hate the way you look at me as if i really shouldnt be alive

Code 1

i made this song because music is a joke and i am laughing

happy days happy days <3

TRAP METAL (PROD. BRAHMAN)

the napoleonic wars (wendigo X darkie)

just a little bit longer (PROD. WENDIGO)

cold outside (PROD. WENDIGO)

SHOOT PEOPLE YOU DON'T LIKE (PROD. WENDIGO)

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=165Jdjqamo0

FT. ERIC NORTH, JOHNNASCUS, HMK, BLCKK, BMG
FT. ALDIBS FROM WENDIGO, LiL CUBENSiS, ROYALTY THE KIDD
FT. AFOURTEEN

LYRICS:
https://genius.com/Lil-darkie-methhead-freestyle-lyrics

METHHEAD FREESTYLE (FT. ERIC NORTH, JOHNNASCUS, HMK, BLCKK, BMG) (PROD. WENDIGO)

BAD GUY

AND WE CAN BE MOONRUNNERS BABY
BUT YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY
X3
BUT YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY
BUT YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY
THE BAD GUY
RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY
YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY

YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY 
YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY 
YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY WASTIN ALL YOUR DAMN TIME I DONT GIVE A FUCK
X2

(LIL DARKIE)
OHHHH N I DONT WANT ANOTHER NIGGA COMIN UP TO ME AND TELLIN ME THAT IM THE VILLIAN FASHO
LETS GO 
AND IF YOU WANT IT YOU CAN GET IT
OOHHH
WHY THEY WANNA LEVITATE AROUND 
WHEN EVERYTHING IS GRAVITATIN
DOWN DOWN DOWN
MAKIN AGGRIVATIN
SOUNDS SOUNDS SOUNDS
 
OHHHHH
GO AHEAD AND LET ME KNOW
BUT YOU AINT ME 
I KNOW NIGGAS REALLY MAD BECAUSE THEY AINT ME 
NIGGAS REALLY PLAY PRETEND THEY WHAT THEY CANT BE
KEEP THAT SPIDER ON MY WAIST

MADE ME OUT TO BE THE BAD GUY
MADE ME OUT TO BE THE BAD GUY
MADE ME OUT TO GO BE THAT GUY

Okay for the record *knuckle crack*
You do the evil laugh like this 
HAAHAHAHAHA

BAD GUY (FT. LIL DARKIE) (PROD. WENDIGO)

LYRICS:

YOU EVER LOVE A NIGGA THEN HE GONE?

I HAVE I HAVE 
I PUT THAT THOUGHT INSIDE OF MANY SONGS
DRINKING BY MYSELF AGAIN

DRINK UNTIL THE HENNY’S GONE
IS WHAT THEY TELL YOU
IF YOU PASSED IT RIP OUT ANY BONG
ADVICE TO KEEP YOUR HEALTH A 10

IM TIRED ALL THESE NIGGAS WRONG
TIRED OF LISTENING TO NIGGAS THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SHIT
ISAIAH AINT MY FRIEND OVER A WORD
BUT A MAN WITH THE SAME NAME FUCKING WITH ME THAT’S OBSURD 
I PUT MY HEART AND SOUL IN THIS SHIT HOE 
YOU MUST NOT HAVE HEARD

HOW COULD YOU NOT BITCH I BEEN YELLING MORE THAN EVEN
GETTING OFF POT HOP OFF THE TOP LIGHT AS A FEATHER
LETTING THE COP SLIP ON THE CUFFS AND IF HE DOING IT TOO ROUGH
I LOOK AT MOMMA LIKE WHATEVER

