That is a powerful and dark track! Based on the title ("Before I Forget"), the tags, and the lyrics about emotional numbness, here is the full description followed by five short captions.

💀 Track Description: "Before I Forget" (Hardstyle Noise / Global Fusion)
Track Summary
"Before I Forget" is an intense and cathartic Experimental Fusion track confronting the horror of emotional emptiness. The music brutally merges the aggressive intensity of Hardstyle and abrasive Noise with the complex melodic sensibilities of Alternative Rock and deep Ethnic influences from Asia and the Middle East. The track is a desperate, primal scream against numbness, perfectly encapsulated in the title's urgency: a plea to feel anything "before I forget what wanting means."

Musical Vibe & Style
This song is designed to be an sonic representation of internal trauma and desperation. The structure is built on jarring contrasts: the reflective, Indie-leaning verses feature haunting melodies and potentially non-Western scales (drawing on the Middle Eastern/Asian elements), building a creeping tension. This tension explodes into the chorus with punishing Hardstyle kick drums, chaotic Noise effects, and aggressive Electronic layering. The overall sound is highly Experimental, designed to challenge the listener while mirroring the lyrics' theme of being a "song played at the wrong speed."

Lyrical Theme & Meaning
The lyrics articulate the agony of profound emotional numbness, viewing the lack of feeling as a greater torment than pain itself. The narrator is desperate for validation of their existence: "I'm begging the void to wound me, to remind me I exist."

Before I Forget

lyrics:

I'm begging the void to wound me, to remind me I exist
Give me pain—any pain—to prove this body still remembers how to break
The armor I built became my burial ground
I want to feel something before I forget what wanting means

The world spins in vivid colors; I spin in monochrome
I learned to swallow my own screams so well I forgot I had a mouth
Every emotion filtered through layers of scar tissue
Until what reaches me is only an echo of an echo

I am a song played at the wrong speed—all the notes present, nothing recognizable
Numbness was supposed to be mercy; it became a curse
I traded my capacity for pain and found I'd lost my capacity for anything
A hollow instrument waiting for hands brave enough to play me

I'm begging the void to wound me, to remind me I exist
Give me pain—any pain—to prove this body still remembers how to break
The armor I built became my burial ground
I want to feel something before I forget what wanting means

I'm begging the void to wound me, to remind me I exist
Give me pain—any pain—to prove this body still remembers how to break
The armor I built became my burial ground
I want to feel something before I forget what wanting means

Before I Forget

shyboy - exit (prod. vessels)

Blackhearts (Ft. Zyro The Demon, Willow, & Lil Wiz)[Prod. Gualla Beats]

I don't need you here
I don't need any hoe (Aye)
'Cause I need you to hear
There's no reason to glow (Aye)
I don't need you here
I don't need any hoe (Aye)
'Cause I need you to hear (Aye, aye)

I only feel happy when I'm skating
The fuck you do? Don't tell me shit about dating (Okay?)
'Cause I'ma waiting
Just tryna do something, just tryna create it (Create it)
Back in the days I was translating (I was translating, aye, aye)
I do my own shit nowadays, and pretty much of them donating (Yeah)
I love 'em 'cause they helping me to make it
Tell me I'm baiting
You just a little kid who gonna hate it (Hate it)
I can't do shit, I'on need this fuckin' garden, but she's planting (Ooh)
She's deprecating
But she don't even granting (Don't even granting)
What I'ma planning
It's ok then I'ma waiting
And now I only feel happy when I'm skating
The fuck you do? Don't tell me shit about dating (Okay?)
'Cause I'ma waiting
Just tryna do something, just tryna create it (Create it)
Back in the days I was translating (I was translating, aye, aye)
I do my own shit nowadays, and pretty much of them donating (Yeah)
I love 'em 'cause they helping me to make it
Tell me I'm baiting
You just a litlle kid who gonna hate it (Hate it)
I can't do shit, I'on need this fuckin' garden, but she's planting (Ooh)
She's deprecating
But she don't even granting (Don't even granting)
What I'ma planning
It's ok then I'ma waiting (I'ma waiting)

eeleya phoon – skating (prod. rainybaby)

My first track




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lil gevix - life after her (prod. blade901)

идеальное место для процедуры

RADICAL

On Me

GOTHIC TEARZ pt.2

(lil wiz - Cut Me Up)

ну а ты всё просыпаешься одна...

ну а ты всё просыпаешься одна
не за горами дождь
просыпаешься
но купол над тобою вновь
ожидаются потери снов
а мне нравится влезать в них
будто я теперь с тобой [x2]

будто я теперь с тобой...
хаxах

засыпать с тобой...
скажи, когда это будет?
только на облаках? ответ мне нравится
жаль, этого теперь уже не будет
ведь мы ещё люди
а остановка в небесах в моём пути
тут не находится
в пути я вижу только чудеса
а ты не видела, перенасытила сама себе свои глаза
забыть о маршруте?
но остановка в небесах в моём пути
тут не находится
в пути я вижу только чудеса
а ты не видела, перенасытила сама себе свои глаза

скажи, как это мне забыть о маршруте?
жаль очень этого теперь уже не будет...
просто я хотел засыпать с тобой
не для себя, а для тебя
цель тут моя иная
знаю: ты всё просыпаешься одна
не за горами дождь
просыпаешься, но купол над тобою вновь
ожидаются потери снов
а мне нравится влезать в них, будто я теперь с тобой
ну а ты всё просыпаешься одна
не за горами дождь
просыпаешься, но купол над тобою вновь
ожидаются потери снов
а мне нравится влезать в них, будто я теперь с тобой...

(lil wiz - Cut Me Up)

lil.wiz.fan

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haha :(

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