lyrics:
sometimes i feel nothing
no tears in my eye i dont cry
when i feel something
i look inside ask myself why
i should be trusting 
instead of putting aside
 and looking outside
i should stop judging myself 
and just look inside
lookin inside 
don’t play with my mind
im tryn to realign
and read the signs
and just be fine
i dont want you to remind
me 
of whats behind me 
i just want to fly please 
n i just wanna find me

i get so lost in the mess
whenever i try to suppress 
so   i just let everything be 
cuz im trying to live  peacefully

feeling like im floating somewhere 
like im in the air
feeling nothing no cares
all i get is blank stares
 wish i never cared
but i think life is playing fair
get away from despair
its just you so dont compare
  yeah
just look at yourself not the next
your whole existence is a flex
breaking necks
 block yo hex 
didn’t mean to perplex 
but what do you expect   


but you can’t feel me 
you cant even see my view
they just misconstrue 
everything i say and do
nothing new
 out of the blue 
feeling blue  
needa new point of view
really wanna breakthrough
off the acid deja vu
looking back to

all the memories
  i was too extreme
when i cry i would scream
 feel the heat in my bloodstream
now im older sipping heem
in the flow no control
like a tornado
emotions come and go 
but
i just wanna grow 


 positive to negative
used 2 call me senstive
say im so dramatic
life be cinematic
sometimes i can’t manage
but i manage
in the light or offstandish
outlandish on another planet
i just wanna vanish 
in the night all black like a bandit
in the hole where the rabbits go

no feelz (2019)

LiLREZZY