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eternal solitude of the lildurt MERCH@ https://razegod.com/
insta @lildurt96
prod. @user-underthesurface (insta @remediesworsethanthedisease)
lyrics:
i thought i knew myself
i thought so god damn wrong
everything i've come to know
slips through my hands...
slips through my hands
slips through my hands
throw away my plans
slips, slips through my hands...
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
they threw my body down from heaven to the earth
and now there ain't no other place for me to search
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
who's that?
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore...
xxx

portuguese:
eu pensei que me conhecia
eu pensei tão malditamente errado
tudo que eu vim saber
escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
jogar fora meus planos
escorrega, escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
eles jogaram meu corpo do céu para a terra
e agora não há nenhum outro lugar para eu pesquisar
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
quem é aquele?
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
não sei mais ...

eternal solitude of the lildurt (prod. underthesurface x razegod)

Nerv (Prod. Razegod x Minimum Wade)

https://soundcloud.com/anticonnbeatz

Lyrics

I dream of days full of laughter
I feel like our time has passed yeah
Too long since your touch has burnt me
I feel the pain we were after

You hate me
I love you
You scream that I'm a damn fool

I'm drinking
You're thinking
How can you fuck with my mood

Girl
What the fuck do you want now
Tell me I'm trash and that all of this my fault

Fuck all my pain when you want something you shout
Sitting here crying like what did I do now

I'm losing my mind
One day at a time
What the fuck am I to do with this life

Leave and you die
Suicide ties
Me with you, cuz of yours threats ima cry

I dream of days full of laughter
I feel like our time has passed yeah
Too long since your touch has burnt me
I feel the pain we were after

You hate me
I love you
You scream that I'm a damn fool

I'm drinking
You're thinking
How can you fuck with my mood

Toxic Lover

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Toxic Lover (Anticøn)

beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

music video:
https://youtu.be/Ix29rG0ZNek

lyrics:
grow in the light
water me right
kill all the pain
washed into the rain
this trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront the pain it feels illicit
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods fate
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up?
this trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront my pain it feels holistic
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods favour
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up?
trau- trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront my pain it feels holistic
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods fate
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up?
trau-trauma got me pessimistic
can't forget but try forgive the instinct
i confront the change it feels sadistic
i confront my pain it feels holistic
city scapes crushed by nature
your bodies burnt for gods favour
who the fuck made this shit up?
who the fuck made this shit up???
xxx

kill the pain (prod. baltogvcci x razegod)

raw

lyrics:
just a memory
just a memory, memory
just a memory, oh
just a memory, oh
i'm just your memory
just a memory
please remember me
i remember you
every time that i go to sleep
and i wake up from dreams that repeat
all of them are bittersweet
just a memory
the hardest thing to walk by
is my own state of mind
and i cant seem to get away
no no no
the hardest thing to get by
is living with my self
when i know i'm nothing i should be...

xxx

just A memory v1\\\

prod @crcl

No way
Working 40 off a day shifts
No shame
Pushing 80 in my own shit

No fame
Boy it ain’t the motivation
Tell me that I ain’t shit
Induce a revelation

Ima aim
Ferda flame
Ima chase it

Ain’t no shame
For the blame
That it came with

Fuck a party
Ima lurk
Ima paint shit

On a track
Had to dash
If it ain’t this

40 in my hand
With the gang
We deface it

Dirty in the pound
Wearing black
Cuz the paint thick

Dirty in the mound
Not a the frown
When we face it

Dirty in the ground
With a crown
I ain’t basic

Down with a ship
Down with a bitch
Drowning

I found innocence
Round bit sin
Naughty

Divine imminent
Thrive in min
Stories

Divine in the sin
Die with a grin
Sorry

If it ain’t this
Hope you tryna live a bit
Living and existing ain’t the same, don’t you get it twist

Giving and forgiving keep you sane
Outa the abyss

Kindness to each other
Hit the bank, issa dividend

Yuh

Get your funds up
Watchu want son
Show some kindness to your devil
And the angels won’t run

Watchu find until you settle
Be the real tough love
Till the flower showing petals
And full moon sun

Revelations

MUSIC VIDEO

$LOTHBOI - Revelations [Music Video ↓]

Backing track credits: 
https://youtu.be/M7DO9k0uF3Y?si=Fbyl27gFE_tFqEiK

iris (cover)

moodybluezzzz, delcada ~ 凍った涙 [prod. red eyez]

Things get better :) I know this first hand
Reach out to your family, friends or your local crises center for help. People care about your well being.
https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx
cover @muski_blegh

Lyrics
I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

I AIN’T GOT THIS NO MORE JUST GO FUCKING DIE
SICK OF TEXT FROM THESE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME CRY
ITS NOT MY JOB TO CHOOSE IF YOU LIVE OR DIE
I CANT HANDLE THE STRESS I MIGHT FLY TONIGHT

Threats of death are in my head
All this pains surrounding me
And I love the ones I date
And I hate the ones that fake

I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

And I’m sorry but bitch I can’t save your life
You manipulate me into staying right
Well fuck all that cuz I’m packing up tonight
As you screaming that if I leave you gun die

I aint pick up this phone tonight
But I pray that you fucking survive
And I’m sorry I couldn’t be fine but your messages got me fucked up all the time

I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

Death Notes

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Death Notes (CRCL)

prod. manget$u


I’ll hate you till the end of time
Siphon my blood and say you’re mine
I swear you’re all my enemy 
I hate the world, lets say goodbye 

Goodbye

Im the king, I’m the king of retribution 
Imma start, imma start a revolution 
Tell all my friends, and all my family that this is the end of the world

I’m off the wall, now I’m running outta patience,
I’ll never fall, for your false communication
Nevermind you can’t fix the situation 
Inside our mind call it Californication

just A memory v1\\\

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