Produced by https://soundcloud.com/livingpuffy

lyrics:
I love you but you fucking haunt me 
I don't know why you had to rob me 
I love you but you fucking haunt me 
You stole everything that I ever loved 
Left me with pain never feeling enough 
Why did you do this to me 
Why did you ruin me 
You broke me into tiny little pieces 
But the world would never know 
Because you don't want me to show 

You destroyed me 
Are you happy now
Push me to the ground 
But you seem so damn proud 
Body exhausted and I’m so afraid 
I hate the way you took my life away 

Closed off from the world 
My mind in a constant swirl 
I'm stuck in a drought and i can’t get out 
No one ever hears me when I scream and shout 
Pages filled with so many thoughts 
It hurts so bad and I need it to stop 

I love you but you fucking haunt me 
Ghosts of my past but at least they want me 
They come to my dreams, no they don’t bring peace 
A nightmare it must be 
I was so young I just wanted your love 
I just wanted to be good enough 
Why wasn't I ever good enough

i love you but you haunt me (prod. LIVING PUFF)

+how tf+ feat. sendflowrs prod. thislandis

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

lyrics:

i feel the weight
on top of my chest
im laughing at the ceiling
soon i'll get to rest
im better off dead
ima waste of a human
talk loudly
i can't hear you
im bound by things
that im scared to
face
no i'll never get away
i hate 

im slowly
slowly
losing time
im so damn sorry
that im sick of life
and please dont ask me
if im alright
i got nothing left
to sacrifice

i think im really too insecure
gonna push you all away
so i dont make it any harder
you'll do fine anyway
and i know that to be true
we all wanna be special
but im afraid that im mental
and i'll lose it all
i watched both of you scream
and fight it out
and now you both expect me
to figure it out

things in my chest

things in my chest.

Landn Amour -  Poseidon @thecxdy @thismtthw

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here goes nothing

lyrics:

it's funny how right when she wouldn't talk to me anymore
it's you that answers the phone, dad
it's weird that it's weird to hear your voice, and
i know that you're busy as fuck, and
that you're not that proud of your son, and
didn't wanna answer my call, but
you still did, and for that i love you
i'm a fuck up
and i drained the well dry
runnin the streets, you were lookin for love
and you couldn't find it after my mother
i'm the same way, i need another
sickness tore all of us apart and
way too big of a heart for your chest, but
way too much on your shoulders to rest, you
run from baggage you left unaddressed, and
i relate 'cause i do the same thing
your son, and that shit's amazing
i'm sorry shit had to get fucked up,
i never meant to betray you
one year since we spoke on some real shit
i just hope i say the right things
i only dialed you 'cause i thought this time maybe you'd answer me

yeah
maybe you'd answer me
yea.. 
maybe you'd answer me

spotify

letter from your son (prod. cxld blxxd)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
Mixed And Mastered By Hazenova

something i never had (feat. hazenova) (prod. jolst)

-- VENOM lyrics --
(Star - verse 1)
I'm rich as a bitch you can tell by my denim
Pissin and hissin and spitting that venom
Haters take shots and right back where I send em
made a few mill when life handed me lemons
Mixin the lemon and lime wit the Quali 
Rollin my whole body feeling the Molly
Met a new bitch bout to take her to Bali
So pls tell ur girl to stop texting and calling
Ugh, 411 I got some info
This new girl was sweet on the intro
But in the bedroom she a bimbo
Sweet lil shawty turned into a nympho
Ok I’ll break it down simple
I made that cash money my temple
And I just hit that ass so good
she let me bust on her dimples

(Star - bridge 1)
I’m leanin in on the codeine
Then balance it out wit a bean
My watch shinin bright like a beam
I been gettin money since hunnits were green
Yea now I’m picking up steam
Sell lines right off of the beam
My customers actin like fiends
Wallet too fat for my skinny jeans

(Wish - verse 2)
i got me a knife, ima cut up you lemons 
share profit wit my group like vladimir lennon 
i’m cold like a slurpee from seven eleven 
i’m makin my money, when? 24/7
i got me some purple, bro pour up the muddy 
you pussies is clowns, you actin real funny 
dis bitch suck my dick, like my dick is a dummy 
i’m chillin wit star, you ain’t matchin the money
i bust on this bitch i ain’t talkin bout glock 
it glide it don’t click, i might bust down the clock 
you pussies is huddled you stay in a flock 
but we stay on our own we on the way to the top
if you see a star then you best make a wish 
or i might just pull up and fuck on your bitch
she want my dick cause she like how i spit 
wish little bitch yeah you know i’m legit 
i jus spit venom, she spit on dis dick 
you fuckin wit star then the trigger gon click
i don’t fuck witchu, you is not in the clique 
got arambo on my hip it do more than prick
lil bitch!

(Star - bridge 2)
I guess we just wish that ya all would get off of our dicks
Didn't you know that job is for ya bitch
I do what I want I made myself rich
I wear saint Laurent while I make the work flip
I'm not a killer but I'm not my clip
Glocky got 33 ready to split
Your girl so sloppy she using her spit
After she top me I shoot on her tits

(Star - Verse 3)
If you need a lesson then I got the tutors
They hit high marks, yea A+ all my shooters
Even my shawty she strapped wit a Ruger 
I just sip coffee and click my computer
Clickety clicks make me rackety racks
I spend some quick the rest I just stack
I got the Schwab gettin built up so fast
I could sit back and retire my ass
I'm too busy workin
I feel glizzies lurkin
I call up the homies they bringin some heat
They clear out the bando 
Stallone wit the Rambos
Peel out in a Lambo, Pirelli the streets
Stars in her eyes while she makin a wish
She likes rappers way more than you think
So it’s no surprise that she heard our new track 
and DM me that sweet little peach
Amiri the denim I’m spittin that venom 
You prolly should stay out my reach
You know I’m her favorite 
I kill and I savor it
stop bringin sand to the beach....bitch.

VeNoM

VENOM w/ whywewishღ (prod by daysix X kxvi)

produced by me x 93feetofsmoke


lyrics:

sometimes i wonder how i got here
sometimes i wonder why im even trying
sometimes i wonder what i want here
this pain in my chest makes me feel like im dying
sitting all alone in my backyard
so down bad playing guitar
and nobody knows me
im just a ghost wearing all black clothing
walking through the hallway i hear their words
i just ignore it even tho it hurts
it hurts, it hurts x2

middleschool flashback

hi. im lilolliepop, an artist, producer, and engineer
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+how tf+ feat. sendflowrs prod. thislandis

lil ollie pop