SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

wasting time

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when theres nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do
every second awake
every step that I take
is another one back
hoping one day you'll ask
if I'm okay
i'll tell you everything if you care to know
what its like in this hell
hoping your doing well
so numb I cannot feel
anything but this guilt inside of me
blame myself for things I can't change
all because of you
I love the way that you fucked me
hate every something that we could have been
again and again and again and again
why can't you just love me for who I am
why am I always so fucking upset
all of my pain and my love is the same
it comes from a place with no one else to blame
other than me its all self inflected
wounds that bleed inside and no one can see
self destruction is such a beautiful thing
how does it feel to watch me suffering
how does it feel to watch me suffering while i'm
wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when there nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do

baby i'm wishing you well
scratching the walls in my cell
the clarity rings like a bell
if only i could say farewell
to the winds that carry me
into the shadows that follow me
they will treat you well
don't forget to carry me
in your heart 
feed my body to my enemies

self destruction (feat. LOCAL ZERO) [prod. Charlie Shuffler]

pink cig - @pinkcig
IG - @pinkcig
TWITTER - @pinkcig

DRUGS WITH MY NAME <///3

(emo fruits)

everytime i see ur face
i get carried away
drugs with my name
yeah it numb all the pain
another u in my room 
but its not the same
another u in my room 
but its not the same

yeah i ball everyday
u know fruits gettin paid
i see pictures on the wall
and its all of ur face
heart broken all fall
in the spring u changed me
anybody that u love
just know it aint me
i know u hate me 
i know u hate me 
yeah i cant lie 
everything is changing
i know u hate me 
i know u hate me 
yeah i cant lie girl
yeah u made me

(pink cig)

i know u hate me 
break me 
replace me 
like u do
u see me waiting
so much of me i give to u

u kno

VIVIWORLD 

drugs with my name w/ pink cig (prod. metlast)

full of fear *p. foxwedding*

jay roll, emo fruits, & john solo - phases (prod. User67)

3 am..... im regretting dropping all of these already

my girl might not like this one

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LYRICS
fruitsworld111
(bear)
tell me im wrong, but i know im right
no i aint here for nothin
leadin me on, fuckin me right
act like we dyin or somethin
i get so stressed, so i just get high
baby im tired of lovin
ridin wit fruits, regrettin my life
til im laid up in my coffin

(emo fruits)
i got ice in my veins 
and my heart in my teeth
they say watch for the snakes
they all crawl at my feet
bitch u aint gang, fuck out my face
i still cry alone
all these bitches hit up my phone
i think i love them all
yea thas all me, they dont love me
baby take my blade, go head cut me
i got ice in my veins 
n my heart in my teeth
they say watch for the snakes
they all crawl at my feet

(bear)
tell me im wrong, but i know im right
no i aint here for nothin
leadin me on, fuckin me right
act like we dyin or somethin
i get so stressed, so i just get high
baby im tired of lovin
ridin wit fruits, regrettin my life
til im laid up in my coffin

BEARSWORLD111

tide of lovin ft. emo fruits *p. xenshel*

Nothing Seems To Go (My Way) (prod By 93feetofsmoke)

you think nobody understands

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you think nobody understands

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