new synthetic w @toxinbrewer :3

lyrics:
u could break all of my bones
if it means i’ll take u home
i could nevr fuckin hurt u
make that promise in this song

i kept ur name right in a folder
i was smilin like the joker
every time that u would hold me
i would tell u pull me closer
u had me singin in the shower 
i would text u after hours
an i wanna say i love u
but u know that i’m a coward
x2

fuck this shit u should be mine
u think bout me like all the time
an i’m always abt u
so wtf we gonna do

ur drifting away from me an it’s making me worry :(

woaaaah, u make me wish my life was over
i can’t keep up my composure
u ran away an gave me no closure!

every time u cut me off
my head is spinning i see colors (i see colors)
i’ll leave my drugs right on the shelf
if it means i’ll be ur lover (be ur lover)

pull me close, ur the only one who knows
no one tells the difference my emotion never shows

i can’t trust these bitches i can’t trust as far as i can throw
and if ur not the one i’m drowning 60 ft below
fuck this shit u should be mine
u think bout me like all the time
an im always abt u
so wtf we gonna do????

woahhhh u make me wish my life is over
i can’t keep up my composure 
u ran away an gave me no closure
woahhhhh my head is spinnin i see colors
(my head is spinning i see colors)

COWARD 弱虫 W/ TOXINBREWER☣️🧬 ｢wolevsky｣

lofi shawty emo stuff

art by tumblrxo <3

miss that shit (prod. 808angel)

Underachiever [P+ recycleBin]

lyrics

you're just trynna waste my time again
drive me out my mind again
you make me never wanna go online again
it's crazy i'm still in your head
you always making me upset
i'm always stuck inside my head
i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

this morning i didn't wanna get out of bed
i just hope i'm alright 
by the time the day ends
i don't like the way you think
i ain't trynna be your friend
not many people that i like 
there's allot that i want dead

fuck you
i ain't even sorry
fuck all of your feelings
i hate everybody

i barely know you
to me your just annoying
that's the way i really feel
feel bout everybody

i feel like 
friends are pointless
knowing me is pointless
i could disappear and
you wouldn't even notice
i don't even wanna talk to you
so please don't approach me
i can't let you get close to me

you're just trynna waste my time again
drive me out my mind again
you make me never wanna go online again
it's crazy i'm still in your head
you always making me upset
i'm always stuck inside my head
i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

you're just trynna waste my time again
drive me out my mind again
you make me never wanna go online again
it's crazy i'm still in your head
you always making me upset
i'm always stuck inside my head
i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

i'm just waiting for the end

dead end [P+ johnnyfriend]

prod @user-238307669 + @northeastlights

mix + master - @kainebot

cover - @stainedgl4ss

lyrics: 

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

i blacked out and woke up in the maze in my mind
pacing in circles, tryna leave it all behind
a mask in disguise trying to mask my demise
pull back the curtain let me into the light

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful
begging the benzos to be careful with my heart
they whisper back “you know that we can’t be apart”
it’s so hard 
i been fucked up from the start
i close my eyes my world goes dark
this game of life i press restart x_x

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful

torn (rest)

edwrd.