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Who Am I ? (prod. Chaquixcx X Artemis)

other day (w/ nickybird) prod. d o w n s t a t e

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

Untitled EP

E.T. w/poloralphmacchio (feat Coldhart) (prod. deadalive)

@lilhappylilsad @nciku
cover art: instagram @coverartplug

what was i supposed to do
i made u feel so sad i know
if u want to u can call my phone
you dont have to cry alone

nah ion wanna cry alone
nah ion wanna die alone
and ion really feel at home
walkin down a lonely road

im walkin down this lonely road with you
i feel like everyones against me girl but you
i feel like everythings against you girl but me
its like you and me against the world for real

what was i supposed to do
i made u feel so sad i know
if u want to u can call my phone
you dont have to cry alone

i got a broken heart and lots of dreams
i got suicidal thoughts and lots of weed
i always light it up to get relief
i have to light it up to get some sleep

lost dreams (prod. nciku)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu
cover art: instagram @coverartplug

yt: https://youtu.be/vs75EkbecEw

dont ask me how i feel
you know how bad it is
lately i cant sleep
im breakin down im weak

ion wanna wake up
ion wanna breath
they meet me and they pay up
they cant lay off my weed

they love the drugs i keep
the drugs will make you bleed
the drugs they made me bleed
feel no love when i weep

when i weep (prod. kuroime)

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/1800entity
https://soundcloud.com/coffin/tracks

open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6…vwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA
www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
twitter.com/poppyxtears
itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116


lyrics: 

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade 
I been cooling in the night with my blade

she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
all the fucking time that I went and put to waste
never knew it happened no I never left a trace

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
and numbing out the aches  

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

lil happy lil sad:

baby girl i feel alone
i been thinkin bout u when im low
i feel like ive lost everything
i feel like i am dead within

baby girl i feel alone
i make it worse when i am smoking dope
i feel like ive lost everything
im crying with lil sedative tn8

girl i never feel at home
im acting strong but i just cant go on
i wish that i could make u see
i wish that you could make me feel again

oooo
i feel so lonely
oooo
i feel alone

spotify

looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

I aint much baby but I’m all I’ve got
i wanna be alone while I smoke my pot
Unless its with you cause for us I fought
Trynna look good while inside I rot
And in time I thought
That this love was true
what a lie did that hurt to do?
Cause it hurt me
Im a casualty 
 you walk away clean
Am I in your dreams?

its the teenage theme
Im done with it
Losing my shit
i think I might quit
This love is phony so counterfeit

And I can’t figure out
Why my lifes in this drought
whats this all about
What can I learn
i can’t freak out
Passed the point of no return

But I feel it in my heart to stay
Will this pain ever go away
always filling up the ashtray
Wish I could be done with today    
I just want this to fade to grey

but all I have is time to wait

Nicholas McAleer's Album

healing darts w/nickybird (prod. redo)

Stream on Spotify

numb4ever

"111" ALBUM DROPPING 1/11 2018

https://fanlink.to/lhls-backintime

spendin my life
exploring my mind
im growing inside
when i go back in time

thinking of u
n sometimes i cry
its nothing but truth 
when I'm facing the mic

cry alone
i feel okay now
I'm so low
could die any day now

back in time (prod. lilhappylilsad)

fats'e - apathy (ft. guccihighwaters)

new album dropping in March!!

stream/dl: https://fanlink.to/lhls-shine

lyrics:

baby where u going don't u love me
fuck all of our problems ur the only
i dont wanna miss u i feel lonely
come here let me kiss u girl I'm sorry
x2

i been working hard 
and I'm balling now
know I'll make it far 
i dont even try
getting what i want
I'm ahead of time
I'm a fucking star
they don't like my shine

they don't like me shining
they wanna stop me
they don't like the grinding
they can't keep up w
10h 7 days of the week
and im stressing so hard
that i smoke like a fiend

