I rather die than being here no one understands my pain or what I'm going through I'm laughing to hide the pain but take it easy everyone no matter what happens in life be happy

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

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let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

Art by: @neversince

Lyrics:

ye i love you, and i want u to smile
get the drugs boo, ye lets smoke and get high
drippin blood tho, i got death on my mind
got this urge hoe, wanna cut till die

and i dont want to, but i fuck it all up
i feel so damn low, cant control it at times
and it hurts you, i dont want u to cry
cause i love u, and i want u to smile

lil happy lil sad - smile (prod. nciku)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lil sophy https://soundcloud.com/lilsophy
Jeler Beats https://www.youtube.com/user/JelerTv

Lyrics:

(lil sophy)
My head keeps spinning around 
I cant keep my feet on the ground 
I'm losing my fucking mind
I cant breathe but I'm trying to stay alive 
I've always wanted to die 
Shoutout lil happy for making me smile
I am a mess when you're not around
You pick me up when I'm falling down

(Mad Matt)
It's been months now and I'm still not over this
I thought you were my queen but you turned out to be just another joker bitch
I'm sick of wasting time I wish I never fell for you
I got a corrupt mind cuz I went through hell for you
I'm so broken down like how do I love again?
I gave it all to you but I guess you'd rather go and have another man
Tell me how was I not enough? After everything we had together
I loved you so damn much I thought we was gonna last forever
Now I'm contemplating is my life worth living since I lost my baby?
I try concentrating on the fact the I hate ya but I'd be full of shit like I'm constipated
I still cry for you even after what you did I still tried for you
Quit getting high for you I never lied to you bitch don't you know I woulda died for you

(lil sophy)
My head keeps spinning around 
I cant keep my feet on the ground 
I'm losing my fucking mind
I cant breathe but I'm trying to stay alive 
I've always wanted to die 
Shoutout lil happy for making me smile
I am a mess when you're not around
You pick me up when I'm falling down

(Mad Matt)
Do you know you what you meant to me? How can you go and just let it be?
I thought fo sho we were meant to be but your just another hoe in my memories
Same as the rest told me you loved me then ripped through my chest
I'm filled with regrets cuz I gave you my best been thinking bout death since you brought me this stress
My head's such a mess I never would guess that you'd be an ex now it's got me vexed
Got me depressed thought I was blessed but I can't break this curse every woman has left
I'm sick of these tests I wanna progress but I keep falling back to all of those texts
You shouldn't have said all the things that you said now how do I trust whoever comes next?

(lil sophy)
My head keeps spinning around 
I cant keep my feet on the ground 
I'm losing my fucking mind
I cant breathe but I'm trying to stay alive 
I've always wanted to die 
Shoutout lil happy for making me smile
I am a mess when you're not around
You pick me up when I'm falling down

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

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