MAKE HER CRY ONE TOO MANY A TIME
SHE SEE ME GROW COLDER AS IM GETTING OLDER 
I TOLD HER IT’S FINE

I HOLD HER SHE BLIND FROM THE TEARS IN HER EYES
SHE WANT ME TO FIND MY LIFE IN THESE 

RHYMES IN MY HEAD IN A LINE
MY PAIN AND MY STRIFE
EVERY MOMENT MY LIFE
CLOSING IN ON ME

WHY

DO I FEEL THE NEED TO DO MORE THAN THESE OTHERS
CUZ IN THIS LIFE IVE LOST SOME BROTHERS, THAT’S RIGHT

NIGGAS CANT TELL IF THEY LOVE ME FOR REAL OR
THEY JUST WANNA STEAL MY ATTENTION

I MENTION A NIGGA ONE TIME AND HE FREAK 
I BE BREAKING THEY HEARTS AND THEN MAKING THEY WEEKS

IT’S A BLESSING TO KNOW THAT MY STRESSING BOUT ART 
IS IMPRESSING TO NIGGAS THAT LESSEN THEY VALUE 
AS WELL AS YOU NIGGAS THAT LOVE THE IMPROVEMENT
I JUST LOVE TO HOP ON THE MIC AND THEN LOSE IT

SO FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE 
I DO WHAT I WANT
I DONT WANT NO ONE CALLING MY SHOTS
FOR ME 
TORE ME APART

FUCK THE TOBACCO IT KILLING OUR HEARTS
AND FUCK ALL THE OPIATES I WONT EVEN START

SOME OF US WANT IT 
AND SOME OF US DONT
JUST LEAVE THE SUCCEEDING TO NIGGAS THAT WONT

GIVE UP AND THROW THEY SHOT AWAY
LIVE UP TO WHAT MY APPA SAY

I’LL RUN IT
FOR ALL YOU NIGGAS HATING ON MY STYLE
AND ALL YOU NIGGAS TOWING PISTOLS TALKING WILD
THIS MY THERAPY

DONT GET IT CONFUSED…
I DO THIS SHIT SO I WILL NOT GO BLOW A FUSE 
AND A HURT A HUMAN ANY HUE
HOE WOULD YOU BUG IF I WAS BLUE?
IF I LOOKED MORE LIKE YOU?
IF I DID WHAT YOU EXPECTED
IN A WAY YOU THOUGHT WAS COOL?
BITCH IM TRYNA DISECT IT

HOW I GET THROUGH
TO PEOPLE THAT DONT WANNA LISTEN
THEY VERY COMFORTABLE HATING, 
DEBATING SHIT THAT AINT CHANGING
CUZ THERE AINT ENOUGH AT STAKE AND
NOBODY OWNING THET FATE
OR THE FOOD ON THEY PLATE
OR THE THOUGHTS IN THEY HEAD
I DONT NEED THOTS IN MY BED
I NEED A LOT TO MY NAME
I NEED A PLOT FOR MY GRAVE THAT
WILL EVENTUALLY NOT BE
THERE IS NO POINT TO BE COCKY
OR TRY TO BE ASAP ROCKY 
NIGGAS WANNA FREE ASAP ROCKY MORE THAN
NIGGAS WANNA FREE THEYSELVES 
BITCH ARE YOU WELL PLEASE LET YOURSELF OUT THE CELL

I WANNA LET THESE NIGGAS KNOW THAT I AM DOING FINE
I WANNA LET YOU NIGGAS KNOW THAT GOT THROUGH IT FINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU NIGGAS DYING OVER ME OR MINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU PEOPLE CRYING 

never let another human tell you what you can do
cuz what man do is inside of your mind

free

THERAPY (PROD. WENDIGO)

Lyrics:

fear my sounds
where i found them
share my fountain 

run away
run or stay and fight
praying night befall my 

sight

wide eyed, bide my time
why’d i find my mind
right now

cry i lie my head down
high off of my pipe
i vow

to never be addicted again
see my ego shifting my 
friend make no mistake

i am very sick of these men
and the way the way they wanna picket my 
pen, i love i hate

the way you look at me
as if i really shouldnt be alive

as if i seem to pull at the
string that keep you fooled that you’ll survive
this

take a look around
through your iris

you never outliving that virus

decision to be living is high risk

my piss

yellow like the jello
in my big lead fridge, I

take it out and then get inside!

