guys i've released song in a similar style, it's calles "Sober",if someone looking for songs like this u can check it <3

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💔Links : https://il.ink/s0cliche

This shit aint easy
Hit my phone
Why’d you leave me
Im all alone
So you tease me up
And you rope me up
Another time that you’re fucking up

Breaking down from regret
It isnt easy as it gets
Ya lead me on from time to time
How the fuck this turn a mess
No i dont want you on my phone
You might as well leave me alone
Now imma get it on my own
I might as well just turn a ghost

Switchin lanes im on my own
I think you’re lying
Coming up from this deep hole
You see me trying
Can you fill up this deep void
Cuz ive been crying
Breaking down you’re in my phone
From shit you’re hidin

all i feel is doubt
i saved the little pictures
but youre not here with me now
not in spirit
i'm sippin liquor
cause all i really feel is doubt
leave me doused against my vigor
and i'll be dying on a pullout couch
and pray to god in each semester
that i wish i could help you sound
like you'll do a little better
but i never see you around
by never i mean never
told me all the things about
how i would not surrender
to the things you'd lie about
i wonder why i'd ever enter you 

when i fall will you kick when i'm down?
when you called i had always been around
and i'm a pawn but nobody bails me out
when im gone i'll be swerving through the south
and i'm just miles away
from refining fate
if i find a slate thats clean
(let it take me)
any time of day
i'll be down to play
a little song so i can grieve
(how you lost me)

Et Tu, Brute?

Et Tu, Brute? [feat. s0cliché](prod. HXRXKILLER)

live my life with the anxiety 
way too many stupid feelings inside of me
the things you do so normally
are making me feel like i cannot breath

sometimes i just wanna die...
sunlight spills in hurts my eyes
another sleepless night

another sleepless night
i can never close my eyes

and everybody tells me the same old thing
 "we all get sad" yeah, its kind of disgusting
its like they really don't understand me
this isolation gets me feeling really empty
this is why i keep to myself
this is why i deny all your help
im so sick of all this shit

you know that im so sick of this
my stomachs queasy
i just want to end it...

Spotify

anxiety [+metlast & 5head]

LYRICS:

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

You don’t like me, that’s fine 
I should’ve known that you’d waste my time
I should’ve seen all the signs 
I can see the demon in your eyes
You were planning my demise
Won’t stop haunting my mind
Drugs they keep me alive
Drugs they keep me alive 
I don’t wanna be alive
I just wanna fucking die

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

I hate my life 
What a waste of time 
I want to die
Please just let me die 
I need to let go 
I keep holding on 
I need another dose
I Got to many problems 
I don’tknow how to cope
I don’t know how to solve em
I’ll just overdose
Yeah

violent! (jolst)

had lots of fun working with sxdtune on this one!

SPOTIFY

The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

Prod by @Tnvr555
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7MR1nfMPkSdQljeHaPQDfn?si=d262f211e0664b4a
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////Lyrics
She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
Her minds gone when she's on a pill
She's poison and I want that

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
She wont tell but we made a deal
She's toxic and I like that

Yeah I like that
Baby give it right back
Pour the poison
Baby I wont fight back

Let's get out of here
Might not have another year
Don't fall my dear

Bite hard just know that I bite back
I know you like that I know you like that
Fall fast we hit like a car crash
I know you like that I know you like that

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
Her minds gone when she's on a pill
She's poison and I want that

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
She won't tell but we made a deal
Shes toxic and I like that

Yeah I like that yeah I like that
Baby girl you know that I want that
Your so toxic if I'm honest
Let you get away with almost anything

Yeah I like that yeah I like that
Baby girl you know that I want that
Your so toxic if I'm honest
Let you get away with almost anything

Baby girl you know that I want that
Let you get away with almost anything

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
Her minds gone when she's on a pill
She's poison and I want that

Eyes Ready 2 Kill (Prod. TNVR)

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

Under the sun, the waves dance free,
Salt in the air, and the sand on my feet,
Ocean's scent, so wild and sweet,
In this moment, my heart finds its beat.
Salt in the air, and the sand on my feet,
Ocean's scent, so wild and sweet,
 
As the sun dips low, the sky turns gold,
Whispers of waves, stories untold,
In the breeze, a calming embrace,
Here in this haven, I find my place.

Though miles apart, the ocean calls my name,
Its endless blue, a constant flame,
I long to feel its warm embrace,
And find again my peaceful place.

