produced by: caps ctrl

vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork: birdbay

Lyrics:

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

(verse)

i’ve been under the pressure i’m tryna do my best
i’ve been tryna be myself i’m doing my best i swear

i’ve been down, i’ve been down, i’ve been down again

i’ve been losing my crown when i falling in

i don’t wanna be apart of your one sided history 

i don’t, i don’t wanna be apart of your history 
or atleast not the story that you’re telling
i don’t really wanna like it but i have to 

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

earl grey [caps ctrl]

Enjoy.

Lyrics:


Pre Chorus

When my friend died, shit that really changed me
They all move on, they all actin shady
So I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna act tough
Been through hell so many times
But I won't ever give up

Chorus

Yeah, I had enough
I been going so hard since "When I Was Young"
Yeah, I'm goin up
Goin up
Cover skin with tattoos cuz I don't give a fuck
Yeah, you're so in love 
So in love
When they see me gloing up, they're gonna wanna say wassup

Bridge

Ohh, where did I go?
Where did I go? (x2)

Verse

They did you dirty yes I know
I've felt so cold, I've been so broke
I know I don't do what I'm told
That's why I stand here all alone (x2)

Give Up

Give Up (prod. Taurs & IOF)

@smokerosebeats
www.instagram.com/lilspudxlp
stream on other platforms https://ampl.ink/jERJb

lyrics:
your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

no one's gonna listen if your wasting their time  
don't bother calling if you won't listen when they try
why'd they wanna be there slowly watching your decline 
(decline decline decline)

so keep on choosing self sabotage when your not alright
try a little harder then maybe one day you'll find the light
i get it's hard but it's better than living in a lie
or let it slip away cause your too scared to cry

your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

Self Sabotage Prod. Smokerose

New single "Over It" featuring lullabyboy <3
I decided to release this song before releasing the rest of the EP, Show it some love : )
lullabyboy link
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

(Lyrics)
Why do I keep holding on 
Every night got me writing sad songs
About you and it just feels wrong 
Baby why am I holding on no

Gotta get over over it 
Over over over it
Gotta get over over it
Over over over it 
Move on from the past it’s been blinding 
It’s wasn’t real love, it was just the timing 
But it felt good I’ve been denying
Cause I can’t stand these tears I’ve been fighting
Gotta get over over it 
Over over over it
Gotta get over over it
Over over over it

Hold on cause I don’t know better 
You must feel so damn clever 
Cause you moved on and your better
But I’m still here under the weather 
I’d give it all up, 
just for your touch 
I’d give it all up
If you’d just say that I’m enough 

Gotta get over over it 
Over over over it
Gotta get over over it
Over over over it 

(lullabyboy)
Gotta get over it
I feel like i been losin touch
Every now and then I feel like its too much
Saw me out the window I been feelin so cold
How'd I get so low how’d I get so low
Its so hard you must know
Thought I saw some gold 
I was wrong i know I was wrong I know 
I’m not chosen I swear it shows
You reloaded and hit my throat
It hit so hard It destroyed my soul
Maybe im better alone
But that scares me I need you so


Mix by yago and lullabyboy
Master by Kanashi
Prod. ZebraTiger

Stream on Spotify!

Over It (feat. lullabyboy)

yea baby it’s fine 
I’m faulty product of my fuck ups 
you know it’s time 
for me to go and take my life 
already dead inside 
I’m racing to the finish line 
baby yea, you know I just want you to be mine 

call me fuckin crazy
but baby you can just say 
That you fuckin hate me 
tell me that this pain cannot just phase me 
yeah you know yeah 
Bitch there’s no saving me 

a broken heart 
always pullin up in a fast car
It ain’t no push to start 
bitch im six speed shiftin goin hard 
Im on the boulevard 
takin shots on shots down at the bar 
bitch I fuckin love it when you tear my heart apart yuh 

I’m feelin blue 
I’m so into You 
baby just know that I do this for you 
every time that I write it’s for you 
we stickin like glue 
i swear that it’s true 
just listen babe 
i swear that I’m doin ok 
These drugs that I smoke are not laced 
why do you think that I’m goin insane? 
You’re just like a train that crashed in my brain 

sippin on my Tennessee whiskey feelin so heartless 
baby yeah just trust me when i tell you you don’t want this 

