💔3

he said it, i'm too damaged

w/ @scapexgoat


i'm trying my best 
i swear i am 
tryna show you i need you 
i wanna hold your hand 
i've been hurt so fucking badly i forget who i am 
this was never part of the plan 
so can you promise you won't run from me 
cause i'm so scared i'm fucking shaking
it gets hard to breathe
n i'm not used to someone wanting me 
god, it feels so fucking comforting

so pour me a drink
and i'll sing you to sleep 
n he said it
i'm too damaged 
bleed through the bandages
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him
n just to go sleep
have to be off fucking sedatives
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him

[scapegoat] 
i was in the backseat 
looking at my phone
why you never text me
i feel so alone
i just wanted you to stay 
tell me when the fuck you're coming back
i know i'm so bad
hate to see you like that
tell me why the fuck it hurts so bad
i wish i could save you but i know i can't
how the fuck can i help you,
i can't help myself

bleed through the bandages (w/ scapegoat)

lyrics:

Fate will not favour u dear
Ur lost if u beside me in here
I know its not the news u would here around friends
Because lying just to keep u in here

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her
And I have come to love it here

Clouds fill quick and fall out the sky
Lately it feels like love is just a temporary high
Plus I need a doctor
Cause Every move my body fills me with pain
Hold me close im so cold and ur so warm
Feel my pain and feel my hands take it back from u
If im sad im not sad im just too drunk
Kinda like right now swear I need you right now
We pay the fee to watch the animal
I talk and scream into this microphone
My body feeds on how they lose control
So talk to me and belt out the words u know

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

56 metres (branwen x birkknut)

@harvest @sewerperson

𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴:

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦
𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
𝘜𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴
𝘏𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘺
𝘌𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘈𝘵𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘤𝘰𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴
𝘚𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘖𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦
𝘏𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥
𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘶
𝘚𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴
𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘣𝘶
𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘖𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

SPOTIFY

my everything (ft. sewerperson + harvest)

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

Na Na Na

Act like you've been suprised, girl its wintertime,
that time of year when we fight almost every night,
scream through your lungs that you hate me in every way,
why do I love you and give you my everything

And I gave you everything, I watcher her just walk away..
let me hear something that you've made up, figured my best bets at night getting drunk..

You cannot change me like the drugs do, I wish that I could hurt you again
you dont believe what I say, you're not the one who's hurting.

everyone walked away, was it my mistakes? staring across to the stars as their glistening,
know that im destined for better keep wishing, did this for you I just hope that you're wishing

and I gave you everything, I watched her just walk away (x2)

Drugs

this is not a british accent fuck u

produced by yungspoiler and daks9k

originally performed by 9tails

completely non profit

lyrics:

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies where not a factor
gotta move different cus of outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truths what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get shattered
on my new reboks plant matter
and it coned out raw
smoke that spliff then wrote this song

holding in smoke face
blue man group 
loud way too loud
man it smell like poop
but enough about me
tell me more about you
did your friend text back?
did u link that dude?

treat him like a main or a strong number 2
u about to break with the weight on u
put the faith in him but he always falls thru
lately i just hope that im not that dude
u aint really done nothing bad say u (say who?)
i been getting pew pewed every other song
drop
drop bombs and support gonna cease i guess
profit increase so does everybody's needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off now u fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss ur teeth whats next

im sorry friend
could we make amends? 
its the second call 
but ima call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles concious n spliff
all beside me n the whip

i want decemeber 
there wasnt as many plans
that i felt bad for missing
to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain 
and the subject matter inside
u leave im working
im eager
something i could never hide
something i could never hide
no
no

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive
my thoughts override
as fear overrides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked up
with the blood spit
yuck

some_ missed_ calls_ (yungspoiler x daks9k)

Lyrics:
i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
i'm not myself when you're far away

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
no way, no way, no way

i just sleep, i just sleep, all the time now
staying low, make a peep, homicide now
i can't speak about what's on my mind now
except to these songs and my baby she mine now

i feel like im crazy, im based in my mind now
i'm pacing the corners like shadows in hideout
i'm up and i'm down, when i smile i frown
i'm a mime now, i'm a clown now, i'm a raven in the ground

