i felt hope again. the world got brighter man. I don't even know anymore. y'all fucking feel it and get it

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

Ur Dad Has A Gun w/ Shinigami (Prod. Shinigami)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

follow me on twitter @jakkystealurgrl
prod/mix/master by meee

i’m blind 
why’d i get attached like last time 
she been on my brain now i’m tongue tied
ya i’m tongue tied
I don’t even really know why i go try ya
  
and i’m like why  
why is she still on my mind
tried to get her off my recent search but there she fuckin lies again

hey i know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now i want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain ya
give a boi a break like wait 

i’m okay despite of everything
tell her i’m okay despite of everything 

Pull to the side I don’t think you wanna know
how I feel I’ll shut before u wanna go 
I been thinkin’ bout the rest   
I’ve been doing better drugs i’ve been blownin up a check ya 

I don’t even need this now
she just make me feel a type of way somehow 
I don’t really wanna give in quite yet but god i kinda know 
she don’t even love me so I gotta go… whoa

hey I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait 

I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait

Give a Boi A Break

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good

or am I wasting my time
thinking you might come back 
and make this right
tasting blood when I bite down
miss you so much right now
wish I didn't find out 
all the shit you did
all of our promises are you heartless
I find solace in memories against the truth
me and you we weren't meant to be
god damn I wish the memory would leave

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good
(jon)
about to take it all
just too far now
show the whole world who you are now
I remember how you raised the bar now
with all that hate laying in your heart now
I let you get close to me
you're not what you're supposed to be
wish you never noticed me
are you gone for good or am I

heaven didn't seem so far (feat. jon simmons)[prod. BlingBlou]

prod/mix/guitars by @93feetofsmoke

https://open.spotify.com/album/6hoDuvKk6Fe9PtbJfX4ak5?si=vaCaWRBdQBaBF7mG93Eylw

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit 

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it
stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

landing sketchy now

LAST RANDOM SINGLE BEFORE ALBUM 

prod/guitar/mix/master - @youngburial

ur there every time i die

make up [prod. greaf]

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QH2GEFDlSEE

@93FEETOFSMOKE x @youngburial 

threw away my weed on accident
then i fell asleep on accident
trippin acid with my dad on accident
oops i just got sad on accident
fell asleep at the wheel on accident
hoping i don't cause an accident
just fell down the stairs on accident 
forgot u don't care on accident


ten toes up i tripped on the bottle
hope u don't notice
i cracked my phone screen on the sidewalk
just recycled my passport, the sun burnt the dashboard
my transmission broke and i almost got in a car accident
i accidently knowww
i know way too much
i know way too much
oh nooooo
i accidently kno- 
trash man trash man throw me out 
i came from the swamp
track mud through the house

trash man trash man throw me out 
i came from the swamp
track mud through the house
sandman sandbox, buried treasure  
mmmnnm

and i dont need to fall against the wall
and bruise my knee again

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fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE - scraped my knee on accident (pt. iii) [video out now link in desc]

draco throat


old songs on
soundcloud.com/alliknowispain

heaven didn't seem so far (feat. jon simmons)[prod. BlingBlou]

LIL NARNIA

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