I’m a mess 
always stressed 
always spending all my checks  
just to flex
on my ex 
get her off my mind with sex 

I’m wasted 
baby choke me out and tell me that you hate this  
fall asleep every time time I get too faded 
bring me up every time I cannot face this 
you’re so fuckin precious

just give me a chance
just give me a chance
i'm fighting for everything
i know that i'll never win
but giving up is a sin

and you know that i'm trying every day
to make myself better baby, i'm not feelin okay

so tell me
so tell me why you stick around
why do you put up with my bullshit when i break down?
why don't you leave like everyone else that came around?
fuck this, i'm worthless just bury me into the ground. 

i say that i'm copacetic
maybe i just need a medic
maybe i just need to talk to you on the telephone
i barely made it home, i'm tired of being alone
baby take my hand and tell me that you will never go

faulty product (prod. afterlife x jolst)

lyrics ♡
hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse 1
everything you say is meaningful
i can't put into words or syllables
how much you mean to
me
(oh)
had a dream about you
that's lilac dreams
you were wearing my shirt
& i touched those seams
and i was wearing these drawn on, old, ripped gray jeans
and my fingers ran across your face slowly
let me tell you the worst part about it
i woke up without you in my arms
now im thinking 'bout getting in this car
and driving, i don't give a fuck how far

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse
(my) favorite color's purple
it reminds me of you
i got too much on my mind, too much that im tryna do
(im) only sixteen, and im thinking 'bout driving to you
is that a problem? um, probably yeah
but back to the topic, tell me what you wantt
tell me about the book you read, or your favorite song
oh, you can talk about it as long as you want baby
if you want, you can tell me what's been on your mind lately 
i said your voice is my favorite song ♡
and i know, it was you all along
for you, ill stay strong
and that's the end of discussion
'cause you're what I'm loving

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

Lilac Dreams Prod. Ross Gossage & Max Flynn

Released By: 333 Collective
Artists: Crizzy White, popularreject & HeyLee Manzeron
Featured Artist:teddyboi
Production: lil XIpZ, Crizzy White & Shxdy808
Mixing: Crizzy White, teddyboi, popularreject & HeyLee Manzeron
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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Deadshot (w/Crizzy White,popularreject & HeyLee Manzeron)(ft.teddyboi)[Prod. XipZ,Shxdy808 & Crizzy]

l y r i c s
s ɔ ᴉ ɹ ʎ l

Got this bigass sword just to comfort you.
Imma come for you, baby be my lil boo.
baby come with me, imma make you cum too!
I M U N S T O P P A B L E 

I know she love me!
I know I love her!
I know you hate me that's why I'm crazy.
I be getting money, I be getting paper, yeah that's why you lazy!
W A I T I N G Y O U T O P A Y M E 
(ǝ ɯ ʎ ɐ d)

s o c i a l s
s l ɐ ᴉ ɔ o s

i n s t a g r a m
ɯ ɐ ɹ ƃ ɐ ʇ s u ᴉ

https://www.instagram.com/l_y_p_i_a_r_c_h_i_v_e_/
https://www.instagram.com/castoff_castaway/
https://www.instagram.com/heyzbee/

y o u t u b e
ǝ q n ʇ n o ʎ

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBRhaBYCJgTSWchUzYeNhOA

d i s c o r d
p ɹ o ɔ s ᴉ p

l y p i#9009

f o l l o w m e t o v i c t o r y
ʎ ɹ o ʇ ɔ ᴉ ʌ o ʇ ǝ ɯ ʍ o l l o ɟ

w h y [ ʎ z ɐ ɹ ɔ ɯ ᴉ ] w/  ZBee + Castoff. (Rinne)

Produced by Crizzy White
Mastered by Crizzy White
Mixed by lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure x Crizzy White
Vocals by lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure

xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad
epitomeoffailure - https://soundcloud.com/failure404

xipz - Why You Mad Girl? w/ epitomeoffailure

Produced by Lavender_Txwn (@user-757072975)
Mixed & mastered by Horosha (@horoshamusic)
Featuring svnam (@svnam)
Art by svnam

Listen on Spotify!

Guys Like You w/ svnam (Prod. Lavender_Txwn)

features and mixing dm me on insta or email me 
(i can do basic cover art too i only want credit no money)

Self Sabotage Prod. Smokerose

Spud

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