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shine (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lyrics:

come on baby light my fire
lifeline, my lighter
johnny boy, mamas boy, told you imma crier
said you want it all, didnt know you were a liar
so imma stay and outsider, but youll never see me out
outsiders we dont fuck with anyone else
outsider keep a cigarette in my mouth
outsider, outsider
out

outsider, out
i remember waiting outsider your house
i still think about that time on your couch
when we waited for the sun to come out
dont try to call me imma no show
sick of all you jakes, snakes, fakes, ogopogos
talkin watch your nose grow
mom was always worried i was different, wouldnt fit in
well, god i fuckin hope so

come on baby light my fire
lifeline, my lighter
johnny boy, mamas boy, told you imma crier
said you want it all, didnt know you were a liar
so imma stay and outsider, but youll never see me out
outsiders we dont fuck with anyone else
outsider keep a cigarette in my mouth
outsider, outsider
out

and i can tell im at the bottom when hell is all that's above it
demons out to get me i let em i swear i love it
i dont give a fuck bout your discussions
never took the road traveled by the public

 (repeat)

so come on baby light my fire
life line my, my lighter
johnny boy, mamas boy imma, boy imma
didnt know, know you were a, know you were a, know you were a

come on baby light my fire
lifeline, my lighter
johnny boy, mamas boy, told you imma crier
said you want it all, didnt know you were a liar
so imma stay and outsider, but youll never see me out
outsiders we dont fuck with anyone else
outsider keep a cigarette in my mouth
outsider, outsider
out

outsider - single

outsider w/poloralphmacchio (prod.  jayhmez)

lyrics:

I dont believe in words unsaid,
ya you can leave but you can never forget
and she still haunts the sheets in my bed
tell me will I feel her ever again
im unfamiliar with this whole charade
games made insane, something changed
how'd it turn to nothing out of the blue?
but i dont want no young bitch, i dont want no dumb bitch
i dont want no hoes in my phone i want you

oh wont you just pickup the phone, like you used to
save your shit baby, girl you know, what you do
to me, i would die to ride around you and i
one more time, i tried, you leave, no goodbyes
now hellos, out the window again
and ya i get it shit ends, just wish that i could get you out of my head
stay simply, unsocial
dont text, call back like most do
but still treat a girl right cause im oldschool
not fuckin on hoes when im supposed to
come back to me, just one more night
swear i could make it feel like a lifetime
i could make you feel like an angel in the nighttime
daytime phantom cut from his lifeline
maybe im better off dying
think its time for me to probably stop trying so you can
keep my sweater, hold it forever
whatever helps, helps you remember
all the things that we'd been waiting for together

I dont believe in words unsaid,
ya you can leave but you can never forget
and she still haunts the sheets in my bed
tell me will I feel her ever again
im unfamiliar with this whole charade
games made insane, something changed
how'd it turn to nothing out of the blue?
but i dont want no young bitch, i dont want no dumb bitch
i dont want no hoes in my phone i want you

never again - single

never again w/poloralphmacchio (prod. iamkyler)

@lilhappylilsad

Stream & DL: lhls.fanlink.to/cold

Lyrics:

she looked at me told me youre so fuckin lost
but she dont even see how she damagin us herself
i looked at her told her she so fuckin hot but she ain
gettin nothin i aint goin back to hell, fuck no

i lose all control of myself when she cold as fuck
sayin some shit but to her it aint addin up
she think she better than everyone else
so she always so busy w provin herself, shit

baby this shit is jus part of my work
cracked my mind open i taught it to search
i just want it all to work girl
i just wanna help and learn

i just wanna spend and earn girl
i dont wanna see u hurt no more
do u wanna get that ‘stang girl
move around town all night in sports

this aint a act girl
i get it all, anything i want, hoe
so dont fuckin act girl
this shit aint war, i cant take all of this drama no more

and i aint gonna hurt u girl no more oh no
if i do girl i guess u better on your own

Cold (prod. Lil Happy Lil Sad)

lil happy lil sad

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