u turn me on (but u give me depression)

Kissing Death

Curiosity Killed the Moth

Exit Plan

The Emptiness Machine

A Whole New Sound

Let It Go

I am still alive
Said, I‘m fine
Don‘t worry about me I‘m just
Loosing my mind
Need some time
To survive
Cause I wish I was dead
Like her, she is dead to me
 
My mind is like the evening sky
I drown in the purest blue of all times
I bury her next to unwritten stories
Don‘t want the other bodies
The only thing I ever wear is black
Mourning hers, cause she is dead to me
(Like the evening sky, blue) 
(She is dead)

They want
Me to move on
To stay strong
But my demons tell me I‘m not worth
My own time
Melancholy 
Sets me free
I don‘t want to die
By now, but she is dead to me

My mind is like the evening sky
I drown in the purest blue of all times
I bury her next to unwritten stories
Don‘t want the other bodies
The only thing I ever wear is black
Mourning hers, cause she is dead to me
(Like the evening sky, blue) 
(She is dead)

Haunting, she‘s haunting me
To the others she‘s alive, they don‘t know
Haunting, she‘s haunting me
They don‘t know I killed the phantasy

My mind is like the evening sky
I drown in the purest blue of all times
I bury her next to unwritten stories
Don‘t want the other bodies
The only thing I ever wear is black
Mourning hers, cause she is dead to me
(Like the evening sky, blue) 
(She is dead)
(Like the evening sky, blue) 
(She is dead)

Dead To Me (Demo)

I was never over you 
But I pretended I was 
To get my shit together and move on 
But I'm still all over the place, curled up on the floor 

I imagined lots of times
What I would do if I met you in the street 
But I never thought I'd quietly smile back
Didn't make it home til tears started to blur my sight
And I wished I could just disappear 

You're still pretty, I still turn my head
When I pass you, some things never change
I'm still pitty, I still cry for you 
You don't want me, some things always hurt the same 
(Still pretty...)

I'm still in love with you 
But I like to pretend like I'm not 
Because I still feel like a traitor 
To make it all about me when you never wanted to be part of this


When I was home, I tore so many songs apart 
I was so mad I still start shaking when I see you 
I now keep the shreds in a box in my shelf
But I won't burn them cause I swear 
I could put the pieces back together 

You're still pretty, I still turn my head
When I pass you, some things never change
I'm still pitty, I still cry for you 
You don't want me, some things always hurt the same 
(Still pretty...)

I ripped out my heart, spilled the blood on the pages
What if you don't care if I'm dead or alive?
Even after all this time, after everything what happened 
I still wish I could just be a friend
Im jealous of everyone who sees your face today 
I wish it would've gone another way 
Wish I was straight 


You're still pretty, I still turn my head
When I pass you, some things never change
I'm still pitty, I still cry for you 
You don't want me, some things always hurt the same 
(Still pretty...)

Why did I fall for you?
Don't want to fall for you 
But I fall for you 
Over and over again...

You’re Still Pretty (Take I, Demo)

Infos suck. I can't really sing, but I write a bunch of songs to make up with my messy inner life and here is where I put the finished ones. Have fun.

Dead To Me (Demo)

Lilith Maddy Lee

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