death of me (prod. kardia26)

Lyrics:

I sleep with my eyes half open,
phone lit dead texts I’m hopin’
you’d write back, but you ghosted,
now I’m numb and overdosing

I talk slow so the pain don’t skip,
three pills deep, now my hands don’t grip
crushed hope in a plastic bag,
I smile in pics but it’s all just drag

empty script, I’m reading lines
your voice haunts, but not in time
blue pills on the bathroom light
I sleep all day, then die at night

no goodbye, no real end
just me, the drugs, and an ex-best friend
replay loops, can’t get it right
I sleep all day, then die at night

blue haze, clouded lungs,
mirror cracked where I kept my tongue
I bled a note on my palm,
but it faded like the setting sun

said I’m okay, but I lied again
I’m just a ghost with a ballpoint pen

I sleep with my eyes half open,
phone lit  dead texts I’m hopin’
you’d write back, but you ghosted,
now I’m numb and overdosing

I talk slow so the pain don’t skip,
three pills deep, now my hands don’t grip
crushed hope in a plastic bag,
I smile in pics but it’s all just drag

empty script, I’m reading lines
your voice haunts, but not in time
blue pills on the bathroom light
I sleep all day, then die at night

no goodbye, no real end
just me, the drugs, and an ex-best friend
replay loops, can’t get it right
I sleep all day, then die at night

Scripts (Prod. Pyctur)

the less i know the better w/ xipz & chromeheart (prod. pyctur)

it seems like all we had is over now I act like I dont care
seems like i left my heart back in the past just like the love we shared
still can't believe you left it's been so long but I still feel you there
I feel so numb today become so tired of floating through the air


prod. @sorrow_bringer x @prodsecre

floating through the air (prod. sorrow bringer x secre)

Produced by @jawgen

Staring at the wall no plans on the weekend
Waiting for you in the back on the S10
Bros old truck got me all fucked up
Waiting for your call again

Yeah I think back to my old girls
These hoes never knew they were my whole world
I don’t even feel love like I once did
Tweny was a young kid
Tell me why the world gotta take it away from him

Oh oh
I know that you can see right through
And now everything is falling apart again
Wait
Tell me how to take the love that I gave

Oh no
I don’t wanna let you go back to anyone else but I know that it’s just so bad
You never knew this when you went behind my back 

Tell me how to take the love that I gave
X2

Staring at the wall no plans on the weekend
Waiting for you in the back on the S10
Bros old truck got me all fucked up
Waiting for your call again

Yeah I think back to my old girls
These hoes never knew they were my whole world

Tell me how to take the love that I gave
X2

Oh oh
I know that you can see right through
And now everything is falling apart again
Wait
Tell me how to take the love that I gave

Oh no
I don’t wanna let you go back to anyone else but I know that it’s just so bad
You never knew this when you went behind my back

let you go (prod. jawgen)

Produced by @charityhallett

I hope you can understand where I’m coming from
Because there’s no way that imma let this slide
There’s no way
I will forget that night

I could be grown and remember of what we had
I would be selling my soul just to get it back
But it’s not like that anymore
No

For a man that wanna be all on my own
I’m a man who never wants to be alone
I just don’t wanna be your soulmate
Wanna live with no hate 
Against you 
But I still do
X2

all on my own (prod. charity hallett)

Produced by @de-avis

I don’t really have what you need go fish
I know another motherfucker will grant your wish
I hope you found the man
X2

Maybe I get a couple bitches but they wouldn’t be the same
They could never be the same

So tell me why you want me over anyone
I’m really nothing
But to you I’m not just anyone
Maybe I’m something
Yeah

But for a while I ain’t felt the same feeling that you gave me
Hide out somewhere in the forest nothing crazy

Somewhere in the forest like I’m crazy

See it in my cards
You ain’t even there
I used to be a star 
But I never really cared

I don’t really have what you need go fish
I know another motherfucker will grant your wish
I hope you found the man

go fish (prod. de.avis)

in the past fuck wait 
tell the devil come again
but this all heaven sent yeah
see your eyes fucked up 
i aint never gonna stop 
till im stacking that shit to the top

nah i aint really tryna let it fade away
too many missed calls mia
i saw your face in a rainy day 

i want your body and i need it right now 
need it right now 
need it right now

i love the drugs and i need them right now
need them right now
need them right now

nobody
nobody know bout the time
so i roll up bitch im high
with the demons passing by
and they tell me all the time in this shit

keep running you keep running
i wish i could not keep falling
i was off a percocet 
and you just kissed my neck 

i love the drugs and i need them right now
need them right now
need them right now

i was off a percocet
and you just kissed my neck

need it right now (prod. julez)

look urself in tha mirror
u cant be serious 
i was happy for u then
i aint fuckin hearin this
i aint fuckin havin that
everythin i worked for 
fallin down & through tha cracks
everybody dat i loved
& the love i thought i had
is pointless now 
ima failure of a man
i dont know wht happened
or where it started 
but im back here
if that’s life
then i hate it

u cant be serious (prod. pyctur)

i could fuck good 
u gon find out
bby ima grown man
ion got tha time 
im j tryna fuck now
u dont like me 
jus tha way that i sound
so come rn
bby come right here
i wanna bite ur face again 
i saw u last week & i cant forget 
them fuck me eyes
they could change tha kid
& this dick gon change u forever bitch
i wanna know ur language 
dont speak, j look & ill read that
up u go but i pull back
u feel so good pink pussycat
u could scream rn 
i live in nowhere land
she live in cali 
i do it like nobody there can
take a flight from lax to nola southwest 
nohopeshawty i aint ever been like tha rest

pink pussycat (prod. pyctur)

Love the vocal on this one, decided to flip it and I'm stoked with the outcome, enjoy!

floating through the air (prod. sorrow bringer x secre)

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