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R o c k  SHI 🪨

produced by @sprr00w + @craves <3
written recorded and mixed by me 

as of making this I'm not doing good

🠟 lyrics 🠟

i wish that i could say
that im at my worst

but i know you’re here too


took my mind to a place
where i can hide my pain

so i can fucking hear you


and when you’re done
i turn my phone off
so i can disappear 

u dont wanna know
the things i do to cope
when ur not here


so don’t you worry your 
little head

im all ears for you 
as i should be

ill keep lying and saying
that im fine

until your problems
eat
away at me



time we get away from here
and see a place that doesn’t rain 

its time to say goodbye to home
cuz all it brought us both was pain 

its time for us to vanish 
in a way where they ask
are we sane ?

its time 

for us to walk alone


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of time


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of your time

i wish i had more to give

prod 2001
i wish you understood what i mean
i wish u rlly felt proud of me
i wish i had a home
let it go
the ppl that i know
never show themselves to me
i’m crying aching see
off a pill bitch i’m stuck in a dream
my head hurts i’m so deep
where do i go now
i can’t put my pants on
i cant do shit now
i feel like a moron
life is a headache
every fucking mistake
is haunting me so bad
wont u come hold me
tell me it’s okay
tell me i’m alright
plz don’t ignore me
i wait till the morning
but you do not text back
i feel so fucking stupid
why won’t u message me please

kill me softly please
when you speak will you speak slowly
do you love me like u say you’ll get me killed if i hurt you
why do you hurt me
please don’t ignore me
i ask you to calm down
you stay for a while
we drink until we pass out
draining me slowly
killing me softly
calm down
why are you shouting
fucking calm down
please just stop your whining
you tell me you’re stressed out
you tell me to calm down
but you are the one that
is causing the problems
why don’t you see that

wish u rlly

torn (rest)

ty 3k 0_0
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape

regret

@diligencexs
in the end

https://open.spotify.com/album/6flSgOHm06B7tSvYE2lij2?si=ZNjo5z1sSg64dhohnA-pcg

light

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhuPb84I7ek
MUSIC VID BY @dullgirl

runnin in circlez til im
lozt in da forest
but u still loop in my head wen im
out of storage
wake up evryfuckin dayyy
feelin lik a tourist
i hold myself in my armz
babie no1 ccan hurt uz

uhhh
i i i iuhiiihui i wuz gonna uhhh
drdr i i i uhUh i wuz gona azk 4 directionzzz but
u don look lik u kno where ur goin eithr ;]

a a aAaA aaah aahhh

ku do jesh sot? (where will u b 2nite?)
ne qielli o ne tok? (in da sky or on da ground?)
me ke do jesh sot? (who will u b wid 2nite?)
me mua o me zot? (wid me or wid god?)

lost *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

It came to pass that I heard a track by @AudioBake and was inspired to build it out a bit. It turned into this - added melodic guitar part and vocals.
Hope I don't offend anyone ;)

lyrics:

America - home of the free
To turn your life into a mockery
Born and raised to make belief
That the privileged few will set you free

With the bombs bursting in air
Gas lights up just about everywhere
Invoke scarcity for cryptic shift
Export more lies for a power grift

Sowing fears to reap the tears
The promise drags it's tail in stale defeat
Cut yourself till you no longer bleed
The sacrifice still cannot meet your needs

"America the beautiful, America will save us all,
America the Glory Hole, America will eat your soul!"

America - got love for me??
Give it all up for you is a one-way street
America - say What to me??
Reverting all God's children back to beasts

original track: https://soundcloud.com/audiobake/america-devours-its-children

Audiobake's America Devours It's Children - PuppetXeno interpretation

Go big or go home.

-

Thumbnail by Epic.
Credit to Star Soda. We'll miss you, chief. Good luck on your future endeavors.

PYROLYSIS II - RADIATA

Produced/Mix/Master by @sneaky_haxor
Art by @15nine_wav
Vocal @distortionthe1
STREAM ON SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/album/2PUX5IKsJkJUMyCY0LLM6Q
LYRICS VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WevB4YVYAm8

XENOMORPHS

A Blue Coat (a thousand birds throwaway)

Non Serviam / Gallkrist - Split EP
https://non-serviam.bandcamp.com/album/non-serviam-gallkrist-split-ep
Gallkrist is the solo project of Vivian Slaughter, a Japanese musician relocated in Norway and known for having founded the cult Japanese Black Metal band Gallhammer, but also for her solo work with modular synths, or her more noisy experimentations in Sehnsucht with Maniac (ex-Mayhem), Congenital Hell, Nikudorei and many other projects around the world.
:
Non Serviam is a multi-talented, genre hopping anonymous collective blurring lines between genres and going beyond the boundaries that restrain them. The collective creates a sonic collage of experimental, black, darkwave, doom, grindcore, crust and industrial metal while staying within the framework of a baroque influence, with which they assaulted the auditory senses in 2021 with critically acclaimed albums like 'Le Coeur Bat' and 'Il Pleut Partout Derrière'.
This Split EP contains half an hour of unreleased material from both bands, exploring the deepest pits of the universe and the human mind.

torn (rest)

edwrd.