This is sick. Kind all over the place and I love it.

goes hard, love the stops and start back ups, great track

•Vocals by Vails, Taylor’s Diary & RIP.3.7
•Master by Vails 
•Production by Deatheart
•Artwork by Safehaven

(Vails)
Should we talk for a minute, or just let this decay?
Do you ever still wonder why it ended this way?
If I told you I’m dying every night in my head
Would you stay for a moment, or just leave me on read?
Did you mean all those words that you carved in my skin?
Or were they just echoes you never let in?
If I called you tomorrow just to hear your voice break
Would you tell me you miss me or say it’s too late?
Should we talk for a minute?

(Taylor’s Diary) 
I been in my head for a minute now , It’s been so hard tryna figure out  , why you tried to break me you still got in my bones and decayed me , from being the person I am , 


Coulda said that we’re done coulda said that we’re  over , it ain’t like we know eachother sober ,now my heart ain’t gone heal til October , 
I came along from the person I was when I sat down and cried to you, confined to you , 

I never once told a lie to you , even though u did a time or two , 
iF YOU EVER WONDERED WHY WE ENDED THIS WAY , CAUSE YOU NEVER NOTICED I WAS WALKING AWAY, YOU FUCKED UP MY BRAIN AND PUT EVERY TEAR DOWN MY FACE , JUST KNOW THAT IM NEVER OKAY 

(Vails)
Should we talk for a minute, or just let this decay?
Do you ever still wonder why it ended this way?
If I told you I’m dying every night in my head
Would you stay for a moment, or just leave me on read?
Did you mean all those words that you carved in my skin?
Or were they just echoes you never let in?
If I called you tomorrow just to hear your voice break
Would you tell me you miss me or say it’s too late?
Should we talk for a minute?

#emotrap #trap #emo

minute of conversation (feat. Taylor’s diary & RiP.3.7)

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

don't want this to end

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

i see god (touch my body)

p. Dayswake 

Shout out riverkinn, go check out his incredible work also!

Lyrics -

(Swamp)
Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

I feel it inside come control me 
I’m a vessel for you, only you, and you solely 
But do you even really think you know me 
Uh oh 
What did I do again 
An overflow of psyche as the chemicals releases inside my head 
Look around there’s magic everywhere this dance floor is a mess 
Oh 
I think we’re in for a world of surprises and nothing less 
Or at least I think that’s what she said 
Where were you my friend?
And where am i again? 
Again. 
Again.

Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

(Riverkinn)

Had to accept it’s my fault you never called me 
Every night replay the last time you saw me 
Over and over again 
Over my dead body 
The blood that I bled combined with tears that I shed to shred the old me 
Into little pieces 
To releases
Something I could learn to regret 
Fell so far had to wait so long 
For the feeling that I couldn’t debate so strong 
Now I see everything I needed 
Feels so wrong to me

Trance w/ RiverKinn

lyrics:

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

oh you got somethin up on your mind
tell me now and don't waste no time
find me blank with no face i'm blind
fuck me up i'm desensitized, I..

i'm missin california, oh darlin i adore ya
why i try, i'm fried she's lost her mind i hate my type

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

i always saw you at my side until you put me to the sword
fuck my dumb opinions right you're probably getting bored
put the blame on me, blame on me

put put put, blame on me
put put put, blame on me

put, put

i'm missin california, oh darlin i adore ya
why try i'm fried shes lost her mind i hate my type

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

on and off

lyrics:

Draped in this porch light
Is a broken man 
Stained with his guilt wine red thru his hands
These Words that we know
Halt the truth relayed to him
When everything is lost he picks up to start again

Based on his blood sports
I cannot defend
He just picks the brick back up as he stands
Ive been getting out more
Hell be sure to state
But Fuck if I could tell his rage paved thru his wake
When Every single second counts double on this day
Plan ahead for proper use to minimize ur waste
I cant even feel the copper splatter on my face
Id be none the wiser without profile of this taste
In his bruised hand he holds my back teeth
before the dirts layed he stashes more flesh
On this Wednesday im pushing daises
But On this Thursday im pushing roses 

Draped in this porch light
Is a broken man 
Stained with his guilt wine red thru his hands
These Words that we know
Halt the truth relayed to him
When everything is lost he picks up and goes again

Wait and Watch as his mask drops and his face shows
Its just like a mirror of looking at my own
I swear to god its like the last night I was out alone
Just Listen to my insight and stay the fuck at home
Its Big guns on the green line and a tired soul
U could get marked just like anyone u know
Leave his face on him side ways with a black hole
He just blew his brains out the back his fucking skull
Flayed on the stop sign sits his beating heart
Its like the human body get help break and fall apart
So Back into his hiding hole inside the long dark
He Rests until the year is done and halloween starts

Hlwn25 (eric godlow)

BabyFaced (ft Camti)

NIDGAF

prolly a one off but been listening to ericdoa recently n wanted to try somethin similar
couple weeks off for a halloween based drop but better late than never

o and i got the pass from multiple bi/gay homies <3

Lyrics:

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

spark it up
pass the blunt
i can never do enough
she tryna get her hand down my pants but imma pry it off
her guy is kinda upset
he's a little quick to punch
lay him out
calm him down
it's not me who's fucking up

yuh

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that
draw a line yea i bet you'll fuckin toe that
repeat a bar like the shit you said was all that
he can't hit what i do like it's kovaak's
tistic like i'm chris chan 
where my girl at

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that

on and off

sadeyes

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