Ocean Calls

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

produced by @citrusgastank 
mixed & mastered by @berler
artwork by @thebootlegboy

bother (prod. citrusgastank)

Prod by: Tsurreal 

Reposts appreciated <3

Pt. 1
I know that your angry
Nothing seems fair
In a dark place 
Ya I’ve been there

Pass u in the hall way
When the bell goes
I could be your white night
U can be my red rose

I know that ur angry
U can tell me
i can be there 
And keep u healthy

I just wanna love u
And make the pain go
In a different class
But the same boat  

Pt. 2
We Might sink
But baby u can climb on in
Highschool
Is Nothing but a pile of shit
Skip class
I don’t care what my class mates say
Its too fun 
digging my own grave

different class, same boat (Tsurreal)

break ups suck ass | feat. sadeyes

tell me when you change (ft. Powfu)

Much love to the fam @rxseboy and @ivrii for creating this with me <33

Lyrics:

Ivri:
I want your eyes
on a silver plate
And your lungs
Don't hesitate to breathe
I will absorb you
Watch the bugs as they swarm you
I only adore you
I will absorb you

Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
I'm sorry
I think so violently

Thomas Reid:
Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
The earth rotates and your love runs past me
You threw my heart away, I’ll pick it up if you ask me

Now I’m falling falling
But I’m never calling
Even though I want to
You were my home to run to
But this home is broken
God, wish I could focus
Memories we share now embers burned above us in the air

Rxseboy:
Turned to a mockery
What do you want from me?
Body on top of me
Can you get off of me
Hate your reflection like I hate myself
And I hate my reflection I was I was somebody else
You look at me like I'm something you need
I think that you're into making me bleed
I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
Fell the pain while you torturing
Gouge out my dreams

I don't get intimate
Vibe getting sinister
I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
All these subliminals go to my conscience
I'm falling deeper is this what you wanted?
(Yes)
Is this what you wanted?
Memories haunt me
That's why I'm cautious
I let my gaurd down
You took advantage
Evil inside you I don't understand it.

Despise Me

Thomas Reid x Rxseboy x Ivri - Despise Me

Our second track! With
@rxseboy 
@thomasreidmusic 
@cozyboycries 
@the-sarcastic-ashole

LYRICS 

I thought, you were telling the truth.
And I thought, that you wanted it too.
You said, everything would be fine.
Then you started stepping way over the line.
How come you didn’t tell me things.
The outcome didn’t mean anything.
You stressed me out way more than you know.
But still, I let you stay in my home.

Shared a bed, and then slept in his.
Didn’t need any evidence.
To know what you did.
Now we’re over with.
I’m not over you.
But it’s cool I guess.

I guess I’m a mess.
No I’m not.
Blaming me for your outta pocket actions and
I don’t like that.
Say you wanna talk but never type back.

(CHORUS) 

you lie to yourself
and you say you wanted everything
then you look for someone else
and they fail to be your anything

every night you tell yourself
and you swear you wanted everything
then you look to someone else
and they fail to be your anything

be your anything
be your anything
be your anything
be your anything

Everything seems like a blur.
Everything feels like a curse.
my inner self in a hearse.
I might have to tell you it hurts.
I fight with my mind in the dirt.
Your minds in a purse.
Your bag isn’t worth.
That much.
No tag, isn’t real. Just hush.
You brag when you tell them stuff.
About me.
But you never made me feel good... that’s dumb.
Wait.

Wait
I don’t wanna let you go
Know that I might be on my own
But the fire at my place been burning
Hearts been turning
We could curl up in the cold
Say
Everything’s that’s on your mind
Tell me about that other guy
Who caught your heart when i left town
I keep
fishing for love but I’m let down
It sucks
I gotta let you go
Half of my heart’s been turned to stone
But with the moon in the sky and the stars in your eyes I’mma say everything thats on my mind
I feel
Alotta things still for you
I know we’re too scared to see them thru
My head’s too high and my heart’s so blue
Cause I know what you said just wasn’t true

CHORUS) 

you lie to yourself
and you say you wanted everything
then you look for someone else
and they fail to be your anything

every night you tell yourself
and you swear you wanted everything
then you look to someone else
and they fail to be your anything

be your anything
be your anything
be your anything
be your anything

you deserve better (p. ocean)

sadeyes

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