The Upload

new synthetic w @toxinbrewer :3

lyrics:
u could break all of my bones
if it means i’ll take u home
i could nevr fuckin hurt u
make that promise in this song

i kept ur name right in a folder
i was smilin like the joker
every time that u would hold me
i would tell u pull me closer
u had me singin in the shower 
i would text u after hours
an i wanna say i love u
but u know that i’m a coward
x2

fuck this shit u should be mine
u think bout me like all the time
an i’m always abt u
so wtf we gonna do

ur drifting away from me an it’s making me worry :(

woaaaah, u make me wish my life was over
i can’t keep up my composure
u ran away an gave me no closure!

every time u cut me off
my head is spinning i see colors (i see colors)
i’ll leave my drugs right on the shelf
if it means i’ll be ur lover (be ur lover)

pull me close, ur the only one who knows
no one tells the difference my emotion never shows

i can’t trust these bitches i can’t trust as far as i can throw
and if ur not the one i’m drowning 60 ft below
fuck this shit u should be mine
u think bout me like all the time
an im always abt u
so wtf we gonna do????

woahhhh u make me wish my life is over
i can’t keep up my composure 
u ran away an gave me no closure
woahhhhh my head is spinnin i see colors
(my head is spinning i see colors)

COWARD 弱虫 W/ TOXINBREWER☣️🧬 ｢wolevsky｣

lofi shawty emo stuff

art by tumblrxo <3

miss that shit (prod. 808angel)

Underachiever [P+ recycleBin]

lyrics

you're just trynna waste my time again
drive me out my mind again
you make me never wanna go online again
it's crazy i'm still in your head
you always making me upset
i'm always stuck inside my head
i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

this morning i didn't wanna get out of bed
i just hope i'm alright 
by the time the day ends
i don't like the way you think
i ain't trynna be your friend
not many people that i like 
there's allot that i want dead

fuck you
i ain't even sorry
fuck all of your feelings
i hate everybody

i barely know you
to me your just annoying
that's the way i really feel
feel bout everybody

i feel like 
friends are pointless
knowing me is pointless
i could disappear and
you wouldn't even notice
i don't even wanna talk to you
so please don't approach me
i can't let you get close to me

you're just trynna waste my time again
drive me out my mind again
you make me never wanna go online again
it's crazy i'm still in your head
you always making me upset
i'm always stuck inside my head
i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

you're just trynna waste my time again
drive me out my mind again
you make me never wanna go online again
it's crazy i'm still in your head
you always making me upset
i'm always stuck inside my head
i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

dead end [P+ johnnyfriend]

produced by @sprr00w + @craves <3
written recorded and mixed by me 

as of making this I'm not doing good

🠟 lyrics 🠟

i wish that i could say
that im at my worst

but i know you’re here too


took my mind to a place
where i can hide my pain

so i can fucking hear you


and when you’re done
i turn my phone off
so i can disappear 

u dont wanna know
the things i do to cope
when ur not here


so don’t you worry your 
little head

im all ears for you 
as i should be

ill keep lying and saying
that im fine

until your problems
eat
away at me



time we get away from here
and see a place that doesn’t rain 

its time to say goodbye to home
cuz all it brought us both was pain 

its time for us to vanish 
in a way where they ask
are we sane ?

its time 

for us to walk alone


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of time


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of your time

i wish i had more to give

prod @user-238307669 + @northeastlights

mix + master - @kainebot

cover - @stainedgl4ss

lyrics: 

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

i blacked out and woke up in the maze in my mind
pacing in circles, tryna leave it all behind
a mask in disguise trying to mask my demise
pull back the curtain let me into the light

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful
begging the benzos to be careful with my heart
they whisper back “you know that we can’t be apart”
it’s so hard 
i been fucked up from the start
i close my eyes my world goes dark
this game of life i press restart x_x

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful

valium

valium (fendijayd + northeast lights)

prod 2001
i wish you understood what i mean
i wish u rlly felt proud of me
i wish i had a home
let it go
the ppl that i know
never show themselves to me
i’m crying aching see
off a pill bitch i’m stuck in a dream
my head hurts i’m so deep
where do i go now
i can’t put my pants on
i cant do shit now
i feel like a moron
life is a headache
every fucking mistake
is haunting me so bad
wont u come hold me
tell me it’s okay
tell me i’m alright
plz don’t ignore me
i wait till the morning
but you do not text back
i feel so fucking stupid
why won’t u message me please

kill me softly please
when you speak will you speak slowly
do you love me like u say you’ll get me killed if i hurt you
why do you hurt me
please don’t ignore me
i ask you to calm down
you stay for a while
we drink until we pass out
draining me slowly
killing me softly
calm down
why are you shouting
fucking calm down
please just stop your whining
you tell me you’re stressed out
you tell me to calm down
but you are the one that
is causing the problems
why don’t you see that

wish u rlly

torn (rest)

ty 3k 0_0
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape

regret

@diligencexs
in the end

https://open.spotify.com/album/6flSgOHm06B7tSvYE2lij2?si=ZNjo5z1sSg64dhohnA-pcg

light

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhuPb84I7ek
MUSIC VID BY @dullgirl

runnin in circlez til im
lozt in da forest
but u still loop in my head wen im
out of storage
wake up evryfuckin dayyy
feelin lik a tourist
i hold myself in my armz
babie no1 ccan hurt uz

uhhh
i i i iuhiiihui i wuz gonna uhhh
drdr i i i uhUh i wuz gona azk 4 directionzzz but
u don look lik u kno where ur goin eithr ;]

a a aAaA aaah aahhh

ku do jesh sot? (where will u b 2nite?)
ne qielli o ne tok? (in da sky or on da ground?)
me ke do jesh sot? (who will u b wid 2nite?)
me mua o me zot? (wid me or wid god?)

torn (rest)

edwrd.

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