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T̨ͬr͖̒ŷn̰͎nȃ͗ ṱa̎̓k̺e͝ ov̘̗e̦r̔ m̠e b͉ͪut͇͕͝ I’m s̺͈̉tilĺ̄ theͬͩͅ ho͘s̩͔ͧt͞ 
G̼ó̐t̿t͠a f͕̓͋o͛ͫͫcus̗̾ u̵͆̅p͑ͅ l̰ik̜͐e iṱͭ͝’̂̓s͟ g̺ȅ̵ttͅin̉ͣg_̀ t͕̗͛o c̻̙ͅl̍o̖ͮsẹ̲ͥ 
 Ća͙̐n’t e͍s̓͆̄c̗̥̄a̋p͚ě t̸̜h̠̗e̦̍͊s̓͆͞e͝ th̆o̰ͦ͠u͔̒ͭg̭͖̎ḩ̣̈tͦș͂ͥ b̹̂͊u̅ͪtͧ͛ sti̡͘l̺lͯ̉ be̦͌ͯt̅tër t̰̼̏h̓̈ḗ͟ń̬ m͆o̳st̋ 
I sͮ͑ti̡̓l͍̙̞l̶͆ fͧe̲͑e͓̓͟lͭ̒ͪ i͘t ļ͖̘ik̬͉͞e̸ͣ̆ s̠̭ͭô̟m̴et͚̖͑ḫ̓ỉ̦͘nͨg ìs̶ͪ̌ īṋ̣̣ m̨̭̾ý w̲̒̽a͍͂͢y̻
  T̼̖ͯry͒́͜ṇ̈ná̄ kee͓ͩ̀p̣̆ m̲ͤ͌e̯ͬ ḯ͉n̏ t̑h̕e͇ p̖͔ą̄s̎̓t̫̒͠ l̘͓͡ik̔ͥ͡e i̳̓̽ț̰ ẅ̗̻o̤͙n’̎̓t̃ sh̬ö́w̟͐ me wha̹͎̕t̞̃ 2̴̢͘ s̭̀a̦̎̅y͙͒ 
G̎o͙t͙ͨt̋aͨ̇ fo̡͙͖c̬̞us o̫̤͟n the̬̙̍ l̝̾i̝͔͡g̈́̚h͉ͮ͜tͭ li̪k͉ͮ͋e p͕̦̅ļ͖sͦ d̒͘ơ̓ n̬̂o̔̔͒t̠͐ͮ j͎͂̅u̹ͥͅs͡t͑́ l̮̊e̞͒t̞̒ͪ iͤt̪̙ f̐a̛̬d̴̽e
  Fe͜el̺ͧ l̪̯̈ik̙̥͟e͓ I̲̦’v̓e bͧͣe̴e͗nͦ s̓t_̛̫û̞̱ck͐ͥ h̄̃̊eȓ͟͠e̔͗ to̢ l̠͡oͧn͕̈͠g lìk͚ͧ̀ė Į͇͞ do̟͡n’͞t è̈v̱̹̟en̥̞ ẁ̝̎a̕n̶ṯ̊ tͣ͘ͅo͍̪ p͔l̢͈aỷ̂ 
T̢̟ŗy͔̗͗nn̬ͫ̑a d͌̔r̥͌ow̟ͩn mͥ͟e̎̀̀ in t͖̆hͧe̒ ǵŕ͙ą͟y 
   Ǐͅm͓̣ ju͎͌̈ŝ_t̃͟͝ tͩ̃ͥr͇͇͋ynͮn̶̩̍a̫͗ fee̥̬̰l̵̿͝ o̐k̏  
S̬h̨̧ou̫ͫlḍ̳̒n̿͂’́̋ͅt͆͛ è͐v̸e̲̤n câ͕r̭̳ͯe̻ b̋͡o̤ͥ́u͎͕͂t͗̉ t͓̐ha̳̘͌tͮ 
   W̢ͭhe̩ͭnͫ͘͟ m͠y̺ ow̛̠ͯn̊ ṭ̳̋h̗ͥou̮ghͮts̴͉ l̋iͨ̓e̩ ţ̖͉ó̠̎ m̖̲̀e 
Sͫ͋ho͖̅͝ų̱̐ld k̔n̲͑͛o̸̫̒w̱ͧ̾ not̥ȟ̯i͂ng͋͌ ḭ̅s̫̏̕ f̋o̗̖r̦ f̞͘rͦ͊ḙ_̄e͙͔ 
  I̗͝nf̝l̤̝̇u̺ͧȇ̈́̕n̞̈̇c̹ȅ t̫̎he͈͞y t͛ṛy͟ to s̄̎way 
Ï̶͔n̠ m̓y õ̥̻wn̏ h͈̤̾ead̹ I̧͈͆’͗m̨ͩ t̘̐̎h̶͖e͖ p̮̂ͦr̛͖͕e͆͊̀y̤ͫ͜ 
  Thͩő̺͊u̮g_͜ht̰š̳̺ t͎̏h͇̎̑at̀ ṫ̮r̞̗͜yn̚na̩͖͞ l̗ͧ̈e͌̀̀a̪̭d me st́͑r͖ͧay̧̿̏  

