found this song almost 3 years ago and here i am now this shits sad

this was my emo high school shit now im 25 time flies

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Death Trade is secretly the crime syndicate.. and they are the church of Jesus Christ of latter-day saints.. I promise 

Death Trade

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vox mix by @fats_e
ft. @lilxlotus

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hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
yeah I swear to god it's fucked up

bands around my neck
I'm just struggling to stay up
water in my breath
I'm still swallowing the salt but
grasping for new air
smoking lungs filled with ash dust
electric turned off
for about two weeks fuck

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

i know we'll wake up in the morning 
telling each other were sorry
sick to my stomach 
throw up in the toilet
caught up on each others snap stories 

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

fucked ft. lil lotus

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Prod:
@jakemarkow
twitter.com/jakemarkow

Art:
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

MISSED UR CALL (Prod. JakeMarkow x Lil Lotus) MERCH DROP<3

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move wit jay on guitar
idk why
i feel in love

jay rips guitars
i reach for the stars
after i dive in
you wrap in my arms again

i know its
love i can never control it
when i try to numb it down
i can never stop myself
breakin dashboards
swerving through the city like a crash course
fuck wit jay nd ima pull up like a task force!
neva begging I'm just taking what i asked for

you never felt the pressure like i did
wake up for years with bags on my eyelids
you don't like it
but i keep trying 
you keep on fighting
nd trying to confine it

spend a bag on that bitch and make a scene
she's the one i would see in my dreams
walk around while i flex all my bling
pull the smoke lose my breath and release

jay rips guitars
i know you want
me in the silence
to fall in your arms
i love the silence
and to lay in the dark
fucking me violent
and speak with our hearts again...

x2

i go away for a minute
acting like im living but im really never grinning
smoke a sac and lay a track and start spinning
head spinning
cup sippin
fuck around and ima turn into a ghost
angel tears fall when i sing at the shows
scream when i can cause i need you the most
live for the love that we share in our souls

move wit jay on guitar
i reach for stars
i don't know why its
so hard to move on
we're lost in violence
and the weight of my heart
i wish for silence
and a place to restart again...

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speak with our hearts (prod. jay vee)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

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see u in my dreams [feat. guccihighwaters]

prod.
https://soundcloud.com/judgebeats

Feat.
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart

Barely Breathing feat. Coldhart(Prod. JUDGE)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DusNdsizIWw

i am so confident and cool af all the cuties want me

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

official video: https://youtu.be/nsRVpQbhiOs

prod, mixed & mastered by @youngburial

photo by @itsjaslee (instagram)
edit by @jungmicheal

lyrics:

(i said run it back)
couldn't run out
'nother gunman at the door
i was pushing hard 
i was young i wanted more
took all that i had and they left me on the floor

hundred bands, hundred dabs 
it won't work..
i said hundred dabs to my head and it hurts
i don't wanna talk, leave the racks on the curb
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

i've been on my back
hurting ribs while i cough
running 'round LA off the yerb in the dark
i don't wanna talk, leave the racks on the curb
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

hundred days i've been popping the stack
wellness shots, taking L with the rest
living good, leave that all in the past
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

i don't wanna talk,  leave the racks on the curb

wii [prod. glasear + vendr]

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

MISSED UR CALL (Prod. JakeMarkow x Lil Lotus) MERCH DROP<3

LIL LOTUS

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