maybe it’ll save me from the nuclear fire

can’t stop
i aint getting tired, lie

awake at night
i count a million sheep

i spy a spider
on my ceiling he creep uh

with my niggas in the 
dead of the night

strangest figures 
silhouetted by light
wanna fight?
i would rather not dirty my art
or my heart 
with a feeling like spite

right

i yearn for a different world 
where the people not offended by my “negative” imagery
energy symmetry 
i believe theres beauty in what i make
i am the product of everything before me aint gonna fake nothing

all i did was make shit with homies and now we fucking buzzing
bumble bees the last of a dying breed with my fucking cousins
yeah, 
we just gon create for good and badness sake
we yell until the “Sleeping On Us” come awake

and I’m just looking forward to some better days
for everybody dying at a different pace
i hope that i can see you in a different place
if none of us competing then there isn’t race

i tried just
know a nigga put in that work one time
all this drawing at a table tend to hurt my spine
open up my jaw and they avert they eyes

no more
they will hear my cries, I’m
something more than you would find
by judging my spirit by my ethnic ties

black sheep
cast away

don’t come near my flock today

with the wolves 
go and play

i am not a leper 
i was born that way

and 
you are not a shepherd 
you a wolf in human clothing

fuck a nigga following
and fuck a stick you holding

i am not clay 
to manipulate for molding

i wish you saw us both same


i wish you saw us both same


no shit
this nigga doesnt give a fuck about yoooou
new shit hit just like a typhoon
don’t talk to me when I’m drawing my toons

hoe bitch
please listen to a nigga when he moving his lips
like go little indian he moving his hips
like show all the little men what doing shit is

make a decision
are you a black sheep?

there is no place like home
for the tired

you may wanna go out of your way
but every single second falling off of these days

i don’t want 
none of your
sitting and hating another

spider gang
brighter than you and yo sister and brother

I HAVE MINES
WRITE MY LINES
TAKE MY TIME
BEFORE WE DIE

WHAT HAVE WE DONE
TO HOME IN THE SKY
WANTED TO FLY
A LITTLE TOO HIGH

I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHERE I GO MICHAEL
MAYBE IM A 
MAYBE IM A FOOL I TRIFLE

I DONT WANNA SEE THE END
BUT I, I WONT STOP MARCHING, FRIENDS

WHERE DID HE COME FROM AND WHERE DID HE GO?
I SAW HIM THAT ONE TIME OUTSIDE OF A SHOW
I KNOW WHO HE IS NOW BUT I DIDNT KNOW
OF SOMETHING THAT UGLY WITH A RADIANT GLOW

BLACK SHEEP (PROD. WENDIGO)

the irony is crazy

Lyrics:

Darkie why you looking so sad?
go and take a walk or write a song up on your notepad!
for what you have you should be grateful 
why aren’t you more glad?
“yo keep on killing shit” 
“ill see you later”
“oh for sure man”

it’s been a fat ass minute aint been feeling right
a hypochondriac dissatisfied my room got no light
at times
fuck all of the people judging you got no right 
and neither do i 
the sight of new eyes
a side of you cries

man it’s been a minute i been feeling bad
but i been fighting 
I’m enlightened to the fact that i have limited time
i get to spitting these rhymes
and lay a shit in your mind 
they want my lips intertwined 
so they can leave me behind

but i will not submit i will survive
go make a difference while you are still alive 
to be the bigger man requires that you standing high
the bigger man the more time he fall before he die

there will always be a clown here to fake a smile, for you
running through the town laughing i despise you too
HAHA HAHA HAHA oh did i surprise you cool
“get up” “do i gotta” “why don’t you arise you fool?“

look at me i put a face on 
wow
look at me i put a show on
when i go on

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

laugh at the clown and his makeup
how does he feel when we wake up

i don’t know 
and i don’t care
I’m unaware of how he faring
glaring 
staring 
at him so intently 
at the fair inside the tent he

dance
for the people
dance like you mean it
motherfucker everybody be too pussy to move
but grip they dick in they room
how the fuck did we ever put a stick in our moon
it’s funny I’m a cartoon

but keep it realer than a bitch
or her nigga that wanna feature
lemme teach ya how i deal with these reachers that tryna leech us

keep the fuck to my self
and my spiders we throw a circus
for the good of my health
i make entertaining the purpose of it

