i had to sleep
in the grass for weeks
i couldnt find my bed
i guess youre still killing me
and when i found it
i picked off all the bugs 
drown me in the fountain 
then fill it with my blood

its easy for you to say cause you change like the seasons
while im still looking for a reason not to pop my shit
your sweater slips off of your wrists
and i see the damage that youve done

its easy to call your phone when i think that i need it
but im still picking up the pieces have you had your fun
i found my gun and i took a breath
whats the point i got water coming over my head

you once did
i loved you
i see you now and then
but this dont feel
like its real
will you call my momma tell her im dead

you once did
i love you
ill see you now and then
but this dont feel
like its real
will you call my momma tell her im dead

i had to sleep
in the grass for weeks
i couldnt find my bed
i guess youre still killing me
and when i found it
i picked off all the bugs 
drown me in the fountain 
then fill it with my blood

in the grass (prod. forested)

girl it’s dripping from the ceiling and i know you can see it
my blood run purple it’s always been that way
anything you want to be go and be it
there’s nothing holding you back
girl i’m sorry i was blinded and i could never see it
i remember what you wore on our first date
one night is all i’m asking bitch you’ll never believe it
did i say something wrong pull me into the mirror

so i can feel your reflection
there’s a part of me that misses always having protection
at the end of my session
i came home to a blessing
you was under the impression that you weren’t my main obsession
now i know it was your intention
kiss me hard and leave me broken with no direction at all
when your tears come down and you got no one to call
reminisce on the fall and become my infection

become my infection
become my infection
become my infection
become my (infection)
become my infection

girl it’s dripping from the ceiling and i know you can see it
my blood run purple it’s always been that way
anything you want to be go and be it
there’s nothing holding you back
girl i’m sorry i was blinded and i could never see it
i remember what you wore on our first date
one night is all i’m asking bitch you’ll never believe it
did i say something wrong pull me into the mirror

so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection
so i can (so i)
so i can (so i)

so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection again
so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection again

reflection ep

produced, written, recorded and mixed by lil emothugg

2021 NO HARM POSSE

reflection

antidote (prod. balance)

hate my life (prod. h0llybeats)

lil emothugg - patience (prod. faded)

lil emothugg - safety (prod. chvrliebrowwn)

magical flows from chandler rogers on this one he blessed me with this verse

let me rot w/ stranger (prod. dyingwish)

blood (prod. midsommar)

love story (prod. chvrliebrowwn)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/octoberwillows

writing a nightmare (prod. willow)

confession w/ stranger (prod. dyingwish)

needles w/ stranger (prod. graydawn)

selfish (prod. dyingwish)

swords (prod. ram80)

vampire night (prod. villainparty)

rocket science (prod. dyingwish)

brand new (prod. dontcrysloan)

always w/ stranger (prod. dyingwish)

remain feat. ghastcastle (prod. dyingwish)

youngstonerlife (prod. villainparty)

lsd (prod. artifacts)

Effete (prod. emothugg)

little ghost house (prod. starrsss)

sacrifice w/ buddyminajj (prod. silverhadif)

Borderline (prod. Emothugg x Stranger)

shyestbwoy - no$ebleedzz

K.T.A. (prod. villainparty)

Rakes (prod. killua55)

Laniakea (Prod. Emothugg)

Lyrics:
chorus:
you owe me, you slowed me, she wrote me, she wrote me
you told me, you lonely, you fucked me (told me) you love me
you owe me, you slowed me, she broke me, she broke me 
you told me, you lonely, you fucked me (told me) you love me

Verse: 
what im feelin inside i wont feel when im gon die
staring at pictures i took of you it makes me want to cry
i wana know why did you lie im waiting for you on skype
i miss stayin up all night tell you we'd be alright
you owe me, you told me, you wrote, from wyoming
i loved you, you did too, for so long, i would have died for you
a true pair, my senorita, you left me, for some re-up
i pray to, die in my own sleep, locked in my, room for a thousand weeks

1000 WEEKS FT. MEXICO4G [PROD. PRETTYWHENICRY]

Jeans

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vIHAGuIH6c

BAD XANS W/MEXICO4G [PROD. HOllYBEATS]

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