im a stranger in my home
ive got nowhere left to go
every night im on my own
and i cant fucking focus

i dont want to be alone
im so sick of letting go
so i thought i'll let you know
maybe you'll fucking notice

i dissociate
in the silence of my mind
i can't bear to deal with
the hell which lay outside

im not ok, just go away
im not worth the pain
too much to make
dont waste your breath, im a waste of space
there's nothing left for you to save

stranger「evan jolley」

prod. hum4nbeing
m. arl

swervin raging like a beast under moonlight
everybody lookin but I only need more dosage
2 feel I dun feel weird 2 do anything
my only desire is 2 watch it all burn 2 ashes
always feeling chained when da freedom is given
not a single outlet 
aint nobody 2 trust things been fd up
ppl craving 4 that daylight but it only kills me
n I wont b known or loved I kno 4 certain
like a chess on da chessboard they'll replace u anytime
w a btr 1 or a 1 looks more expensive
b not a warnin tired of ur bitin or barkin
if dis gun not looking real then it looking cybernetic
i dun feel a single thing i dun even wanna talk anymore
if this worlds ending it must b the only celebration
the more greedy the more I losing
n she b screaming I barely remember
it's the only thing I I've ever needed
that we did it like an animal nothing contains us
I can't stand the way she looking at me it brings nostalgia
j like the residues on the table my life s rotten
n I still popping drinking pretend 2 forget it all
n the next day I wake up find out everything s still fkd
I prayed but I faded will there b smth left when I'm gone
I heard the nicest curse can I take it as a kind of love u gave me
in the specific place we used talk 2 each other thru the lips
but when I opened my eyes it's whole another world n I'll slowly forget

a/nother [+hum4nbeing]

@infinitymeter + @zumtru

prod @jodie-raygun
twitter.com/JODIE_RAYGUN

art by @zumtru

tim lake & zumtru - dimebag (jodie raygun)

wheel of fortune ft. stella the pixie [mistmurk]

Follow yuki @fuyunoyukisan
Prod. @victor-bomal

angelscure
I left behind all of the things that tried to hold me down 
That's how im living my life
I cant keep wasting all this time that i know i have
My heart is frozen in ice

You cant be the one that going all around the rules
I told you 100s of times
Keep walkin in ur path, you know where you need to go
Its right before your own eyes

It makes me open my eyes
I cant keep being behind
I really hope you don't mind
Cuz im just tryna be kind

This world keeps me standing
But this world tries to bring me down 
There's no more complaining 
Until my world is turned upside down

yuki
난 널 상관하고싶지 않아 네가 무얼하든
난 포기하고 싶지 않아
이 세상이 뭐라하든지 난 나의 길을 걸어가
내일은 없잖아
매일은 똑같아
이게 나의 방식이야
Come in love
Let's be in fall in love
i am in here in love
네 이야기를 들어 줄게
내일 죽는대도 이상하지 않아 이게 우리 인간들의 현실이야
그러니까 그냥 오늘을 즐기자
소중한 시간을 너와 함께 난 보내
Never give up
우주위로 너무높은 우리길은 모든것은 내려다보여


English Translation
(I don't mind about the things they doing)
(I don't wanna give up this way)
(I never mind about what they saying and just go ahead)
(we don't have tomorrow)
(everyday working in same way)
(this is my way)
Come in love
Let's be in fall in love
i am in here in love
(let me listen to what you talking)
(It's the reality of our humans that it's not weird if we die tomorrow)
(So let's just enjoy today)
(I spend precious time with you)
Never give up
(our path too high above the universe so we can look down everything)

Reality Envisage ft.yuki (swan)

@ssaranghae

I keep on walking until i stain my shoes
Just look up at the sky until we're turning blue
The little things that retain the truth
Don't try to choke me out, just let me be there for you

Just let me there for you

I don't get love so i think i need to move
Yea, didn't make my face, no i didn't make the rules
How much more do i need to fucking prove
Yea, I'm just tryna love but maybe I'm a fool

Let Me Be There w/saranghae (saranghae)

bleed exclusive

vocals by @allenafs + @1anesthesia

prod by @pearlblade

mix + master by @user-947857405 (hum4nbeing)

art by @chubbyglock

no devotion - allenafs + anesthesia (pearlblade)

@lil_l1ght
produced by @1ddva + @bleachcraft

[bleaky]

i feel tha crisis in my veins ye in my blood
all the pain i felt it's understandable
pull the bills u payed on the table
i knew u were fake u a moron
and I mourn loud
6 feet deep under lava
ye im down low down low 
nails black like a diva 
Cuz I'm doin it raw 

and my swag immaculate like the damn sky 
i pull up last time like a good damn allie 
murder she wrote that's what she said 
got a lot on the vault u gon heard none 
i feel like an angel I feel like a nun 
i b shooting on the opp like I'm canon 


[light]

talk me
feel like a diva
あいつらはみんな
無理してfeel down
俺らは実感
してまたmidnight
繰り出し既視感
与えてるNinja
君の考えてること俺にすぐtext me
i'm a diva 暗闇から救いだすmedicine
bad bitch b b bad bitch ur bad bitch
There's only one way for us to be saved
me and bleaky is bro
ur face is feel like a stone
俺たちだっていつかはSTAR
手に取るDiamond or Crystal in a store

diva +lil light (ddva x bleachcraft)

Why did you tell me that?

