sad but broke

⠀ㅤㅤ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 時はつかの間

sometimes when i get up at 6:20 i ask myself:
«what am I living for?»

ㅤㅤㅤそれはすべて意味がありますか？

no life left.

sad boy vibes 3

beats

chill n self

hmmm

The Upload

roll

Art by TrexAthena
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Lyrics:
I saw you like a ghost in the moon shadow
You see through me when did I become disappointing
You’re pointing out my flaws and I’m feeling like I've lost
Wanna be with you at all cost, it's the reason that we’ve stopped

I was all for you
You were the moon
Magnetic glow in the blackness of June
I put my faith in the wrong thing
Put my faith in the wrong thing
I am disappointing
You were right, that’s what I am solving
Years of tears it's insulting 
Medicate the offering

If you could see my heart you’d see a million pieces
Shattered scattered internal cement splattered
Wanting to end the suffering
Suffrage of a casted man 
Put me in the dirt next to him
I don't care so I shouldn't be here
If it was up to me, I would have never existed
I hope my death makes more cents than this shit
Poor joker no coke or antidepressants
Stuck in a closet filled with bones
Adventures lead to empty wallets
My pockets have run thin
Life is expensive
I will regret it all

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Moon Glow

Thoughts in my brain 
They love to drive me insane 
Direct me straight to cage 
Where broken memories remain 
I say I’m fine , I’m okay 
Come baby watch me decay 
Have you heard word of ms.rigby 
Heard nobody was saved 
But it all works out 
Tell me that it all works out 
Drop top whip with a big ass house 
Somehow 
Tell me that it all works out 
Cuz I’m tired of tellin em 
That I’m up right now 

You can look up at my face got some scars 
One or two 
I got everything to gain 
I got nothing to lose 
You wanna start shit 
Meet at the gauntlet
God I hate this planet 
Man, I feel like a Martian 
Fill me up with hallows 
Idk where my heart is 
You never ruin 
Everything that I started

.... 

(Chorus)
produced by @skinnyatlas
mixed & mastered by @skinnyatlas

jomie & skinny atlas - caged

deja vu (Prod Splashgvng)
Key C Minor
Bpm 95

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deja vu

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such a mess

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LyRiCs

I will always love you,
I will, my love,

Like the first time,
Till the end. 
X2

Give me, give me, 
LOOOOOOOOVE.

LOOOOOOOOVE,

Give me LOOVE.

LOOOOOOOOOVE.

I won’t let you go

Goooooo

Let you gooooo

Gooooo

I will never let you go,
never let you go,
never let you go,
X2

Gi gi give me, give me love,
give me, give me love,
give me, give me love,
Give me looooooove,
Loooooove.


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Love, Hate.

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inside (guardin cover)

I would give away a life, I would kill for you..
Would you do the same for me? Baby, what'd you do?
Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

No one cares whatever I think, when I talk pretend I don't speak. (x2)

There ain't a single fucking thing I wouldn't do for you,
I would throw away my soul for me and you, everything I do, yeah its all for you.

Leave me, I don't wanna go home, I've been really manic tell me that I'm psycho.

Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

Kill for You  (prod. caustyk)

Produced by redMOSK
Engineered by Foreign Forest

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'Til Death ft. Foreign Forest

Prod- Kado


I’m not doing well I’m not feeling like myself 
Haven’t slept for several days feel it wearing on my health
Living in a haze with my shelf life expired 
Made a few attempts but it seems I’m a survivor 
Had my feet to the fire for my entire existence listen life Is a prison unless you live with no limits 
God as my witness I know I’m going to hell
Till the day I die you’ll find that I’m the flyest in the commonwealth 
The fyest that I ever felt,
Got my lyrics tatted 
Give a fuck about a Gucci belt 
This shits automatic 
Been a while since I hurt myself I’m proud to say I turned around a life that was quickly going south 
Now I just sit around and watch the world around me degrade 
As I prepare to be impaired for all the rest of my days 
Sick of running scared with my fears im face to face 
Cause I want to get better but I’m set in my ways


