music video: https://youtu.be/SZG6_aLFGs0

this song started  3 years ago, and on the 13th of August it will have a whole album to call home... (album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17)

I love you all so much

Thankyou for supporting me as much as you do, it means more than you could ever know...

The Demolition of Tower 17 is imminent...

Lyrics:

How could I know?
Fucked from the start...
All these mistakes,
How do I say?
Hell, I'm here
See me, I Fear
Took so long
Always on my mind like you
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way...
Who knows?
(who knows?)
Tell me it's the same way...
Pull my neck back like i'm your sacrifice
I'm a man still held back by my vice
and I know that I can't feel my love
I need saving from myself
I need saving from my self!
I've fallen to my shell
So much to rethink and
I know where I'm heading
I'm back here in
Hell, I'm here
See me, I Fear
Took so long
Always on my mind like you
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way...
Who knows?
(Fuck, this, stupid, fucked, shit
This pain, fuck it go away)
Tell me it's the same way
(Fuck, this, stupid, fucked, shit
This pain, fuck it go away)
Tell me it's the same way
Who knows?...

xxx

Tell Me it's the Same Way (Prod. Razegod)

eyes fading 
now my mindset, screaming c’mon 
unfocused now my faces going numb
pissed off there’s no chance I got
cause my mindset aint the same as back then

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today (x4)

i wanna run away
i wanna run away
i wanna run away
from this place

wanna take this knife
lemme lose my mind
baby that’s my life
takin’ drugs every night
imma mind my time
imma cross my line 
in a world with the sky’
dead by design 
ay

don't know what to do
nothing left to do 
i just need a clean slate
yeah
on my mind wonder why 
life a roller coaster 
better make the most yeah

i hate the world,
and everyone in it
just go away

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same
but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today

i hate the world (prod. grayskies)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

LYNN

I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

I could've followed your heart down
Wandering around like a ghost now
Same faces, lost in the same town
I know you don't like what I say now
Something tells me you think of me often
Wouldn't think much if you lost him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
I feel the pain of the past
I feel the same if I can
I feel the love till the end
I miss my face to your hands
I see it all where I am

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

ICanScreamAlliWantNobodyWillHearMe

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lyrics:

lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, nothing seems to get me high
lately, I see, all I do is wonder why,
oh, why oh, do I really want to die?
I asked myself one hundred times, I wonder why?
I really wish I could see your face
I wish I could but that's just my mistake
how long would I wait for you?
much too long, I'd wait 'till I die!...
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to die!...
But, lately, I can't get over all this pain
So I stand up, I must play this game
I know I wasn't put here just to do nothing with my life! woahhh
-guitar solo-

wave file: Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ LATELY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

billion prod seye

Say doe I told y’all I got nothing but hits and I do this for y’all. I love y’all mentally More and all that I do my music for y’all. Only the people that is listening and I do this for y’all man. Remember though it’s Ysw.  Also a hidden secret about myself I was born in Columbus Ohio fair Avenue 1300 block I used to be 1300 Mag gay and then Polo G came out if you get it you get it.

Nibrue

mix and master @productofpain
prod. @impassixn
THANK YOU SCROLL GANG, 77K VIEWS!
EDIT: 200K VIEWS WOW!!!!
EDIT 2: 300K wtf i didnt think it woudl come so far damn

MUSIC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkCIO628S7c
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0KcsqtCHAY
LYRICS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCjrWFmWG_I

BEEN THERE, I’VE FUCKED UP, YOU STUCK IN MY MIND AND NOW I AM MENTALLY FORCED TO COMMIT SUICIDE

I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING CUZ I’M DISSAOCIATING, I’M PROVED THAT THE LONGER I’M LIVING MY LIFE

LONGER I BREATHE, LONGER I FIGHT, I SEE MY FRIENDS DYING LEFT AND THEN RIGHT

THINGS THAT I FEARED THE MOST, NOW’VE COME TO LIGHT

GUESS IT MEANS NOW I’MMA DIE

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MAYBE I’LL LOCK MYSELF IN FOR MY OWN FUCKING SAFETY AND HAVE SOMEONE TO THEN CHECK UP ON MY PSYCHE

I CANNOT EVEN BE LOVED CUZ I’M TOXIC, I’M UGLY, THESE BITCHES THEY SAY THAT I’M CHILDISH, AND SADLY I FEEL LIKE I’M BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE,

