This song just helped me in one of my darkest hours. Thank you Lotus, I cant wait to meet you one day 🖤

this is never what you wanted at all🤟💔

SO ILL CRASH MY CAR THROUGH YOUR BEDROOM WINDOW 💔

Im a new producer if you need beats check me out

Lil Lotus

@lilxlotus

~I'll Pack My Bags~ 

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back 
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y 

ColdWorldGang

YungJZAisDead X Lil Lotus - My Switchblade Is My Wrists Best Friend

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

@lilskil x @lilxlotus x @fats_e x @scummusic

prod @lederry

lil lotus x rainy bear x fats'e x scum  -  11:11   [prod lederrick]

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

lyrics

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your chest
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

ya ya fuck being down, and fuck being dumb
i always love what i lost, why do i hate what ive become
and im so beat down, by the shit that you sent me
im sorry i cant help ive never felt this empty
now youre stressed out cause i dont care what my rent be
while im at vv droppin 20s on fendi
and you dont need me didnt say it i guessed it
well my heart bleeds cause youre the one im obsessed with

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your 
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
got some pills im off it baby im just being honest
knew right when i met you youre the only one i wanted
for you id do whatever baby baby thats a promise
take away the pain cause i know that theres a consent
got some killers with me ya i brought em in my pocket
i just sniffed the twisted got me blasted like a rocket
know that they fuck with me ya they love the way im rockin
and if im lookin sad, its just because i feel sad
know im fly as hell but somehow i still feel bad
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
and im obsessed baby with doing my best
its your boy lil death wont someone lay me to rest
in a year imma be poppin or dead
i said im bout to be ballin you heard me thats what i said

Untitled EP

Precautions are for the Weak & Living w/poloralphmacchio (feat. SMRTDEATH) (prod. haruhi)

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Ft:
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart
https://twitter.com/Coldh4rt
https://www.instagram.com/coldhart_/

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
roelun.co
twitter.com/roelun
www.instagram.com/roelun/

Bodybag Ft. Coldhart (Prod. nedarb)

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Prod:
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
https://www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
http://roelun.co
https://twitter.com/roelun
https://www.instagram.com/roelun/

Lyrics:
I don't wanna kill the vibe no
I don't wanna move to fast 
Baby we could ride slow 
Take you to a place you might know 
Playin with hair like you want it bad
Baby I could give you that 

Baby playing with my hair
See my scars and she's aware 
I don't even think she cares
Whispers love in my ear 

I remember nights when I was alright 
Dig into my mind tonight and I'll find 
Everything that I forgot in time 
Tuck it all away again now I'm fine

A Place U Might Know (Prod. Nedarb)

Ur Dad Has A Gun w/ Shinigami (Prod. Shinigami)

Prod. @deliverthecrush

Video Soon by https://twitter.com/DanielJordanK

STARZ </3

follow me on twitter @jakkystealurgrl
prod/mix/master by meee

i’m blind 
why’d i get attached like last time 
she been on my brain now i’m tongue tied
ya i’m tongue tied
I don’t even really know why i go try ya
  
and i’m like why  
why is she still on my mind
tried to get her off my recent search but there she fuckin lies again

hey i know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now i want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain ya
give a boi a break like wait 

i’m okay despite of everything
tell her i’m okay despite of everything 

Pull to the side I don’t think you wanna know
how I feel I’ll shut before u wanna go 
I been thinkin’ bout the rest   
I’ve been doing better drugs i’ve been blownin up a check ya 

I don’t even need this now
she just make me feel a type of way somehow 
I don’t really wanna give in quite yet but god i kinda know 
she don’t even love me so I gotta go… whoa

hey I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait 

I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait

Give a Boi A Break

Peach Dreams (prod. LOCAL ZERO)

chemical - lil lotus x horse head

see u around  - lil lotus x horse head (prod. reaper)

september  - lil lotus x horse head (prod. discent)

Produced by @nedarbnagrom 

Mix/Master by Travis Ritcher 
https://twitter.com/TravisRichter

Over It (feat. Nedarb)

prod. 4evr
mix / mastered by notacop

[lyrics]

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

it's been a long time
and i've been waiting for you
i was not the same before you
and i won't play the games you always wanna play
fuckin with my head now every other day
and i can't see it end now any other way
you started as a friend now i can't even say
that you was ever there for me

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

and when you find it in your soul
relinquish it and let it go

devil in disguise (4evr)

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Over It (feat. Nedarb)

LIL LOTUS

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