I love you all, thanks for waiting for me. <3

--

@squidemoji

ended up here again last night...
caught me in a good mood, thats fine
but i dont really know why youre here.

it took everything i had to try to forget
and every sleepless night i blame on you.

you wanna see me bleed?
i guess this time ill take a picture.
you wanna take your leave?
cut out my heart: here's the scissors ✂️

nothing i say has any meaning.
you wont catch me crying
when it happens to you. 

@ultravialit

(yea)

(yea yea yea yea)

(you know it x2)

(lets go in x2)

you caught me in a good mood

(bwah)

came through like good looks

(yea)

hanging off every word like good books

(yea)

serve it up very rare like good cooks

(yum)

woah!

(di di di di)

(la la la la)

i feel lit

(its lit ummm)

like who i be if i wasnt this

(huh?)

i pick up pieces with chopstick

(yah)

i put on brave face i got this

(gosh)

clock spin like beyblade let it rip

(what)

whoa im feeling it

(im feeling it)

because without you there would be no me legit huh

the look on my face when your walking in yuh

(its lit its lit its lit)

@squidemoji

its do or die!
its live a lie, or fantasize!

i know what i want and what im worth
its not much, but ill come first
this time, for the first time!!
trying something new, learning how to love myself

i really LOVE my friends! <3
theyve been with me through the worst times
want them to live their best lives
everything is beautiful, forget about my past life

caught me in a good mood w/ ultravialit (dercept)

https://music.apple.com/us/album/sunflowr-single/1674526066
https://open.spotify.com/album/2Dk7IahfGgRdiVfgTrR4ep

a song dedicated to you.....
               i love u...

lyriczZ

tell me are we still in this ?
cant even do it without u   ●︿●
tell me who's doin dis ¿
to my heart 
n its all true
walk around fixed face like statue
n ill always remembr dat sunflowr tattoo  (︺︹︺)
ooo dat sunflowr tattoo
last summr in my backyard
u didnt have a clue
that i loved you....
that i loved you...     (つ﹏<。)
you didnt have a clue...

tell me are we still in this ?
cant even do it without u   ●︿●
tell me who's doin dis ¿
to my heart 
n its all true
walk around fixed face like statue
n ill always remembr dat sunflowr tattoo   (︺︹︺)
ooo dat sunflowr tattoo
last summr in my backyard
u didnt have a clue
that i loved you...
that i loved you...     (つ﹏<。)
u didnt have a clue
that i loved you...

《 sunflowr 🌻 》〔p. garasu〕

@ultravialit

all these words they hurt me bby
acting like im tough but lately
it's rly rly getting to me
im not that strong as you may think
can u can u get closer to me
cuz i can't really be now lonely
everything is falling on me
everything is dooming on me

ah aaah

(in czech:)

stejně se chytám každé naděje i když ona falešná je

a aaah

a to že obtížnost je hardcore neznamená že nedá se

ultravialit:

keep ur head up do what u believe in
almost there just keep on reaching
ask me why i got my reasons
my life really has no meaning
so i had to give it meaning
mistakes i just keep repeating
that was then this a new season
heart still beating I'm still breathing

uh oh if i cant go on i will go what hope i have i will hold on to
uh oh if i cant go on i will go on heart on my sleeve what its sewed onto

pretend to be fine when im not
its taking all that i got
all that i have so that i can hold on
really these days i can barely go on
dirty laundry and dishes and so on
zooted out my mind im really so gone
picture of perfect im really so not
i took an l and another so what
almonds and cashews i really go nuts
i hit the bottom can only go up
keep your friends close and dont make the mistakes i made karma is really served up in cold blood
shredded confetti my wrist is a deli just look at the scars on my arm all cold cuts
too late to save put a foot in the grave if you feel like a lost cause, don't. there is no such

"repeats"

keep ur head up do what u believe in
almost there just keep on reaching
ask me why i got my reasons
my life really has no meaning
so i had to give it meaning
mistakes i just keep repeating
that was then this a new season
heart still beating I'm still breathing

uh oh if i cant go on i will go what hope i have i will hold on to
uh oh if i cant go on i will go on heart on my sleeve what its sewed onto

if i cant go on i will go on heart on my sleeve what its sewed onto
if i cant go on i will go what hope i have i will hold on to

stranger「evan jolley」

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