Lately I don’t care if you hate me 
I’m just thinking that maybe you’ll miss me around
I cant wait to be alright 
I just want to live my life
I don’t really need another chance to let you down 

Now I been going through a phase
On the search for better days
Patterns flip into a labyrinth this life is such a maze 
It’s amazing that i got nearly as far as I did
That I avoided Jackson state or getting stuck with a kid 
It’s my flock i ain’t about to let no wolves in my pen 
Man I been there and done that, quick to forget 
Where I’m at and where I been and what I’ve done in the booth 
Now I feel like Paul Peirce I’m the motherfucking truth 
Ain’t no jealousy inside of  me I’m proud of my friends 
Ima live the life I want until the day that it ends 
It tends to be that people leave and maybe that’s for the best 
If you not coming on the ride then we’re not sharing success 
I’m not sharing my press, in my prime this the pinnacle 
Time flyin by still cynical, It’s cyclical 
The way that I’ve been feeling so don’t ask  Where my head is 
I been saying for a minute I been blessed with a death wish

Degrade

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Produced by : Broque Beats

Lyrics

I Gave Up On My Excuses Now I'm Not Taking No Shit From No One
Especially Not You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Friends Or Foes I Got Them Both
No Regrets , I've Lived The Most
I Don't Feel Alone I Don't
I Said I Don't Feel Alone I Don't

Walking The Path That They Never Have
Maybe You Don't Get It , Maybe You Don't Understand Me
You Can't Fucking Stop Me Cause There Is No Turning Back See
all or nothing , guess i'm grinding Till I'm Rotting In A Casket

I Get Up When This Shit Gets Tough
If I Have An Obsession I'm Not Ever Giving Up
Think It's True
Might Not be Like You
Might Not be Like You

And I Take Pride In That I Mean Fuck What The World Says
I Pave My Own Path , Always Have Been
I Gave Up My Past, Now I'm Living In The Present
You Can't Hold Me Back
You Can't Hold Me Back

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand

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Paradoxx - Traces In The Sand

Ride With Me (Prod Splashgvng & IOF)
Key C Minor
Bpm 85

Guitar written & performed by IOF🎸
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Ride With Me

She Likes Girls (Prod Splashgvng & King Theta)
Key F Major
Bpm 170

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She Likes Girls

ghost girl (prod. lederrick)

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Gustav Ahr's Album

the song they played [when i crashed into the wall] w/ lil tracy (prod. smokeasac)

never sit in silence.

https://soundcloud.com/c-o-r-p-s-e

I was told to love myself but then went and dated it.
Shipment closing I've been clouting working up my banishment.
Keep it simple, up the hatred think up on the internet.
Everything for nothing, frightened thinking it's so imminent.
All I talk about is music speaking lonely, me, me, me
Run up through the traffic, end my life while I hear a beep, beep, beep
Thinking I'm a winner but my numbers scary e, t, c
Sayin I'm all better, up my problems, someone hurt me, please
Leaking head my issues solved thru sadness
Topple over friends to get the Madness
Level up till gaining swag to Harness
Soul is raw and crunchy like a Radish
You are my own take on hell now.
I'm sad, man, cant you fukn tell now?

COFFEE (PROD. CXRPSE)

1948

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Recorded June 2017 in Mallorca, Spain

Written by Greg Gonzalez

Vocals, Guitar - Greg Gonzalez
Bass - Randall Miller
Drums - Jacob Tomsky
Keyboard - Phillip Tubbs

Produced & recorded by Greg Gonzalez
Mixed by Craig Silvey
Additional Engineering by Max Prior
Mastered by Greg Calbi and Steve Fallone at Sterling Sound

Cover photo: “Mare 345 - Seascape” by Alessandro Puccinelli
Graphic Design by Randall Miller 

Released on Partisan Records on October 25th, 2019

Lyrics:

There was a hentai video that I saw 
I told you about the night that we first made love
About a girl, who as soon as she made you come
Could show you the future & tell you your fortune

Beautiful hearts are in your eyes
I’ve been waiting for you to fall for me & let me in your life
I’ve been waiting for you