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

sing along have a ball
when the clown slip and fall

HA HA HA HA HA

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

when the jester get mad
put a gun in his hand

BA BA BA BA BA BA

rest in peace to robin williams
here to act for god and villains
brightest person darkest feelings
interfere with satan's dealings

HAHA (PROD. WENDIGO)

lyrics:
I took a second out my day to calm the fuck down
Now I got one less second to do something
What the fuck now my nigga

Uh, I figure it’s genetic man it suck how
The cards you got are permanent and shape the way you talk out loud 

Or take a walk down town
I should be thinking bout the way the trees are looking
Or the smell of pizza cooking 
Or the sound the breeze is workin into me
Instead I’m hurting

Avoiding the moment
I pull the curtain

Hide me!

cuz i dont know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small and minuscule i want to call

to anyone who’ll stop this drenching of my soul
i feel the wall and kick right through
i fought it

hot head
i wanna plant some flowers not the 
potted kind
i feel the power my 
retarded mind
has got inside it find it
hard to mind

my own business
my flow quick as a missile 
until it slow down
a glow stick and it click
oh what a cool sound 
i showed my momma 
my music and she was so proud
she told me future
i choose it that hit me profound 

i forget to breathe and
where i put my damn keys
that’s a problem 
frame freeze it

need it
or so it seems 
cuz every picture 
fade away when no one there to see 

people been living for forever wit no therapy
so why im different

it aint bout yo feelings
our society is slipping 
no support without a family
this paper got me thinking
if i gave him what i owe
then why the fuck i gotta tip him nigga

this money’s uncaring
and it aint no fun sharing
but you selfish if you don’t 
and if you do you must be happy right?
if higher numbers made you number wouldn’t that be nice?

i need to lay down
just lie dead
i wanna run away to somewhere i can 
rest my head 

the birds sound beautiful
the light bounce off
off my fingers and my cuticles
i bite down soft on em

my father point it out now im embarrassed 
i don’t know who i’d be without my parents

work with what you got 
they taught me 
to not blow up the spot
be healthy
and don’t talk down cops
whether wealthy or 
poor they got more glocks
than you ever will
you felt it before

that’s good advice
walking down the street
high then a kite
bright light flashing
ashing the blunt 
the neighborhood is nice

THEY STAY ADDICTED TO THE CASH FLOW
MMM AND IM JUST LAYING ON THE GRASS LIL MAMA
CAN YOU WATCH A NIGGA PASS THO?
MMM SEE HIM LEAVE YOU IN THE PAST 
AND AMASS THOSE COMMAS?

STUPID LIL BITCH HATING ON ME
CUZ I AINT SUCKIN NO DICK FOR NO APPROVAL
OR A RUBLE WHATCHU ON A,

HALF MADE PLAN 
“LEMME GET THAT IN ADVANCE
IM TOO SCARED TO TAKE A CHANGE
I JUST NEED A LOT OF DOLLAS IN MY PANTS”

DO YA DANCE
IMMA DO MINE
FINE WITH BEING BROKE
ALL MY FIGURES COME IN DUE TIME

YA HONOR
THEY TRYNA GET A NEW PIECE OF MINE
BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED AQUIRE
IS A NEW PEACE OF MIND

ANXIETY (PROD. CUBENSiS)

THE SANDS OF TIME - Lil Darkie

LYRICS:

IF YOU AINT FUCKING WITH MY VISION
THEN ACT LIKE I DON’T EXIST

IF YOU AINT RIDING WITH ME NIGGA 
GET ROCKING THAT’S WHAT HE KICKS

BECAUSE IM TIRED OF DISLOYALTY 
AND BITCH SHIT

I’M TIRED OF THE MISFITS
AND WHAT ELSE?
I’LL LIST IT

I HATE NIGGAS THAT DISSING BUT WONT 
MAKE THE DISS EXPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS SWITCHING
PLAYING SIDES YOU COMPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS DON’T KNOW SOMETHING
WRONG CUZ YOU AIN’T PISSED YET