FRANKLY I WANNA BE SOMEBODY ELSE, SO THAT I CAN BE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIS PERSONAL HELL,

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DON’T LEAVE ME, DON’T LEAVE ME, BUT GIMME YA HICKEYS, I NEED YA AFFECTION 
DO NOT LET ME DEAL WITH YA LUSTFUL OBJECTIONS, CONFESSION, BABY YOU’RE MY ONLY CONNECTION, NOW I’MMA BE DISREGARDED THRU DA NATURAL SELECTION, YA HONOR I HAVE AN OBJECTION, I’M TOXIC CUZ THIS IS FOR MY OWN PROTECTION, CAN’T HANDLE OR PROCESS ALL THIS INFORMATION

AY

[CHORUS] 2X
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH

WARMED BY THE SUNLIGHT, WARM SHOWERS AND THE WARMTH FROM MY BED
IS THE ONLY, WARMTH THAT I’LL GET

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ALTHOUGH I CANNOT COMPLAIN CUZ THIS THING IS A LUXURY, LOVE IS A TRAGEDY, TIS DA INFLICTER OF AGONY, CAUSER OF CASUALTIES, IT WAS THE REASON I HAD MY ANXIETY, I’VE BEEN DEPRIVED OF THIS THANKFULLY, HEART TURNED TO ROCK AND NOW I JUST FEEL APATHY

THEN YOU COME BACK AND YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

NO, NO, NO, NO WHAT AN IRONY, YOU’RE JUST TALKIN’ TO A HUSK,
I’VE BEEN DEAD ALL ALONG

THEN YOU DARE HAVE THE AUDACITY, SAY I’M A FREAK

ONE YOU REFER TO IS ONE YOU CREATED, THE PRODUCT OF PAIN, GOT’EM BURIED DEEP LIKE MY ENGRAVINGS

DEAD I WILL ROAM, LIKE I’M LOST WHEN I’M WANDERING EARTH

WHEN I WILL DIE, I WILL TAKE TO THE SKY AND ABANDON THIS GREEDY OL’ MIND
BUT ‘FORE I GO,

[CHORUS]
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP...........

NOTHING

Official Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/embed/ZWhbgh2_REY
LYRICS:
I don't run around with the tech
Nah I walk around with the fourty card deck
Know a couple brothers that'll DDS spec
Cast a couple spells and that pussy boy dead (yeah this pussy boy dead)
I don't run around with the tech
Nah I walk around with the fourty card deck
Know a couple brothers that'll DDS spec
Cast a couple spells and that pussy boy dead (yeah this pussy boy dead)

Fuck with me you'll get them horns
Can't kill me, I was never born
Fires all I need to form
I don't need Monster Reborn
God damn man, you really need a plan
If you think you be playing toys with the man
I am that, that what I am
And I speak it like, shit, thats what I am

I don't run around with the tech
Nah I walk around with the fourty card deck
Know a couple brothers that'll DDS spec
Cast a couple spells and that pussy boy dead (yeah this pussy boy dead)
I don't run around with the tech
Nah I walk around with the fourty card deck
Know a couple brothers that'll DDS spec
Cast a couple spells and that pussy boy dead (yeah this pussy boy)

Cash on sight, this bitch my fight
Claw spec your height, bit ear like Mike
Don't ask whats right, acid my sight
D Long my ride, trust in my sight
You have the centre of the universe around you
But you think this shit has got nothing to do with (you)
You have the centre of the universe around you
But you think this shit has got nothing to do
You have the centre of the universe around you
But you think this shit has got nothing to do with (you)
You have the centre of the universe around you
But you think this shit has got nothing to do

I don't run around with the tech
Nah I walk around with the fourty card deck
Know a couple brothers that'll DDS spec
Cast a couple spells and that pussy boy dead (yeah this pussy boy dead)
I don't run around with the tech
Nah I walk around with the fourty card deck
Know a couple brothers that'll DDS spec
Cast a couple spells and that pussy boy dead (yeah this pussy boy dead)

I was trying to explain to you, man, that what they pushed off on me is not me
They said I had a great family, and I was the following, and leaders and all that
There was no followers and leaders, just a bunch of kids out on the ranch playing
To me (playing at what?) Playing
You're saying, or being quoted, in the courtrooms of Los Angeles, of saying
The children who came at you with knives are your children
Yeah I didn't raised them, you raised them
You are the ones who kicked them out, you are responsible for what they've done
That's right, Just as much as I am
I'm not very wise too many things, but I am wise to one thing, you know
Whats that? Well I'm not gonna tell you (Okay)

add me on osrs, rsn: lil durt 96 😘