Told you I wanted to die in an airplane crash over the ocean
That it was romantic, but you didn’t like it
Thought it was stupid & thinking of me dead was making you feel bad…

Hentai

Joeyscheme & Easy Grimm - Let Em Know

scream your name feat. lil lotus (prod. bleachbaby)

eyelids

NO WORDS

it's 1986 and i just got kicked out of a prince concert

love lost (prod.dewhuan)

Buy on iTunes

Chanel Shoes! Prod. by [ Loveonfriday ]

i (prod.@darkboysanta + vendr)

space (prod.2ezzy)

Famous

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Rxseboy x Sarcastic Sounds x Ayleen Valentine

You don’t see that im a kid
With all these problems 
Evolving inside of me
Im seeing two of u
And u don’t see a single flaw in me


#scfirst

the way that you see me

the way that you see me (feat. Ayleen Valentine)

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lyrics:
(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

(guardin)
that's just how it goes
yeah that's how i roll
seven gram blunt & she's taking off my clothes
kissin on my tattoos leave me feelin froze
got my pistol in her grip cock it back & watch it blow 
i can't fall asleep so i've been staring at my phone
read a couple tweets until i leave that shit alone
noah sent the open all the way from buffalo
i'm just waiting for the green light hit the gas & go

(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

if you’re a bills a fan then lemme hear ya shout,
cuz i’ve got plenty other problems that i’d rather scream about,
like how ive been good for a minute now i’m not,
i talk about my feelings way too much instead of smoking pot,
so i’m screaming that i love you but
i hate that i’m so brutally honest
i know this world could be much better if i stop being on it,
i’m just never in the places i hoped,
who say do i need to be?
i’m doing everything that i can what else you want with me

(guardin)
lost in my head all the time
i'm not alright
i guess it's fine

Spotify <3

wicked w/ guardin (prod. tothegood)

Imma bring the world back to my place <3

Art by BekimART
Produced by Nathan & DxnnyFxntom
Executive Produced by @axstxnn & @tripwonda

Party (Prod. Nathan & Dxnnyfxntom)

luvkai - tidal
prod. @prodbynxck x @frankieontheguitar x @holdupholy
mix & master @prodbynxck & @luv3kai

LYRICS

burnin one straight to the lungs yuh
maybe toking on 2 
smokin a blunt like it’s new yuh
like it’s sumthin to do 
emotions so deep like a tidal wave 
taking me deep, they consume 
when i be up they callin me, they be hittin me like what it do  

moonlight and starlight be guidin my way 
get the fuck out my face
you just be runnin me down don’t holler at me 
you just stuck in the maze 
i didn’t let myself be here to rot in a cage 
you all in my same don’t, don’t be in my way 
i say that i’m gettin the hell out this place 

wondering why everybody just acting the same 
why everybody just doin the thing 
why you keep talking that shit on my name 
i cannot fuck with games that you play
new route im takin, this road ain’t the same new views, the stars and the sky light my way 
south states i’m chillin, i’m doin my thing 
i just be up, im doin my thing 

ive been drinkin all night baby like it’s just to do 
ain’t no bad weather in site baby, ive been chillin wit you 
smokin away all my problems, rollin it up on to that glue 
why do they all got a problem with me and the things that i do 

burnin one straight to the lungs yuh
maybe toking on 2 
smokin a blunt like it’s new yuh
like it’s sumthin to do 
emotions so deep like a tidal wave 
taking me deep they consume 
when i be up they callin me, hittin me like what it do  

been down on my muhfuckin self they pullin me out but nah ain’t no stalin me 
i just be
runnin a race i’ve been stuck in maze like they want me to fall right in 
if you were call on my ways, i’ll just tell you that i know the fuck i’ve been doin 
i just be lighting it up yeah puttin that smoke in my lungs 

burnin one straight to the lungs yuh
maybe toking on 2 
smokin a blunt like it’s new yuh
like it’s sumthin to do o
emotions so deep like a tidal wave 
taking me deep they consume 
when i be up they callin me, they be hittin me like what it do

such a mess

lilsp00k