https://open.spotify.com/album/311i6QeJDrlbm8ttWEDMk8

feat and mixmaster stogie

prod shiki xo

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Suicide feat. stogie (prod. shiki xo)

you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain 
and they tell you to stop
run it again 
how you’re better off
girl get away will you carry on
hide your face
 the fuck do you want 
I’m doing me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
I’m doing me just stayin alive
picture perfect pain that I let
cultivate inside of my hands
pull away and scrape what I can
is this what I’ve become
I wanna shed my skin
I wanna watch as you crawl in
and it’s making me sick 
tryna hold this in
you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain and they tell you to stop
run it again how you’re better off
girl get away when you carry on
hide your face the fuck do you want 
doin me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
doin me just stayin alive
What am I doin when it’s all for you and
livin like I’m not human
I know this body’s useless
and the truth is i wanna shed my skin
I wanna watch as you crawl in
and it’s making me sick 
tryna hold this in
you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain 
and they tell you to stop
run it again how you’re better off
girl get away will you carry on
hide your face the fuck do you want 
doin me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
doin me just stayin alive

Pirouette

pirouette (prod. curtains & deadat18)

standing at the edge
i just want out of this skin im in
i want it all to shed

fading like the pain
watch you fall through me
always hang my head when i watch you leave
ill sever the chains find you someday
why cant we just stay where weve been always

so so sad just not right
so fucked up when im up all night
just dont feel the same
all i feel is pain
wanna end my life and i dont know why
always try but it never goes right
guess ill rue the day i ever even said your name
life gets dark and the bridge gets thin
everything stops and the lights get dim
when you coming back
cant you tell me that
always try
always lie that itll get better
just wont stop
make you feel better
cant tell whats wrong
wont be on this earth for long

fading like the pain
watch you fall through me
always hang my head when i watch you leave
ill sever the chains find you someday
why cant we just stay where we've been always
standing at the edge &
i just want out of this skin im in
i want it all to shed

rouge (feat. lil soda boi) [prod. slidinmoon]

we are the night
the system
we are whatever we are
i dont need you tearing me apart
like the image you miss that you caught a glimpse of
i couldve guessed that youd wanna mess up
everything and its always raining
just like a gray cloud while you lay face down
are you okay now

we are (feat. lil kirby & luvange1) [prod. curtains]

tearing at my flesh i hate it
I am encased in a body of skin and bone
staring at my flesh i hate it
I am encased in a body of makeshift skin
staring at my hands afraid of
a skin, a carapace 
left empty and it makes me sick
hate what i see &
i feel defeated
wish i could stay for dawn
but i better not
hate what i see &
i feel defeated
its like theres nothing at all
i'll miss you the most

ghost in the shell
walking through this hell
called life and I dwell
on the time that we fell apart
i hate it
im feeling so vacant
my soul feels so naked
without you im jaded
pick at these wounds 
till i see the bone
deep down i still really miss your soul
I’m feeling backed down
Keep it on the low
Cause I’m so messed up
But I can’t let go

staring at my flesh i hate it
I am encased in a body of makeshift skin
staring at my hands afraid of
a skin, a carapace 
left empty and it makes me sick
bury my body in wisteria

flesh (feat. ava akira) [prod. deadat18 & curtains]

@lilxlotus

~I'll Pack My Bags~ 

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back 
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y 

ColdWorldGang

YungJZAisDead X Lil Lotus - My Switchblade Is My Wrists Best Friend

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 
produced by & featuring @yung-jza-shawty
also featuring @ihateshinigami
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 
lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-healix-counting-broken-hearts-lyrics
my verse mixed by @t6kana

2017 Singles Pt. 2

Counting Broken Hearts 💕 (w/ YungJZAisDead & Shinigami)

(LYRICS)   ft @hammy     prod. @droozzzy
ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling
laying on the floor and the walls r moving closer

writing these songs just to get it out
i can see my own life and its fading now

      
I can see my own life and it's fading
I can see my own life and it's

life keeps fading 
mind is always racing
out in public 
hide my face 
like im Jason 
got the razor on me
if you hating
got my team around me
we just hanging

we just posted 
smoking potent
my hands are shaking 
I hope she doesn't notice 
I hate my mindset
it's hard to focus
when everything fucking seems so hopeless 

I don't want friends
I just want the end
I just wanna rest 
spend the day in bed 
I'll lay here till I'm dead
can't get out my head 
It's cause I'm trapped inside
It's such a lonely night

I live a lonely life
half the fucking time 
I don't feel alive
I know it's not alright
but I don't have the drive
to do anything
motivation inside 
keeps withering


ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling

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used to it +hamilton (prod. droozy)

shinigami x ppgcasper - ghost town [prod. shinjin]

i sense when u freeze up, tell me whats the rzn
i can b a diva and u cant keep a secret
and i think yr complacent so i dont wanna stay
tell me im complaining 2 much when nothing seems 2 change
and i rly hate the way that we r
but i luv u so i dont wanna cause any harm
is it my name that youve been scratching into yr arm?
it isnt ok but u kno how 2 stop the alarms
when they go off, and u just wanna blow off
everything i bring up so i just sit alone in the dark
and u show off cuz u dont want me going very far
and u show off im not going far
im a secret, u dont wanna keep it
seems im only yrs whenever its most convenient
can u say u luv me, only if u rly mean it
broken down so many times im still in pieces
ride me like a carousel, i could make u dizzy bby
i got all these study drugs, im going 2 use em and
i mite fry my brain 2 mush, she mad i put dope in it
i dont think ahead no more no i dont even hesitate
i miss her face, she m.i.a. like i dont kno her
ive made mistakes, u break me babe cuz im not sober
but i wish i was 4 u and me
but i cant change shawty, gotta chase this dream
i been wearing the same fit for like a week
i been doing the same shit and its all on me

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

stranger

draco throat


old songs on
soundcloud.com/alliknowispain

pirouette (prod. curtains & deadat18)

LIL NARNIA

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