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ft @benxni
prod @recyclexbin

death metal ft benxni [p. recycleBin]

are we falling in luv? - Lil Kuudere & JohnDoe (dgtl)

prod @ne0hn
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my fears r gettin older
new me is getting colder
why cant i face my feelings
gotta fix myself

i wish i could be like you
all the things that we could do
to you it doesnt matter
im done my life is shattered


you cant say sorry like i do
i cant be honest like u do
i always end up like this
i know it was something special
im always blamed for something
u could have done it better

doesnt matter (neohn)

songs: 
S3RL - MTC
kuudere - let me get this off my chest

S3RL mTC fLIp

bury these memories w/ @calumecs
prod by @lileffort

bury these memories (feat. calum x) [prod. lileffort]

https://youtu.be/L5j9FVasqAU

Lyric

I feel low  I don't know why I'm doing this
I just wanted to be happy
who I'm i looking for now
who I'm i looking for now
考えてもキリがない
簡単には手を伸ばさない
so let's not think about it right now

I just wanna one time
maybe I'll be happier in my dreams
how can I escape from suffering?
but maybe this pain is what makes me happy
but I'm still afraid of getting hurt again
俺らいつも探してるdoor
見つからずに諦めるのは
きっと良くないっていうことは
わかってるはずなのに
I didn't know taking a step could be so scary
I wanna be mysterious, like a fairy
I'm sure that's what I wanted
ppl will never understand u
i made a mistake now I'm trying so hard
ここで終わるわけないLIFE
too the next 俺らはやるしかない

I feel low  I don't know why I'm doing this
I just wanted to be happy
who I'm i looking for now
who I'm i looking for now
考えてもキリがない
簡単には手を伸ばさない
so let's not think about it right now

Who Am I Looking 4 Now? (death)

songs mix&mastering:Miraie

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll

prod:shinju&garasu

lyrics:

[hook:ididntcry]
エンドロール もうさよなら？;
(映画のような)物語にならない二人なら
君のことは解らないままで
ふたり泡になって
僕ら海の中へと沈んでく
御伽噺みたいに

[verse:miraie]
Ever since I left you and move on
I-I-I've been living life all alone
Gather thoughts in my head and write a song
Lost everything yet I won

Missed you, no I don't
I loved you, but you're gone
君がいれば 他にもいらない
いつまでも 今すぐ君に会いたい

Put the drugs aside, I got family to take care of
Looking at the news got me terrified, I'm horrified
And my heartache has been nullified, I feel satisfied
Now put my feelings on the side, I just want you hold me tight

Girl let me show you, 
I know I'm not qualified to be someone that loves you
I know that it's tough, but it's a wall I need to get through
デートの時がちゃんと覚えてる
どこにいても君を探してる

Forever ++miraie(shinju×garasu)

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trying a new sound dis time,, hope u like it :3..

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p.s.
ib: @brakence

((lyrics))
call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im fa-

and everyday is mess,,
feelin' anxious
got the butterflies in my stomach..
and the fact tht u been distant
i wonder where i went wrong
can u tell me the problem..
we'll fix it 2gthr
pls dont tear urself apart..
i'll find the pieces
and put u right back
then you'll nvr be alone again..

a lifetime of regrets is not enough
to tell u how im sry for turning out this way..
lord knows how much i tried to die
but it never works out
cuz ur always on my mind..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

its so cold..
its so cold no..
its so cold
its so cold no..
on my own..
on my own now..
im so cold on my own no..

its so cold no..
on my own now
everytime i try to hide
you pull me back out..
imma blackout
chip in everything i got
cnt look back now..

i jus cant get the words out of my mouth..
and all the times i speak my mind, 
it just always goes south..
no im not proud..
ima pop a bottle
to keep my thoughts from getting too loud
day in day out
my mind corrupts me..
i cnt keep up w this shit..
ur face in my dreams
ik its not real
ik its not real..

so everyday i wake up to the same shit..
go to school from 9 to 5
i cnt take this..
i feel so trapped in my mind
cant tell who i am
but the sound of ur voice is the only thing that resonates with me
in my head,,
coalesced
my emotions' been repressed

i need u here,
ur the light in dark
help me fight off all my fears..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

im falling apaaaaaart~!!!!
*lets feelings out*

blackout*

me&bons edit&mix:@miko_wrld
mas:kuudere
prod. recycleBin&Rodmadeit

[hook:Ididntcry]
ここは天国みたいで 何でもあるけど 
なにも欲しくない
君に教えたその後は
翼を広げて空に飛び立とう
痛い 痛い まだ 痛い
居たい 居たい ここに居たい
どれだけ離れてても
僕は帰りを待ってるよ

(place's like heaven
Everything's here
but I dnt want anything
After I taught you what I know
I'll spread my wings 
and take off into the sky
It hurts, it hurts, it still hurts
wanna stay stay stay
No matter how far away we are
I'll b waitin 4 u to back our home)

[i9bonsai]

i dont wna run away
but i know that tht its better then rn if i stay
take it all rn dnt wait
if ur gna do it anyways

i cant kp this on n on
weve been doing this way2long
time rewinds n stops so wrong
i dnt even want ur love

i dnt wna say more then this
n i just gta get a grip 
cuz if i dnt,, its gna b the same sht

[kuudere]

You’re the only thing I can see
A silhouette that’s just you and me
Why is your smile so heavenly
But brings me to tears each time that you speak?

Let’s Fall apart then love again
A feeling that I can’t compare
It hurts to breathe
Heaven take me please
Take me back to when it was you and me

If I could dream of anything I want now
I’d be scared that I’ll never wake up
If I could have anything I want now
It would be to be in your arms

Why does Love make me fall apart?
Wonder off deep in the dark

Heaven ++i9bonsai&kuudere(recycleBin×Rodmadeit)

prod. KuttaraNeru (@after_eating) ft. 8485 (@pincode8485) + hatsune miku
additional mixing by @luvoxx

S3RL mTC fLIp

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