is overdue
I’m alone in this nightmare about you
Learn to love it, you’ll be free, it is overdue

We’ve been together all along 
Yeah I’ve been right here
By your side, out of sight
Whispering in your ear
 It’s all good we all die
Ready to die tomorrow
But you and I are
Not much more than ancient hollows 
Your state of being is unnatural
Stricken by thoughts of what is fake and what is factual
They cut us all up into brain sickness
I wonder if they will all will even finish 

Been a while
Slowly wasting underneath the shade
Back to darkness where the snakes decay

I’ve been running out of things to say
First it’s here then it’s a memory
Take me back to before eyes could see
That loneliness is a disease
Cut the ties

✄ ☹ ☜

Waste in the Shade.

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober
Try to keep my eyes low
Ducking from the 5-0
Fuck the fucking 5-0
Let all my fucking guys go

I don't fit the system
I know that I'm different
Swear they never listen
That's why I'm staying distant
Leave em in my past life
They don't got their act right
Don't know what to act like
I leave em on the outside

Leave em on the outside
Leave em on the outside

Don't know what to act like
Don't know how to act right
I leave em on the outside

Sipping on my potion
Keep them blunts in motion
I been way too loaded
Sometimes it's hard to focus
These niggas keep on switching sides they think I ain't noticed
Imma keep on livin life till it's my time to go then
I been out my mind and I been trynna find it
Demons want me so bad I'm still trynna fight it
At the same time they not that bad they give me guidance
Maybe I should give in and ask for an alliance
All my teeth are golden
Smile just to show it
Don't look to long
It get way too hard to Focus

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

hard to focus ft. pillxxx (prod. kidkeva)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

spotify

past life (prod. xtravulous)

Written by GRIM SALVO
Produced by @33marrow

- 𝐋 𝐘 𝐑 𝐈 𝐂 𝐒 +

When the tongues are spears
And the smiles are weak
All I want to hold onto 
Are the memories I’m running from
Don’t want to waste my time
 
God dammit
I don’t understand it
All the insects know I’m not from planets  
Damage
Take them up on all their offers for your little granny
Burning with the antimatter
Line em up and stick em till they splatter
Dead man
Evisceration on my enemies 
And all the things that I don’t ever want to understand
These demons told me
Kill your smile cause it’s weak
But it’s easier for me

Cause I’m the rutabaga student in your crude bodega
Walking small but trying to bag the dragon 
Sinking in my hazel studebaker shooting lasers up at Tabor
Damn, she's a rubber band bitch 

Cause I’m the rutabaga student in your crude bodega
Walking small but trying to bag the dragon
Sinking in my hazel studebaker shooting lasers up in tabor
She's a rubber band bitch 
 
When the tongues are spears
And the smiles are weak
All I want to hold onto 
Are the memories I’m running from
Don’t want to waste my time

✄ ☹ ☜

Smiles are Weak

Smiles Are Weak

Written by GRIM SALVO
Produced by @33marrow

-  𝐋 𝐘 𝐑 𝐈 𝐂 𝐒  +

I feel my face decay
Tell the behemoth to come and take this shit away
I watch my face fall off
Tell the behemoth I’ll pay him whatever the cost
I watch my face decay
Tell the behemoth to come and take this shit away 
I watch my face melt off
Tell the behemoth I’ll pay him whatever the cost

Take him by the eyes
Tried to feed him to the worms and the flies
I did not fuck with your life
No, I did not fuck with your life

All of these people are willing for digging their graves 
I don’t know you
Do not come to my house for the praise
And go hoping you’re willing to pray

I don’t want static
Bacteriophage automatic
No, I do not want all that damage
No, I do not fuck with your magic 
And try to imagine
All of my enemies up in the attic
Feeding off all their somatic  
Places that you go when other people go jurassic 

God is dead
He did not fuck with your life
There is no fate
The animals wanted the dead minds

Calibrate 
You better gravitate all the way out of your vertebrae  
Before the artificial heart 
Before the behemoth is gonna come up and take your ass apart
I am the unholy synthesis filled with the wickedness
Artificial heart
Fucking with 𝔅𝔢𝔩𝔭𝔥𝔢𝔤𝔬𝔯
Fucking with 𝓑𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮

I feel my face decay
Tell the behemoth to come and take this shit away
I watch my face fall off
Tell the behemoth I’ll pay him whatever the cost
I watch my face decay
Tell the behemoth to come and take this shit away 
I watch my face melt off
Tell the behemoth I’ll pay him whatever the cost

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝟐 
I put the skelly in the god box
Tell your fucking friends this aint Fort Knox 
Fort Knox
Drop 4 masters in a tube sock
Hail mary with the 45 up in the boondocks
You must be guessing how to clean a bloodstain
I guess you’re plundering a rich spot
Hide it in a hole like Hussein 
The grinders show the brain 
Anatomy 
Listen to my kill shit rhapsody
Lately I’ve been seeing demons floating in the atmosphere
Hallucingenia worm would whisper blasphemy
I see things practically 
Anybody tries to take me over will dramatically 
Find out how much of them I carry back with me
Brain is rotten with the maggot 
Feast 
On all these agonies
Run it up for your majesty
All you people can try to mimic the measurements of my depravity
I’m fucking miserable 
You couldn’t last up in my faculties
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33MARROW
✄ ☹ ☜

BURNSIDE

OUT NOW ON IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/AEaAIisJ3ek

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Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
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Lyrics
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I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

Nothing Left to Hide

iTunes

Nothing Left To Hide [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

salem

SALEM (Prod. Mystxry )

GIMME A SECOND

lyrics:

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
lifes too hard baby lifes not fair
i would never give up on you
i am too comfortable
i just wanted to comfort u
is that understandable
who get along like we do
rest these bitches all evil
u been part of my people
i do not ever want no sequel
baby girl im so evil
baby girl im too evil ya
corpse blood in the steeple ya
baby girl im a heathen ya
oh i gotta go when can i see u let me know
oh look my heart ya
she finna melt the snow
she gimme textbook head
she went to harvard ya uh
i am so paralyzed
i said i love you a thousand times
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
i break down but the cause not important
i just wish i could make u feel wanted
i know its dark on this path but we got this
listen to my words when ur close to a forfeit please

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

this is a lullaby(jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl x kimpe)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

Rivilin

by the willow tree yeah you push me back
time stood still and I swear i could feel your pain

what’s it like to love someone who can’t get out of bed
drag the bones across the furniture like im not there
just a decoration to show me that you don’t care
I know you hurt just as much as me but you know this ain’t fair


what do you mean? what did you say, why do you care shit
don’t want to live don’t want to leave, struggle to breathe quit

Ripthepetals - (I won’t fuck it up this time)

panic attacks turning to drugs don’t want to feel this
smothered in bed, floating above, killing myself, bliss

Ripthepetals -  (I better not fuck it up this time)

what did you mean, what did you hear, tell em you know shit
where do I go, where do I turn, sinking into this

Ripthepetals -  (I won’t fuck it up this time)

how do I speak, how do I tell? why don’t you get this
going below, sinking to hell, I think I love this

Ripthepetals -  (I better not fuck it up this time)

i don’t get 
why im so alone
sinking sinking fucking sinking yeah im paralyzed
bones of stone, yeah no one gets it, thoughts of suicide

i don’t get 
how I live like this
breaking, breaking from depression burning inside out
cutting out everything left until im filled with doubt


Ripthepetals

I see the way you look at him and I just crumble up inside
I think i fell in love in your car when you picked me up and I saw your eyes

I had a pretty pest
Petals the pessimist
I had a pretty pest, i overthink and fucked it up alright

Better Days

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