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
i'm not myself when you're far away

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
no way, no way, no way

Darling

darling

Dead Roses

be my corpse bride, make me feel alive
put me in places people can't survive 

ima zombie a maniac
i can't breathe why wont you text me back
falling in pitch black, i can't see, haunt me back

corpse bride, show me the bright side,
clean my soul baby call me a low life
i'm no average hero baby i'm gonna fly high
writing in my room, guitar and a glass pipe

i'm caught in a bad dream 
a nightmare you're casting
i'm pleading please baby 
just haunt me back x2

be my corpse, make me feel alive
put me in places people can't survive

call me jack skellington, bare bones i shed my skin
pull my heart of my chest, to rest from the pain i'm in

am i foolish to believe, that one day you'd find me
and take my heart from my hand and save me from dying

the weight on my shoulders collapses to floor
lifes a bottomless pit without you to adore

i'm caught in a bad dream 
a nightmare you're casting
i'm pleading please baby 
just haunt me back x2

be my corpse bride, make me feel alive
put me in places people can't survive

haunt me back w/ moonlet (prod. antongxldn)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

@capoxxo
@pvscale
@tracstar__
@brianoconn0r

capoxxo + pvscale - the real me (prod. tracstar + pvscale + redpriest)

prod @oceanonthebeat

let me paint a picture there's this girl that broke my heart
i barely even know her now she's just another scar
she likes the way i kiss but i guess its pretty par
cause she's sleepin' w my friend i caught her wrapped up in his arms

i'm a mess
i'm a man
plus i'm hurting
little ghost in the wall you don't deserve me

i'm a mess inside a man i'm not a soldier
cause every time i close my eyes i wanna hold her

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

little ghost girl, i won't forget you
i swear those eyes are like a portal i could step through
little ghost girl, i'm glad i met you
i swear your smiles so contagious i might catch you

i'm dyin to hold her like every night now
just cryin my eyes out
i been alone in my room with the lights down
like i need you right now

little ghost girl, i wish you'd haunt me
you could trick me make me think you really want me

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

lil ghost (prod. ocean)

produced by @lilsadeyes & @nversad

3 little words come fallin out my face
its the little things you do that get me wishing for a taste
i swear your hips divine i'm fine i'm just gassed
and i cry at night i'm fine, i'm just sad

i feel like rubbish use my room just like a waste bin
i said i love you to a girl then she said nathan
you're my world, you're my everything
i'll be your wife spend my life inside your wedding ring

and yeah it hurts real bad when your lovers turn their back
and yeah it  cuts real deep when they never say it back
and yeah i cried most nights cause i'd lose more than i gain
but that's life that's fine and its always been the same

there's these 3 little words that come spillin out my mouth
when you stare into my eyes i feel my heart beat pound
its a dream, something i can't believe
i been fallin for a baddie but i treat her like a queen

i found love inside a screen
shes the perfect cup of tea
shes the reason i can wake up draw my breath and feel at ease

shes the voice inside my head
sayin everything is fine
everything is perfect when we kiss i freeze time

i finally feel enough now, i don't wanna come down
you're the only girl i think i've ever really loved now
can i be your man i'm sayin like forever
girl i'm really happy that i found somebody better
i'm glad you think i'm clever

you're my everything

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkrzFmxBHVM

prod lee

i know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
i be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad

you miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
and you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood

baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
you be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
you're the girl that i've been fightn for but you think you're the worst

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep
do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be

i can't take it all the pressure on my back
wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
wishin i was everything you wanted me to be

no i can't take this i've been breakin
you stay on my mind
half the time i write about you
i don't wanna try

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
and murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
killin every track like i got a fuckin deathnote

pretty sad (prod. lee)

master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

took you off my lock screen yesterday
said you'd never leave and now you've gone away
and after all this time, still don't know what to say
don't know how much longer i'll keep running away
it's getting harder to sleep now
wake up in a sweat i still see you in my dreams now
don't know how to feel now
cause i thought you'd be right here and now you're not around

so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

haunt me back w/ moonlet (prod. antongxldn)

sadeyes

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