Ẅhy s̍̈́h̫͂͂ouͥl̠̍͢d I̲ͫ͝ try̢ͫ anͨ́dͥ̅̚ e͍ͮͅvẽ͈̲n͜ fì̼͈t̸ i̱ͫn̨͡ I̜̠ͫ do̅͞n’͖̼̤t̼̩͠ f̲͕̭i̿tͣ i̞̝̓n_̾ wi̚͡th͕̼ͣ m͆y̡͈̐s͎e̊̍lf̢ 
  Wa̪͆y tó̳̚ f̉ő̠cus͔͝e͙d o̦̚͝n̼͌ t͋̃h̪̓̑e̤ͤ m͍i̞̳sͯs̫͛iͥon̷̹ͨ l̥̏͘ik͙̯̜e I̹ d͇̠ŏ̤͠n’̘t̓̓͟ knô̱ͅw̸ͣ̌ nͭo͕̲ͪt̏̒h̨͚̔in̥g̝̈́ ȇ̛l̨̫s̡ͮe͋ 
Tŗ̲͑y̘͞n̔̐n̬̱͌a̛̤̜ a͑̕d͔ͭdͥ̾́ f̤̻͔ue̎͋͜ľ tͦo͓ amb̹̲i̮ͩ͝t̢io̭̤̒n b̯͗̾ű͇͝t Î̜’̎ḿ̟͔ sti̋͠l̓l͍ her̲̲̈́e̾̚ o̽͘n͝ t̑̓͛he̝͑͝ shͣͦė̱̀l̓f̫̎ 
   Kn̙ͯ̒ow̋̕ Iͧ͌ͅ t̲r̨̟̓u̹ͩst̪ u͔͞ b̼̈́͊ṳͭt̘̳̉ d̲͚on’t̯́ k̴nͥ̚o͕ͫ̕w̒̋̓ i̫ͪf͎͖ͧ I c͖a̻̰͢ñ ťŗ͕ͫus̥͟t̐ w͚̺h̟aͩt I͚͠’͔̺͍vͣ̀͗e̐ b͖̋͛eͭė̘n d̷̆̈́ea͂̈́ͨl̛̒ͨt̾͞ 
S͛ee my̨̖͋ w̔ãy̾̊͟ ẙ̬a̝ͥ̈́ t̜̘o t̀̈͡h͔̘̓e͖̍ to̩ͮ̽ṕ̹͡ b͈̤u̔͝t̴͕ͪ I͕̱’͊m̤ s̘͠tͭ͆i̳̗̫ll̞͠ ș͂t̮u̦c̻͝k h̦̺eȓͤ̓e̛ͅ b̥͛ͅeï̧̮n̴̺g l̨͐ȁ͖ͤs̡̿̍t͎ 
  Maͤ͗y̷b̜e̷͆̂ it̗ͦ͌’s f͔͞o͍̟̔r͐ͯ͌ t̆ͧh̻͑̍e b̠̐ͅe͍͐̓t̟ͨt̐́e̯ṙ̜̄ b̯̽u̴tͯ a̖̓t lê̆a̯͚̓sͩ̓͢t̴ I̾̔ g͈͢oͬ͝t̠̊ es͉̋c̛͊apé̠ t̫̫͜h͂̈̇e͆ p̢a̯̟s̋t 
Do̷n̸͌’̱ͦt̴͋ e̼͕v̡̭e_͖n̥̔ c͕͎are̺̾ b̺̻ȍ̽̒uṱ̊͡ c̗̗̉h̪͑ȩ͢d̨͔d̶a̱̘r͓̘ I’̛̥̚m̽ s̒̑o̻ b̀̑ř̴̰o̰̎k̂̆ḛ u c͆͟o͊u̘̝ld̀ call͌̍ ī͕t a͔ f̾͡a̠ṣt 
    I_̟ͅ b̞̙e̵͙ sͤ̀̌p̡̯̽eͬa̹ͮk͇͗ͮin̬g țͥ̌o̸̎ m̙̋̚u̼ch͆ sͣome̶̔͛tim̷̸ͨȇ̌s̛̍͡ k͛n͖̈̍ő͋w t̷͍̎h̉͆a̫̘̔t y’̡̑å͖̠llͧ li̴̝̝k̥̋̍e n̚͢o͐̃ ȍ̟͝n͈̓e͖͑ as̻̽̒ked̲̄_ 
L̇̍̓eas͑͂ẗ I s̰̅p̆ͤ̇eak͒ li͉̤ke wha̬tͪ̊̎ I’̥ͣm g͈̣ͤo̒in̗ͣg͌̑ͫ t͐̊h̊ͪoͪ͟ủ̗gͥ̈́h̶̑ ců̝͊zͪ̿͗ o͔̎f̴ͮͪ ha̧lf o̥͍̹f̱̐ͬ y’all̊͑ ju̬̔̚sͤt̒ aͨcͭt̋ 


