hey everyone I am new on soundcloud but planning on making a lot of new music and I write and record the lyrics myself please check me out as I put my heart and sole into music. My music style is sad and depressing but it is an outlet to how I feel

I don't wanna be here anymore but I'm scared I'll hurt someone close to me if I go 

🖤🔥.hits my feels everytime 😤😪

money trees (prod.schell)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

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let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

alone

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/1800entity
https://soundcloud.com/coffin/tracks

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www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
twitter.com/poppyxtears
itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116


lyrics: 

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade 
I been cooling in the night with my blade

she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
all the fucking time that I went and put to waste
never knew it happened no I never left a trace

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
and numbing out the aches  

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

lil happy lil sad:

baby girl i feel alone
i been thinkin bout u when im low
i feel like ive lost everything
i feel like i am dead within

baby girl i feel alone
i make it worse when i am smoking dope
i feel like ive lost everything
im crying with lil sedative tn8

girl i never feel at home
im acting strong but i just cant go on
i wish that i could make u see
i wish that you could make me feel again

oooo
i feel so lonely
oooo
i feel alone

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looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

Lil Happy Lil Sad- Lil Numb

Guccihighwaters - I Thought I Died Inside

Dont Walk Lil happy lil sad

[Intro: lil happy lil sad]
Right now
About to drown
I wanna die

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

[Verse 1: lil happy lil sad]
I can't get my thoughts off of you
You're the only thing that matters to me when I'm low
When I'm crying and I'm smoking dope
You're the only thing I want girl i feel so alone
I wanna start my life with you
So I'm working really hard for independence to provide for you
I wanna live my life with you
So let's work until we make it and we rich for good

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Drown

Remember when, you came in?
Remember when, the phone rang?
It's 3:00AM, it's okay
Here comes Ma, I'm hurting

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "Yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

When my thoughts were my own
It was just a mistake
And I felt torn in two
My soul feeling blank
I really wanna live
My mind giving hate
(It was just a mistake, It was just a mistake..)

I just kept plodding
My head kept on nodding
The darkness behind me
Was ready to feast

Don't care to look back now
Just want out this deep hell
The thoughts of some pills
Getting closer to me

But you could see
That I was hurting
And you could be
The saving grace
I'll tell you what Ma
The man was right
The man on the phone
I needed that night..

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, Ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

3:00AM [prod. K A F K A]

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self destructive

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lyrics

i always make tracks pray for cash fill up gas in the coupe driving fast dodge the boys in blue
versace bomber black she a snack make me slack little hoe need her home to stay in control
i’m out chasing bags came from rags now my hands full of gold, i walked an intense road
i make my baby gag love the drool i’m a creep but she cool talk in codes cause we both closed

do anything for my bitch
she’s a reason to get rich
u try do any harm
dump your body in a ditch 
i love thighs skinny thick
making money give me kicks
she drool all on my dick
then her face full of her spit
i remember back in class
sneaky touching on her ass
we couldn’t let them know
i was with another boo
even did shit in her room
that some shit we can’t undo
but i wouldn’t if i could
we were young and i craved fruit

i was failing school i said fuck this
i dropped out and sold dope to make music
got tattoos everybody said i’m stupid
so anywhere i went i was excluded

give a fuck cause im rich and i drip now
gucci belt hugo boss on my sweatpants
and my bitch never left never switched sides
ride or die, bonnie clyde we have close ties

Guccihighwaters - I Thought I Died Inside

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