Self-Produced

tape after tape, drink after drink
when im alone in my thoughts, the pen just happens to write
and when i go online, see a post, fake smiles, and lame captions
overplaying the fact, that we aint cool with that shi
ive been distant with others, coolin in my brothers
we may not speak for weeks when their gone
the moment they touch down, party nonstop till were back on the floor
broken bottles and leafs coverin the ground keeps
ive made it clear, that most of yall aint goin places at all
i dont mean to repeat, but let me speak what i think
u fake it till u make it, and at the top, u play like u did it all
ur lowballin yourself, the money dryer the first
reality hits like a truck, and now ur scartching for bucks
crackhead ass niggas askin for help, will i do it
fuck that, and fuck u, yes u can say that i switch
but from my perspective, im still around the same ones as 2019
broke city, with broke bitches, mix with broke daddies
its a endless cycle from my part, i had to break from all that
i needed my kids a life that i wanted, hard ships will come
i gotta prepare them for that, friends never stay
and bitches will go, but at the end of the day
u still rock with yourself, cause at the top its just u by yourself
as a kid we used to plan our whole future
get a apartment and lived together making that big money
we laughed it off cause it was funnny, but deep down its what we wanted, to live in a comfy space, with enough in our pockets
so we wouldnt be begging on the streets, enough in the fridge
so we got something to eat, one of us wouldnt be on the block
serving god knows what, some crack, maybe a brick, maybe a 8th
those kids never recover, when one of them got addicted to early
a drug addict is the worse with some money
give them a amount, i promise theyll spend it like that
i promise theyll only be happy, with a puff and a hit
until they get hit with reality, bustin their ass for a minum wage salary
40 in the bank, to them thats enough for a G, im disappointment
we fell off, cause yall wasnt makin the cut
i grew up, had to be the man, and start working myself
found a career, got paid now im living with a dream everyday
yall stuck on the past, and live thinkin the future aint here
thats why they say im ahead of my time, thats why i keep myself
from the fakes, shooting shots like the lakers, tally off most niggas
like hits, that negativty energy, may have got to me
but i keep my head straight, and stay on path
the stones were set in place, it was my job to take the first step
pals looking around, city lights were beautiful as kids
now there distratcing my view, driving around looked fun
now the gas bill is getting too much, ur heads bigger then before
let me guess ur ego is taking its toll, lookin like ur the best
but we all know, ur the most insercuse
people asked how i got through with my shi, how i still manage to be the best in my shi, stay quiet and keep to myself
its honestly thanks to me realizing the real lies
that were stuck in the sky when were blowing the clouds
from one wood to being alone, guess thats what happens when u stay at the bottom, love by many, hated by others
same ones who were once, my brothers, are turnin to haters
seeing me leave the old shi in the past, seeing me step up and be the man, causing alot of distractions, they hatin cause they aint do it like me, trynna keep me where i started, as if i wasnt already getting ahead start, in life u gotta cut those, who never wanted the best
keep those, who wanted u to suceed, leave this shi place
cause no body wants to stay in shi place

Kid's story(Prod.Rama Low)

Lil Uzi Vert x Pluggnb Type Beat - 'Still The Same'
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Still The Same

Prod Lil Wondr Boy x Splashgvng
Guitar by Splashgvng

Lyrics

Verse 1

Looking outside 
Everything seems fine
When I look inside
I'm scared for my life
I'm trapped inside my mind
Whats inside it scares me
It's scary
Only death can even spare me

Chorus

I don't want to think like this
But it's all that I've got
Maybe in another life
I'll have a shot at happiness
Whats even happening
I ain't having it any other way
Give me a second chance at life
And you know that I'm taking it
I don't have any faith in this
Life that I'm living
If you can even call it living
I feel like I'm dying
Just waiting for the end to come

Verse 2

When I look outside 
Everyone seems fine without me
Guess they're better off
Cuz when they're at their worst
Is when they're around me 
Around me
When I look inside 
I can see why
They're better off
They're better off without me
Guess you can say that I'm sick
But there ain't no fix
And they don't even miss me