    B̡u̲t_̸͞ Ị s̿t̠͟ì̶͇l͚͌ḷ b̶̢̾ę̌͐ h͙o̷ͬ͋l̈ͦͮdin̙̱g͕̗̝ b̢̰̋a̛ͣc͖͛̒k som̐̀eti̶̟ṁȩ̐̽s lͨikͣͭ͜e I̴͙ sͥtͪi̥ll͆͟ g̜̋̊o̸ͭtͤ̇ a̷ͤ m̵̩͟a̐ṡk̜̣ 
Iͯ̚’̏͘m͍͞ st͓̏i̹͆͠l͛ḻ͋ t̢͔͟rŷn͖n͖a̼ lȩ̬ͯa̓r̘͠n̘ t̮o̷͚͠ t̶̳̠est_̾́ m̨y̹̞sͬel̞f t̊oͫ c̄̐͊o̫m̝ͣp̷̧l̏e̶͓͇t̻͘e theͪ̈ tͬaͨ̈s̸̐̂k̹
  K͖n̩ͨ̚oͭw I̐ č̞͘a̮n̸̞ d͎o̪͋́ i͒̆t͓̥ i͈̅f̝̽͆ u͔̹̺ȑ͉̄ wi̵̪th̜̓ me a̮n̥̰̈d͗ ť̯̕h͓̽a̒t̮͂ i͙ͯs̠̣̓ f̞͊or a̲̾ fͪa̵̜c̳t̅̌͑

narr0w

Dove & Serpents((w8me))

paranoid +fijimar [5v X shinju]

prod: @slatepsycho

lyrics:
I could stay with you forever 
be mine and I will surrender 
count our days 
the promises we made 
I will remember 
i could stay with you forever 

pale lips 
sweet embrace 
you look so cute in the snow 
finger tips
they love your taste 
so sweet right here In my arms 

I could stay with you 
frozen here in the snow 
don't end this moment too soon 
no rush for us to get back home 

i will wait for you
i would wait for you 
i will wait for you 
i would wait for you

i will wait for you (slatepsycho)

tunnel vision w/ aquariiius (kukyo icey)

all4u*

luv spells

V4mp4ever

BxdIntenxions

"I Would Do Anything 4U, She Said That My Soul Is So See Thru"
 
Ft. @sanriorose
Prod. @outby16 @prod4am

Art: @toruwu

SEE THRU (Ft. d0llywood1) [Prod. Outby16 + 4AM]

WAKEUPDENiGEEK 🥱🤓[PROD NOTAMACHINE]

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