i can never tell what u wanted (feat. sendflowrs) (p. jolst)

alone. [ft. floret][+irby]

restless w/ RainingOnRoses & Seejayxo (Pekarot)

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

Listen on Spotify!

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

prod. siemspark x drmabeats

this song is officially on Spotify and all major streaming services 🫶
https://open.spotify.com/track/3nT9S7hmprVOuFddHkdZX3?si=eOYP4-eNRveZFJL7lolDhg

shout out @rip_therapper for the art :)


stream on spotify here

guess this is the end (siemspark)

Anywhere! (prod. frozy x trippymetz)

Another self produced song for you all <3

Boy With The Green Sweater

lyrics:

mention
oh you never seem to mention
i can feel the added tension between us
its feeding on shit that i say
it ruined my day

oh, mention
i think that i forgot to mention
i’ve been feeling like an asshole of late and
i never mean to say what i say
im trying to change

i’m trying to
break down on a side street
i’m finding my footing
while the ground’s disappearing

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak

decision
i gotta make a damn decision
i know u miss how it was written between us
its doesnt have to stay this way
im willing to change

indecision
im struggling with indecision
the lights have never been so dim when between us
i’ll never try to make
you stay

im trying to
break down on a side street
im finding my footing
while the ground’s disappearing

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak

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im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak
up for myself now
i’d much rather just see myself out
maybe i should speak

Credit

mixed by sydcxx 
original song by pierce the veil

i'm low on gas and you need a jacket (cover)

cloud 9 (ft. wastedyouth) (prod. @1vistaa)

(If we don’t last,
Are you gone forever, Gone forever?
If we don’t last)

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good with that)

I’m kinda used to it, I used to think about it all the time,
How I’m not good for this, now I count up all the fucking times I said I’m over it.
And now its over and,
Every time you call my name, my heart it sinks a bit.

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good at that)

if we lasted (prod. sorrow bringer)

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i'm low on gas and you need a jacket (cover)

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