Its hard to say goodbye, Im always sleep deprived, Its so hard to say that I’m okay when I’m so dead inside, I never wanna try, I’m barely getting by, I guess its just the way i tell myself i wanna die!.” 🔥🔥💯 Feels u on that one!

the king of legends 👑 bro ur mixing is still mind blowing to me ong

artwork by n1ghtf0rce
produced by dercept

scars in her eyes (dercept)

music (prod. vito)

*:･ﾟ･nothing has changed*:･ﾟ

@lilkuudere
@jufie

They don’t care what I say 
I’m always fucking lonely
Wish I could go away
Then maybe you will love me
These drugs inside my brain
The insides fucking ugly
I never feel okay
I guess I’m never lucky


My Body starts to rain 
It’s Looking kinda bloody
Im sippin on the drank 
My cup is kinda muddy
sometimes I gotta pray
The world will always fuck me
I really wanna stay
But life is not so lovely 

I always cop the blame
Anxiety is peaking
I’m never feeling safe
See spiders in the ceiling
There’s nothing left to gain 
So what the point in breathing?
I wanna fucking change
And give my life a meaning

SPOTIFY

*:･ﾟ･UNLUCKY *:･ﾟ(PROD. JUFIE)

STAY BY MY SIDE (PROD. CXLD BLXXD)

highly influenced by "Ctrl Alt Delete 777" - deko :)

+= xtc ;# =+

u've been lying to me since the first day
I keep telling myself its gonna be okay
but u dont even love me its nothing to be enough ey
feeling all alone im the same and we on the first yaya

xtc is all that I took and im still a mess
and im feeling like u dont even know what im on since last
crying everyday im not telling this to be mad
I dont get why u dont want me to be, ow im sad ya

❣❣❣

xtc ;3 (prod. snorkatje)

girl next door +heads (shyburial)

@amadxus
@y4ndere

every time it always ends the same
my insecurities just needed space
i thought that you would understand and wait
so why're you moving on like everything's okay?
You don't understand a thing I try and say
and when I say I'm sorry it's too fucking late
I know how you're feeling cause i feel the same
So just look at my face now
And tell me you luvme
Don't say that it's too late
Just tell me you want me
Just say that you'll still wait 
The future still haunts me
but you make it okay
I hope that you call me
addicted like cocaine
Each time that you're falling 
ill be there to catch you
and when the rains pouring 
I'll be there to wrap you
When you laugh I laugh too
When you crash I crash too
Don't care if the worlds ends
as long as i have you

Is it all in my head?
Sometimes i wish i was dead
Sometimes i cannot get out of my bed
and when you're brought up i just miss you again
You're stuck in my head
You're playing over and over
will i get any closer?
I want to forget
I wish ide never of known her
I'm forever a loner

luvme :･ﾟ･✭(amadxus yandere)

@shr1nemaiden

she keeps my feet down like gravity
It's hard to see how she tries to see. 
I see now that luv is bad for me
and you're glad to see
i can't keep down the feelings deep
in my chest now it's hard too breathe
I breathe out the words you said to me
Why can't you let me be?

let me be
don't let me be x6

each night when i sleep
you're all that i see
each time when i feel down
you're all that i need
oh i wish i could be everything that you need
oh i wish i could see everything that you see
forget like a dream, come back in a week
each time that you're brought up 
it's harder to speak
oh i wish i could leave but you know that i'm weak
it's getting harder to breathe when you're not next to me

until next time ☆( shrinemaiden )☆

to everyone new and old who've been supporting me. thank you :)

production: noki @nokiyzu
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:
just a while ago, i was callin your phone
hitting you up all night, saying:
“i love you, goodbye”
now all our texts are so dry
but at least my streams going high
i really do not know why :/
it’s so funny you’re talking to me
when you see me, moving like stocks in the scene
don’t act like you know me
if you see me on your feed

fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me
fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me

yeah i spent all my nights
stayed up, writing these fucking lines
wasting my energy and time
(god damn, i really need a life)
just know that i will never fold
cuz i got me and all my bros
strapped up and ready to fucking go
if u keep talking shit, you hoe
shout out to all my goons
kenny, gage, eric too!
the real adventure was the friends i made so far it seems.
you’re all i fucking need.
you’re all i fucking need.
(except for you bitch. fuck you! :D)

fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me
fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me

stream <3

twitterloser (noki)

@lilkuudere
produced by me
art by @ tatsupino1 in twitter

i used to think tht we were meant to be
call you everynight and then i'de wake up to you texting me
but now i see you as the enemy
now i couldn't give a fukk cause everything is dead to me again
you were leaving me on read but im guessing what you said
i'm guessing i was never gud enough so why don't you confess?
that i was just a pest
maybe it's for the best
this took a little time but now i'll get this off my chest

i hope life kicks you in the head
blow your brains untill there's nothing left
that's what you fucking get
for moving on and fucking with my friends
i'm not wishing you the best
i hope you fail at everything like it's a test
i hope your job is shit and everything's a mess
and you think about me when there's nothing left

let me get this off my chest

prod by me
@lilkuudere
@uhohkawasaki
original song: iris - goo goo dolls

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