CUZ YOU AIN’T SAID YOU HATE WHEN NIGGAS
QUIET LIKE SOME CRICKETS

INSECTS 

CRUSH EM UP AND EAT EM WITH SOME BUTTER
ON SOME BISCUITS 

MY FIST GETS

HARDER WHEN I GRIP TO

SIT THROUGH 

ANOTHER FUCKING DAY OF PLAYING SHIT COOL

FUCK THAT 

I HOPE THE FUCKING PLANET SUCK THE GUTS
OUT OF MY NUT SACK

I’LL BUSS BACK

AND YOU CAN FUCKING TRUST THAT 
I’LL HIT YOU 

RIGHT IN YO FUCKING NECK
’N LET YOU LAY INSIDE A PISS POOL 

CUZ THERE AINT NOTHING WORSE THAN
TREATED BADLY BY YOUR BROTHER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA SEE 
ANOTHER IN A GUTTER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME BLIND AND
MAKE ME THINK AN AWFUL THOUGHT

WAS NEVER TAUGHT HOW TO FORGIVE 
OR MAYBE I HAD JUST FORGOT

WHY THE PEOPLE THAT’S SUPPOSED TO 
HAVE YOU BACK IS TURNING OPPS
 
KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA MURDER
EVERY SINGLE COP

WITH A SHOTGUN

PULL UP AND I POP ONE
PULL UP AND I POP TWO

NOW THEY’VE FUCKING SHOT YOU

SO LET IT STAY A THOUGHT THEN
THE KINDA ONE THAT DROPPED IN
THE KINDA ONE I PUT INSIDE A SONG 
THAT I CAN BOP TEN TIMES

UNTIL I STOP CARING

ABOUT THE FACT THAT UNDERNEATH IT ALL
THERE’S NOTHING SOLID TO HOLD ON TO 
LIKE YOU WANT TO

AND WHEN IM DREAMING I FEEL BETTER
THEN I DO WHEN IM AWAKE

HOW IMMA DREAM SOME REALER PEOPLE
THAN THE ONES THAT LIVING WHEN THEY 
REALLY FAKE

LIKE ACTUALLY

I DO THIS RAPPING CASUALLY

DISTRACT ME FROM MY DYING 
AND TRYING TO FEEL MY INNOCENCE 
AGAIN AND IT’S IMPACTING ME POSITIVELY 
AND IN A SENSE I GUESS 
IT IS THE CAUSE OF ANXIETY 
WHEN PEOPLE GOT PAIRS OF CENTS
THEY WANNA GIVE TOO

DISTRIBUTE 
OPINIONS BOUT THE ART
BUT I AINT LIKE THE OTHER 
RAPPERS YOU LISTEN TO
THIS MUSIC IS A PAINTING 
WITH EMPHASIS ON THE PAIN
IT’S NOT TO ENTERTAIN 
IT’S THE NOISES INSIDE MY BRAIN

AND I PRAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND 
AND IM SORRY I’M SO AGGRESSIVE 
IF I HAD A HUNDRED BANDS I’D INVEST IT
INTO MY MESSAGE

THAT RACE IS FAKE 

AND PEOPLE EQUAL BUT DON’T WANNA BE
IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF GREED AND 
HOW WE STRUCTURE OUR ECONOMY

I’M SO DEPRESSED
I’VE HAD THIS LIQUOR IN MY CHEST LIKE EVERY DAY CUZ I AINT BEEN FEELING THE BEST

A MIXED RACE FAGGOT BOY THAT RAP AND 
AIN’T BLACK BUT HIS GODDESS IS
I PRAY THAT KALI MA DESCEND 
ON LA BRING APOCALYPSE

REVOLVER (PROD. CUBENSIS)

video: https://youtu.be/54Td5wxNDpo

this is the soundtrack for my video "AMV"

lyrics:
i put my fingers in a fist nigga
and let em go
wasn’t even on my list nigga
but you should know
that i’m coming for you
i got that gun it need something to chew
something to eat turn your head into goo
waste time
i dont wanna waste time 
on the FaceTime
cuz i’m talking to you
put your head on a plate dine
si manificu
bitch i fucking hate you
hate you
i just wanna waste you too

(pure emotion) x4

bitch I’ve got no time for the bullshit
you just got a handgun
i got a ak with a full clip nigga
what the fuck you talking about?
if you fucking with the spider gang we 
get your ass stomped out
i will kill you!

