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SFS - EMISSARY

(Lyrics)

Rip my heart out, rip my fuckin’ heart out
What it about now, what is it about now?
Let me down now, you just let me down now
You ain’t around now, no you ain’t around now

Left me aching, need someone to save me
Used to hate me, now I’m up you waiting
No escaping, now you can’t escape me
Hit my phone now, I just let it ring

She couldn’t be faker, medicating rolling up the paper
Nobody can save her, with me everywhere I can’t even fucking shake her

This is a disaster, I been in the ghost like Casper
I guess that I got some bad manners
See me in the whip and fly past her

Rip my heart out, you just let me down now
No you ain’t around now

Left me aching, need someone to save me
Used to hate me, now I’m up you waiting
No escaping, now you can’t escape me
Hit my phone now, I just let it ring

Versuni done snapped on a bitch
I don’t give a fuck, throw racks on a bitch
I don’t fuck wit fakes nah you can’t tell me shit
I been on my grind, you didn’t think I’d be like this

Rip my heart out
You just let me down now
You just let me down now

Rip my heart out, bitch you fuckin’ hurt me
Lost myself now, I don’t got no feelings
It’s so scary, when you lose everything
I got nothing left, after what you did to me

Scattered thoughts now, baby I’m so lost now
Was almost happy, you were just a letdown
Times we had no I cannot forget now

I never thought it’d end this way
I just wish that you would stay
If i said I loved you would it make you stay?
Does this bullshit even matter anyway?

Why is everything the same, new girl but it always ends this way
One day I’ll find someone who makes me happy
I’m sick of all the sadness, I just want this shit to be done

All my time alone, wheres the fun?
Baby girl why’d you run?
I guess I’m just stuck in the background
Just a memory lost in your past now

Rip My Heart Out (prod. RabbleRouser)

produced by @3meokid

lyrics:

you put chains on my heart
every song that i write is about u and u kno its true
cause the way u make me feel is the opposite of blue

i dont wanna go back
but time is moving slow
and im feeling kinda nauseous
the meds just got me low
lower than the hole i already dug for myself
what am i getting into
i tried to quit life
but i guess thats a sign
i know u think im a fool
for trying
for dying

you put chains on my heart
every song that i write is about u and u kno its true
cause the way u make me feel is the opposite of blue

spotify

chains (prod. 3-meo kid)

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
Ft. @https://soundcloud.com/sorryxmusic

Cold Soul Club ~ Frostbite (Ft. Sorry X)

pornstar

beat produced by @m-i-s-e-r-y
twitter.com/lilhermitxo
www.instagram.com/lilhermitxo
open.spotify.com/artist/1uh7rgM3mH36ugBw8Q7jmL

Lyrics: <3

You told me that you would be worth my time
But now I’m lying in my bed 5 years shorter of life
I had no clue your words would hurt this much, but now weed is a must, to sleep
Peacefully, all these
Demons read, my thoughts
That need to be, deleted, right now
I wish you wouldn’t tell everyone that I didn’t care
You know that’s all I ever did with the time we shared

If I came to pick you up would you be ready
If I could die with you would you let me
We were supposed to last a century
What happened to how you felt when you met me
The toll that you caused it was deadly
I didn’t expect it to be this heavy
(shit)
But what was I expecting
It’s not like anything I said, it could’ve kept me

If I gave you love would you share it
If I wrote you a poem would you tear it
I’d like to think, you would like to see, the words that I’ve written since you like to read
But you’ll prolly choose to bear it
The loss and the pain of being careless
That’s fine by me, I don’t mind if we, go our own ways just don’t fight with me

[Outro]
All of your thoughts are destroying my brain
I cannot believe that you left me to change
On my own it’s insane I feel so far away
Like I cannot communicate lost out in space
You planned it all along you left me to rot
You took me apart and then ripped all my thoughts
Into pieces with locks that I cannot unlock
And I wish you would give me the key so it stopped
But you won’t, you never will, you never will
If it came down to it would you ever kill
Would you kill for me if the clock hit 5 till
Or would you drag me down with you into hell

you never shared

you never shared (prod. misery)

Klairvoyant

I Said I Wouldn't Write This

Ep

1. Everything Bothers Me Ft. Brody

2. Shine On Me Ft. Edacity x Demxntia x Kaiyko

3. Blacked Out Windows Ft. Demxntia

4. Ur Perfect

Prod. Odece x Irby x StormCommander x Rodger

Blacked Out Windows Ft. Demxntia (Prod. Odece)

-credits-
PRODUCED BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & DEEPREST
FEATURE BY DEEPREST [https://soundcloud.com/deeprxst]
ART BY DEAD & DETACHED [@deadanddetached]

-lyrics-
yeah
i'm my own worst enemy
so critical of everything i create
get out my face
hey
i got plenty problems
i don't know how to solve ‘em
i'd hate to make you one
just go away 

you're so fucking obnoxious
nobody wants to hear you talk shit
better off in a coffin
i remind myself of this often

i'm my own worst enemy
when i look in the mirror i don't like what i see
pulled the knife from my back and i just put it back in
i'm no good to me

misery loves my company
it's the only i can seem to keep
eyes stay low like my self esteem
and i burn this green like an effigy

(deeprest)
i'm my own worst enemy 
‘least i'm pretty like a centerpiece
but i'm running from these girls like a centipede
i ain't like my life rather live inside a dream
so i infuse my blood with ketamine
baby are you listening to my music yeah you better be
listen to the way i'm always wishing for a better me
i'm my own worst enemy

you never shared (prod. misery)

Lil Hermit 🐚