The Upload 11/20/2022

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5aqVNP1XOQ
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-jealousy-lyrics
Prod by me & @MrYellowsThoughts on ig
cover by: @Hugo.psd

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JEALOUSY

Lyrics
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It breaks my heart
knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I took my car on a night ride
But the street lights won't tell you when it ends
Tell you when it ends
'Cause I've been driving for a while
And the gaslight just keeps on flashing red
Keeps on flashing red
While my head's spinning libel
A hand on the bible I swear to god I hope he strikes me dead
Because I ain't changed from who I am
Hard drugs next to empty cans
And scriptures as diaries of torment penned in lead

And I took my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell you when it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

A face in the crowd
Pick me out
Hear my name
Say it aloud
You'll only know me when I ain't sober
Or maybe once if I'm a little hungover
See you 'round
'Round this town
Get to learn me
My ups and downs
You've only known me since last October
Still naïve but just a little bit older
Who's to blame
Naming names
The more it changes
It stays the same
And our investigation patience
Doesn't grow it only wanes
In this game
That we play
Pointing fingers
Like an array
It just keeps testing my agency
'Till it fades like tears in rain

It's hard
Knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights only tell you if it ends
Tell me if it ends

And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell me if it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

Night Ride

Tarzan w/ cøzybøy (Prod. Andre)

VIVID

Monsters

produced by LIL DUSTY G

lyrics:

weve come so far we cant die yet
just a little bit further go a little bit further (from here)
and when our ends get met ill cast my crown
on a silver coated platter next to anything that matters
and if the sky falls down ill brace myself
on the morning after yesterday im running out of shit to say...
we gotta find a better way, looking for a better way 
there must be a better way, there must be a better place somewhere..
far away
half way

HALFWAY POINT

Cabin Fever (Full Version) (Prod. GOOD DRIVER)

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Lyrics:

I'm having some trouble 
beginning to wonder 
if I've been becoming someone 
or the person that I want to be
(is this it for me
is this all I'll be
all I've been being)
it started that summer
kept bubbling under
one way or another
I just had to learn to
make everything freeze
(did everything cease
can anyone see
or am I just seizing)
I can’t duck & cover
or leave like my brother
don't think that my mother
would ever recover
should I rest in peace
(a terrible thing
to bare all the wings
would tear her to pieces)

cause no one’s more careful
or frozen in fear
than the people aware of
what it takes to cancel out
Core memories
(is anything free
can anyone speak
some sense or the meaning)

I guess we’ve had some luck
just not nearly enough
to heal all of the cuts
carry all of that stuff
to a place we call safe
(can’t handle the weight
believe all the fake
that feeling is fleeting)
it’s so hard to care
then just not give a fuck
all the sudden give up
or move forward and trust
everything is okay
(I don’t feel okay
I won’t feel okay
as long as I'm breathing)
no your problems are not mine
I know that it’s not fine
I try to get offline
but strangers and stop signs
are blocking the way
(I don’t want to stay
I don’t want to stay
& I can’t escape it)

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STOP SIGNS

i’ll meet you somewhere closer 
to home 
i’ll be no closer to closure 
i know
i’ll mix my words & win you over 
i hope

and you’ll be okay, as long as i stay away 
far 
so do what i say, & run the opposite way 

you couldn’t love me anyways 
my hearts in the way i think my hearts in the way 
i gotta push you away 
i couldn’t love you anyways
my hearts in the way i think my hearts in the way 
i gotta push you away 
and i’m so far away 

i’ll meet you somewhere closer 
to home 
i’ll be no closer to closure 
i know
& you’ll be okay 
just get the fuck out the way 


you couldn’t love me anyways 
my hearts in the way i think my hearts in the way 
i gotta push you away 
i couldn’t love you anyways
my hearts in the way i think my hearts in the way 
i gotta push you away 
and i’m so far away

SQUINTSOYOUCANSEE

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they keep cant getting away 
gettin away
hmmmm
they can’t keep gettin away 
you’re getting away
im going out your way 

give me a inch 
i’ll take a mile 
draining the sink 
flipping the dial 
now you’re digging me in
add to the pile 
now i’m living with shit 
take shit with a smile 
you could kill wit your smile  

i can’t cope with medication 
gone off my meds 
in search of brazen
i lost my edge 
dullled the knife 
an adequate brain, WAT DOES DAT FEEL LIKE 
now this don’t feel right 
wanna live my life
with the right insight 
but i just can’t find it 
please stop hiding 
reveal your face 
even if i break through i’m scared shit won’t change  

they keep cant getting away 
gettin away
hmmmm
they can’t keep gettin away 
you’re getting away
im going out your way 

give me a inch 
i’ll take a mile 
draining the sink 
flipping the dial 
now you’re digging me in
add to the pile 
now i’m living with shit 
take shit with a smile 
you could kill wit ur smile  

From the darkest side of the sun
i still miss someone 
along a razor blade 
i will give up what it takes 
i am the figure in the hall 
the imagine in your mind
the shadow on the wall 
and the lizard in your spine
i take time 
i take time 
i don’t wanna have to watch it take mine 

they keep cant getting away 
gettin away
hmmmm
they can’t keep gettin away 
you’re getting away
yeah i’m going out my way 
yeah ya ya ya
im going out my way 
yeah ya ya ya 
yeah i can’t keep going out my way

SERF

right 
you sought me out right this time 
you’re telling me what i like to hear 
ignoring your own advice 
piston 
to pistol 

one more time 
i wanna love you bb one last time 
oh viscera 
i wanna be inside 
i wanna know what your heart tastes like 
it just takes one bite 
x2

RED NOISE

You're tracing the line
Down to the wire
Until you're back to the life you've known
So well
Comfortable wings 
Said like a king
But now it's time to say my thanks
(Fall)
You never gave it a thought 
You never knew it at all
It comes so easy to you
She split the sky into two
Buzz enjoy, make use make noise
You fuck and destroy everything you can't avoid
Don't look up, my love it's us just us
Now the sun, is close all that's left is to let go, so
(Fall)
You never gave it a thought 
You never knew it at all
It comes so easy to you
She split the sky into two
You never gave it a thought 
(break through, break through)
You never knew it at all
It comes so easy to you
(break through)
She split the sky into two
Like winged virtue

WINGED

lyrics:

always melt when we're alone
you on the way over
let's get it over with
i'll make time if you make time
we'll never run out of it

(ignorance is bliss, ignorance is bliss)

I do this to myself all the time
tell myself that i'm fine 
but I know inside i'm on fire
feel this hole in my heart
wish you were in my arms
but it never seems to work out right
it never seems to work out
wish that we could figure it out

I do this to myself all the time
tell myself that i'm fine 
but I know inside i'm on fire
feel this hole in my heart
wish you were in my arms
but it never seems to work out right
x2

Always melt when we're alone
You on the way over,
let's get it over with
get it over with

Hole In My Heart

Lovely

Cover Art By IllxStay
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HALFWAY POINT

DUSTY

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