guys i've released song in a similar style, it's calles "Sober",if someone looking for songs like this u can check it <3

7th grade😞 n now imma senior still hittin

Mellow

Sing To Me Softly

🌙 https://youtu.be/F_gKG9XFnkM
Spotify - https://goo.gl/UmAVYJ
Itunes - https://goo.gl/3Ko2N8
Amazon - https://goo.gl/aL7mth

Call me

Ｃａｌｌ ｍｅ

love is more depressing than depression

favorite track I've made so far thanks for asking

Losing Interest // Shiloh Dynasty

im lost without you [now on spotify]

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

@lilxtraatl <3

[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves 

[verse]
she fucks with my head on daily
she fucked me like she really hate me
she love when I sing her to sleep
I love her so much I can’t breathe when she speak I see stars in my dreams

every girl I talk to hates me
I feel like I can’t even cry I wouldn’t date me
and if you told me that you loved me you were faking
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking so,

I don’t even cry no more
but, lately I been cryin on the floor, like
I don’t even want this life
why, does it have to so bright

I, know
i, know
i, know

you're not alone
[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves

[verse]
yeah i know i'm not alone but it sure does feel like
everyone hates me i just don't feel right
and you said, you're not alone, but when i show up there's no one home

its not easy believe me, when i'm standin' right here and you still can't see me i'm, in your ear but you still can't hear me i'm, speaking truth and you still don't believe me

i've been broken before and i'm broken again
i guess i'm being punished for my sins
lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
only they understand me in the end

you're not alone

not alone w/ lil xtra (prod. boyfifty)

9tails - never change

kina - baby youre worth it [slowed]

produced by @lilsadeyes & @nversad

3 little words come fallin out my face
its the little things you do that get me wishing for a taste
i swear your hips divine i'm fine i'm just gassed
and i cry at night i'm fine, i'm just sad

i feel like rubbish use my room just like a waste bin
i said i love you to a girl then she said nathan
you're my world, you're my everything
i'll be your wife spend my life inside your wedding ring

and yeah it hurts real bad when your lovers turn their back
and yeah it  cuts real deep when they never say it back
and yeah i cried most nights cause i'd lose more than i gain
but that's life that's fine and its always been the same

there's these 3 little words that come spillin out my mouth
when you stare into my eyes i feel my heart beat pound
its a dream, something i can't believe
i been fallin for a baddie but i treat her like a queen

i found love inside a screen
shes the perfect cup of tea
shes the reason i can wake up draw my breath and feel at ease

shes the voice inside my head
sayin everything is fine
everything is perfect when we kiss i freeze time

i finally feel enough now, i don't wanna come down
you're the only girl i think i've ever really loved now
can i be your man i'm sayin like forever
girl i'm really happy that i found somebody better
i'm glad you think i'm clever

you're my everything

prod me <3

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need somebody, don't wanna fuck me,
just wanna love me right

i need someone to, need me to come thru,
love me and hold me tight

i need to see it, i need a way to believe it
my feelings will change with the season, make me feel guilty for breathing

and i can't write a single song i'm scared of how it makes her feel,
she hears my song she thinks i'm wrong she's scared that i won't ever heal
i try my best to show you how i love you more and more each day
but understand i'm just a man i'm vulnerable to all the pain

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need you

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic

FIRST SONG OF "A Diary Of You"

a song that i'll play on a rainy day (feat. guardin)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

losin lots of sleep could not compare to me when losin you
every time i write i feel a weight a shade of navy blue
it really hurts but don't forget it
i said i'm sorry and i meant it

woah, yeah, you been perfect since i met you
everything you do has got me wondering who sent you
and i'm thankful for the time spent
every time i leave i swear its hard for me to digest

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

yeah, i fake smile, whenever you're not with me
time flies by whenever we kissing
you could fall asleep on me forever
i could search but i'd never find better

you always talk with a gentle voice
you draw me in like an open door
you're the girl that's been in my dreams
you're the ghost i've been searchin for

when you leave i still think about you
and when you're close all my dreams come true
and when you leave i still think about you
and when you're near all my dreams come true

i think about you

about you w/ powfu (prod. lee)

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

Lyrics:

Please just give me time
I'm trying to figure out my way home
￼Maybe it’s all in my mind
Maybe that's just why i feel alone
I don’t know where I’m going
But I better figure out that soon
We’re animals but I love it
Take a bite it’ll be my doom

But I don’t wanna cry 'cause I let you down
'Cause I don’t know myself
So how could I be helping to your heart?
Only 17 but I mean what I say
There’s no “u” in we but I need you to stay
Fall down on my knees
It’s not you baby it’s me

I don’t want to lose
All these feelings I caught
All I want is you
Nothing new; I don’t want
But I know that I put you through, like, a lot
You don’t gotta tell me
It ain’t news to your heart

Who am I?
I don’t mean who am I?
I just mean I’m a lie
Do or die
Already dead inside
But I know you’re alive
I just know you’re alive
Look me in the eyes
I know I’m broken
But baby are you alright?

But I don’t wanna cry 'cause I let you down
'Cause I don’t know myself
So how could I be helping to your heart?
Only 17 but I mean what I say
There’s no “u” in "we", but I need you to stay
Fall down on my knees
It’s not you baby it’s me

I’m trying to figure out my life
Living in a house of lies
All alone
But I’m running out of time
I keep running out of time
This is suicide
I’m trying to figure out my life
Living in a house of lies
All alone
But I’m running out of time
I keep running out of time
This is suicide

But I don’t wanna cry 'cause I let you down
'Cause I don’t know myself
So how could I be helping to your heart?
Only 17 but I mean what I say
There’s no “u” in "we", but I need you to stay

I'm down on my knees (I can't do this..)
It’s not you baby it’s me

Its Not You Its Me - David Alexander (f.k.a)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapexgoat


all i'll ever be is just a memory

you deserve better (p. ocean)

sadeyes

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