US (feat. Lil Fan)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1ja27y03g0

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad

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twitter.com/poppyxtears
itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116
lilsedative.bandcamp.com/

Lyrics:

Fell into the pain
swear its written on my face
keep it hid away
I've been living in my ways
put it on my name 
and I'll take it to my grave
skies have been grey
lies I can taste 
caught up and chained
brought up to hate 
when I walk with this weight
hear them talk and I fade
fuck what they say
I've been numb I've been paid
coming down with the rain
now I need it again 

too numb hit my number
ion really say much
coming down when the suns up
switchblades when i cut

ye i got blood stains on my blade
and i just cut to numb the pain
i never thought id be okay
i always thought id be the same

i check my phone and see her name
i think about her every day
tears r fallin down ur face 
pretty baby it's okay

✧ spotify ✧

poppy tears x lil happy lil sad - 2 Numb (prod. lilhappylilsad) [visuals in description]

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

pain hit
when i feel alone
when im on my phone
and i play my songs

draining
when im feelin low
when im smokin dope
and i miss u too

tryna stay lowkey
girl i just gotta stay lowkey 
fuck you dont think that u know me
i dont want no one to know me

im walking round like a zombie
drugs in my blood and they on me
i got some blood on my body
girls on my phone they all want me

woke up feeling dizzy
from the night before, im tipsy
need to rest but im too busy
fuckin cryin
x2

i dont deserve you
im sorry im fucked
you think ill hurt you
and maybe youre right
i dont deserve you
im sorry im fucked
you think ill hurt you
so maybe youre right

draining (prod. lilhappylilsad)

I don't have any rights on this song. I just didn't find it on Soundcloud and wanted to add it.

lil happy lil sad - little queen

Prod. @nativeb3atz

Lyrics:
[chorus]
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
Fucking tired of this
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
fucking tired of this world
I should go to bed

[Verse]
Giving colors to this gray world smoking
I can't breathe anymore, I'm choking
This life is getting so boring
Without your smile your voice I'm falling
A lot of people around me but they don't know
A lot of stuff that I'm hiding and I never show
I'm slowly dying but I'll let the time go
Anyway I am

[chorus]
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
Fucking tired of this
Feeling fucked up again
Cause the smoke 
Cause I'm growing up
I just want to go
Pack my bag
Never coming back
People never give a shit
About me about who I am
fucking tired of this world
I should go to bed

STREAM

Tired of This World [prod. Native]

[verse]
What if I still miss you
Would you come back?
I will give you my everything
Will you give it back to me (to me)
All the night long
Spending it together
Go along with my life
Would you make it even better? (even better)

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind 
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now 
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

[Verse]
Lonely nights 
Talking to myself
Every time
Lying on my bed
I think about you
I think about us
Held to each other
We don't give a fuck about
What people think
What's going on

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

Hopeless [prod. micco]

prod. diamoon, odece, remghost, nate2timez, deadfish

thanks to @yungaxstn for the featuring <3 

Lyrics:

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

[verse: gothurted]
You're falling down
I'm falling for you
I've been lying on the ground
Thinking bout what I can do
To hide the tears that I drop
To show the smile that I've lost 
Seems like I loved u the most
Now I can't love anymore
insecurities, please don't look in my eyes
I don't want you to see all the pain that I hide
Wrote u thousand letters
Tell me have u ever read one
Words that fly like feathers
People that now are done

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

[verse: yung axstn]
The feeling stronger as it rushes up to me 
I feel like leaving here as there’s not much left in me 
I know I say this is a lot but I feel so fuckin hopeless
Believe it or not this is the way I’ve been feeling

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

Nothing Left ft. yung axstn

@lilhappylilsad
prod @nciku + @lilhappylilsad

LYRICS:

girl i’m 21 now
and ur still on my mind now
couple blunts burn em down to feel fine
ion need it but i smoke to pass time
my hell is being stuck with past crimes 
everything is coming back that i put out
so find me smoking hash till i tap out
wanna see u on the floor girl that ass tight

i wanna see u on the floor girl
i want ur eyes to look at mine; look deep inside
and let me figure out your mind girl
you look so sexy when you’re happy and u smile
x2

i know that i hurt u baby
and i been lookin back at my life
tryna find a reason to fight
and baby it has opened my eyes

i’ve been seein things so clearly
shit from the past u wouldnt believe
now i understand why my life has been
the way it had to be so that i could win

girl i’m 21 now
and ur still on my mind now
couple blunts burn em down to feel fine
ion need it but i smoke to pass time
my hell is being stuck with past crimes 
everything is coming back that i put out
so find me smoking hash till i tap out
wanna see u on the floor girl that ass tight

i wanna see u on the floor girl
i want ur eyes to look at mine; look deep inside
and let me figure out your mind girl
you look so sexy when you’re happy and u smile

Smile, Pt. 2

Smile, Pt. 2 (prod. Nciku + Lil Happy Lil Sad)

@lilhappylilsad

baby maybe you can help me
help me wake up and see
that lately i been losin
n you know i’m tryna win win win

don’t be afraid to tell me
baby don’t accept me when i’m weak
cause i don’t wanna lose you
and i’m strong but i can’t carry everything

baby we a team team team
and together we can win win win
so let us bring home everything
never lose let’s be queen and king

i know they wanna see us sink sink sink
so u gotta help me think think think
never let me slip up or sin
they don’t wanna see a young man win

it’s time that we grow up
like my whole generation i’ve been stuck
stop pointing your fingers it’s on us
if we gotta blame someone then blame us it’s our fault life sucks

it’s easy to feel like a victim
and i do it too it’s a sickness
sure we all suffer loss but don’t think that it ain’t cause of us

it’s so hard to hear the truth
never wanted truth to come from you
that’s why they let me know they don’t wanna see me happy
they just want me hanging from a noose
they’d rather see me jumping off a roof
then tell em what i know
15 years of deep depression
so fuck em now it’s all me and you

Help Me

Help Me (Prod. Lil Happy Lil Sad)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS: https://fanlink.to/DONNIFER

LYRICS:
What will I do without you in the picture
I don't have a clue whatsoever there's no scripture on
How to not kill yourself when time just drags on
How to hold back tears when your head is a sink with the faucet on
I just drip drip 
And you float away 
Yet I still stay 
While I trip trip
Into my grave

Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up

I don't really deserve a thing
I don't really deserve a break
I feel like I messed up big
I'm the type to bend and break
And I'll take this to my grave 
Honestly, you'll always be my bae

True
Fat Facts

Honestly, I know when I finally go to sleep 
That the dreams I have are really something that I've seen
Two broken halves and all these tears roll down your cheeks
And I feel so bad
And I don't know I've been here for weeks

Thinking the same damn thing
Singing the same damn song
Trying to live my life 
I can't make it long 
Thinking the same damn thing
Singing the same damn song
Trying to live my life 
I can't make it long 

Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up
Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up

I don't really deserve a thing
I don't really deserve a break
I feel like I messed up big
I'm the type to bend and break
And I'll take this to my grave 
Honestly, you'll always be my bae

Smile, Pt. 2 (prod. Nciku + Lil Happy Lil Sad)

lil happy lil sad

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