REAL

environment p. Loverd x Kxsyy

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

prod by @yung-jza-shawty
mixed by @joshrefe
artwork by summer coby

im just an idiot [prod. yung jza]

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

time lost w/ scum & lil skil [prod fats'e]

@supachefm @burnttboy 💃🏻💃🏻

mixed by @tothegood

when i wake up in the morning i just ask myself,
should i keep on fucking trying or just cap myself?
i can overhear you lying i just ask myself,

is it worth,
all the pain?
is it worth,
all my days?
is it worth,
all my time?
can i find,
me a way?
take your time this is fate
all them other boys are lame
come wit me and save the day
i got all this time to waste

every single day
i feel pressure in my heart and in my brain
do you understand the time that your with me
every time that you take my breath away
i remember we would steal your parents car
me and you together dancing in the dark
if you let me keep you for the day
i could show you every
thing you took from me

ay ay ouu oh
i can play yo little game anymo
every time i hold in for you,
you wanna tear me apart again

Free Download

dancing in the dark (prod. burnt boy)

Needle (prod. Empty)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
Mix&Master. https://soundcloud.com/jakemarkow

i wanna be the last one
wanna be the one stumblin with u in the dark
and baby im a bad one
but ima settle down and give u my heart
ima be a sad one 
if i let u run off and leave me with a scar 
but baby u a bad one 
i just wanna be ur last one <3

Wanna be ur last one (Prod. 4evr)

MERCH:
https://lilxlotus.storenvy.com

Prod:
@jakemarkow
twitter.com/jakemarkow

Art:
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

MISSED UR CALL (Prod. JakeMarkow x Lil Lotus) MERCH DROP<3

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Snapchat: jzacmusic

10 Laws of Life - Single

10 Laws (Prod. ADOT THE GOD)

video - https://youtu.be/yq3D0OisawU

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke
ft. @youngburial

ϟ Fats'e ϟ

I barely know you
how could I trust you?
how can you trust me
have you seen what I've seen?
x2

Have you ever had a gun against your head
Have you started counting down til your last breath
x2

ϟ 93 ϟ

stop fucking preaching 
don't talk to me
shut the fuck up 
get away from me
x2

stfugafm ft. fats'e

what i do to u? w/ SlugChrist (Prod. Nedarb)

shinigami x lil lotus - drown together

digipack! (feat. 93feetofsmoke)

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

I never felt as powerless as i did in the hospital room
every second and hour spent saying how much i love you
and I’m so sorry that I fucking lied
said I’ll protect you but I couldn’t this time
it doesn’t matter how hard I tried
how the hell do I say goodbye
i wanna be the way we were
but it just keeps getting worse
keep screaming at the nurse I’m sorry
watch them take away your body

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me
scream until you comeback
I need you please don’t go yet
give me one more day
why would they take you away from me
I’m staring at the sky 
and wonder if you’re behind with
a thousand eyes on you
sitting inside the blue it still doesn’t feel real yet
kneeling next to your bed and seeing you so damn cold
just tell me its all a fucking lie

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

keep screaming (prod. neek)

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

bending to grow w/ Anxiety Attacks!

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Wanna be ur last one (Prod. 4evr)

LIL LOTUS

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