(vocalization)

i put a nigga on game i thought i played
i thought i payed my dues i guess i aint
bitch fight for your life
bitch pick up a knife
hear screams in the night
hit you with the right left right left

(going super saiyan)

i might fuck you sideways
hit you in yo head
it might give you migraines
jumping out the coup
i be dumping like it shoot
i might thump it out with you nigga
why did you have to lie to a nigga
remember when you used to come and cry to a nigga
i remember when i used to get high witcha nigga
it’s all forgetten
he soft like cotton
he sold and boughten 
we never stopping, light

fuck fuck fuck fuck
that nigga
duck duck duck duck
that nigga

got the city on my waist
let it bang where you hang nigga

fuck that fuck that
suck up on my nut sack

whats app
how my momma talking to me

oh we crush that if you wanna
sting like a bee

make em float like a butterfly
up in the breeze

he emote and he stutter, why
he on his knees?

imma stomp that nigga out
if he basic
imma stomp that nigga out
in my asics
imma stomp that nigga out
if he racist
imma stomp that nigga out
he need lasic nigga

physical combat vibes

AMV (PROD. WENDIGO) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

lyrics:
i can't believe i got myself played again
i thought we was cool, i thought we made amends
go tell all your friends, fuck what you say to them
i can't wait for us to find our way again
hard for me to care when i'm so faded every day
i'm straying far away from you, wading through the pain
deflating in the rain, i created all these things, no use

maybe i will fall, maybe i will rise
but if anything, a nigga really tried
and i know, i know
doing it for all, doing it for i
but a balance is required to survive and to fly
wide open space

10 day, i remember bumpin' that, takin' acid to rap
then stays in the past, you be lettin' shit amass in ya ass
toxins, we pollutin' all the human, that's an issue, i'm assumin'
god been chillin' in my spirit, i can feel him, i can hear it
i know you may not understand now
but we all return to where we once were
words and code written in my hands now
in my skin from within, tell me, how could i pretend that i know?
i never thought i would see this place again
i thought that i knew, but that illusion end
go tell all your friends, but you can't say to them
the beauty we forget and can't express
the lesson i learn every time i stress
i confess, i don't know what is best
that's okay, it's so cold in the snow
but go play anyway
you can mold what you hold where you lay
into something brand new or a man that stand true

THIS DOES NOT EXIST

COMPOSITION XI

lyrics:
uhh-uhh
uhh-uhh
uhh-uhh

my love, lemme take you for a ride
my blood remind me i'm alive enough
people wanna act surprised
you shine, you win
my love, lemme make you run and hide from me
i keep everything inside of me
let out none unless we vibe
we'll try, we'll see

heartache
trapped inside a dark place
singing outside park stays
very scary and peaceful where we play

please stop drinking so much
please stop smoking that tobacco
oh, you know i know you know
it covers pain

with a lie, temporary
i can't stand the sight of you no more
you biting right into my core
uh, shit, wait

lay me down
lay me down
maybe now you'll see my face

we forget to regret
anything at all
we worship the free shit
see us spin and fall
how can i love you at all
if i can hate me?
burn up all of the ball
until there ain't green

mama
i'm so sorry for my species treachery against you
let's make love
and behave like we're meant to

my love, lemme take you for a ride
my blood remind me i'm alive enough
people wanna act surprised
you shine, you win
my love, lemme make you run and hide from me
i keep everything inside of me
let out none unless we tribe
one family

la, la, la-la, la-la
la, la, la-la, la-la
la, la, la-la, la-la
la, la, la-la-la

bad bitch, nigga
hear that bitch, brandon?
don't come in here with that bitch shit, brandon
that's not what we need
i don't know where you thought you was landin', brandon

where is darkie?

I'm just like a customer, a guy looking for great music. Also make random beats

BLACK SHEEP (PROD. WENDIGO)

Lil Darkie

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