Chorus

I don't want to think like this
But it's all that I've got
Maybe in another life
I'll have a shot at happiness
Whats even happening
I ain't having it any other way
Give me a second chance at life
And you know that I'm taking it
I don't have any faith in this
Life that I'm living
If you can even call it living
I feel like I'm dying
Just waiting for the end to come

Stream

I Don't Want To Think Like This

If Love Is A Lie Freestyle

recorded and performed live in NO!STUDIO 2023

OUTSIDE

Guitar by Splashgvng

Lyrics

Verse 1

Oh no I've been holding it all inside
I'm skating on thin ice
No one realized or cares
How many songs must I make
Till someone even takes
The time of day
To ask if I'm okay

Hook

But I'm not okay
All this pain that I'm feeling
Pain is in the way
Yeah it's got me reeling
All the small things adding up
Stacking up to the ceiling
Numbing it all away yeah
I can barely feel it
Numb to it all
I can't really feel it
Run till I fall 
I ain't ever healing
So Ima keep on running till I fall
Ima keep on running till I fall

Verse 2

Till I fall
Till I fall
Down
Down
Ima keep on running till I fall
Till I fall
Ima keep on running till I fall
Till I fall
Even if I'm on the ground
You won't be able to catch me
Cuz I always run before I walk
Ima keep on running till I fall
Even if I fall down
I won't ever call out
Ima make it to the top
And then I'll never fall out
Only way to get up is if you fall down
Only way to get up is if you fall down

Hook

But I'm not okay
All this pain that I'm feeling
Pain is in the way
Yeah it's got me reeling
All the small things adding up
Stacking up to the ceiling
Numbing it all away yeah
I can barely feel it
Numb to it all
I can't really feel it
Run till I fall 
I ain't ever healing
So Ima keep on running till I fall
Ima keep on running till I fall

Outro

Till I fall
Till I fall
Down
Down
Ima keep on running till I fall
Till I fall
Ima keep on running till I fall
Till I fall

Spotify

Till I Fall (Prod Lil Wondr Boy x Splashgvng)

We find our character in the midst of a self-centred tear through his home town. Partying, women, spending money is the only way this man can cope. This simple track delivers beat changes, melody, rhymes and lots of variation.

Payload

Bulletproof vest yea 
Imma wear it imma wear it 
Bulletproof heart now 
It’s all shattered Nothing matters 

Took the most important piece of my soul
One last cigarette before I go 
risked it all for my family 
It’s the only way I know 

Left my fantasy  
Life was calling
Death is nothing more 
Than my only peace 
Wishing nothing more 
Than karma itself to make it here 

Thank god for my blessings
Cuz nothing is certain 
Life is nothing more
Than chaos in the making 

Bulletproof vest yea 
Imma wear it imma wear it 
Bulletproof heart now 
It’s all shattered Nothing matters

Bulletproof Heart (Hate the World Vol 1) prod Over

Jason

Forbes List

Lovesick

Off my upcoming Emo Jersey Club EP!

Lyrics

Intro

Piece by piece you know that I am breaking down
Day by day you know that I will make it out somehow
All the fame I want it now

Hook

All the fame I want that shit
All these bitches on my dick
I can't really get them off
That bitch you know she setting it off
And you know she said it all

All the fame I want that shit
All these bitches on my dick
I can't really get them off
That bitch you know she setting it off
And you know she said it all

Verse

Even though she said it all
She ain't really say enough
But she never said it all
That bitch she never made me give it up
Give it up for no one
Even if they show love 
Never giving up my dream for all of this fame
All these motherfuckers talk behind my back I know that they fake
They can't really fuckin take it
That I fuckin made it 
Made it out of here yeah
I made it out of here

Pre Hook

Piece by piece you know that I am breaking down
Day by day you know that I will make it out somehow
All the fame I want it now

Hook

All the fame I want that shit
All these bitches on my dick
I can't really get them off
That bitch you know she setting it off
And you know she said it all

All the fame I want that shit
All these bitches on my dick
I can't really get them off
That bitch you know she setting it off
And you know she said it all

I Don't Want To Think Like This

Lil Wondr Boy

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