Dreamland

oilcolor: @oilcolor / @moplush 

it’s  like I’m holding on with broken hands 
i see these lies out the corner of my eye 
when i grow up i wanna be a ghost 
so i can see how you feel when i’m not as close

ill pretend i’m in my old bed
tired eyes, tuck me in, pat me on the head 
construct a world in which i’m safe again 
growing up,
giving up 
i wish i’d never left     


full nelson (n,n. x oilcolor)

vocals: 
@lilskil
album art: skil
produced by:
@WAYSTE
 
~ silver wolves ~

silver wolves {prod. by wayste)

hidden in the leave$ > https://soundcloud.com/malikhsmith-smith
https://twitter.com/MalikhSmith

lil skil > www.twitter.com/lilskil

Art by Lil Skil <3

echoes by hintl featuring rainy

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Cold lips on your cold hips
Close your eyes 
Baby girl we'll make love in the Afterlife
Benjamin.

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

AFTERLIFE  w/ YungJZAisDead (prod. tothegood)

https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
Prod ~ https://soundcloud.com/forher01


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Skin + Bones  w/ Fatse' (prod. forher)

Gallows

@lilskil x @lilxlotus x @fats_e x @scummusic

prod @lederry

lil lotus x rainy bear x fats'e x scum  -  11:11   [prod lederrick]

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horse head (prod. nedarb)

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

prod: @tothegood
vocals: @supachefm @tmttmf
dl: https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-x-tmttmf-x-fm-face2facetime
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

---fm !---

What you see is blank space that covers emotions

When i break from my shell my wings will spread open

Ash to the ground like the leaves that are frozen

My heart is cold like the breeze from the ocean

Gone with the wind i cant wait for tomorrow 

Tomorrows a sin when im lost in my sorrow

Hold it within and i hope that tomorrow 

Is more than a race  or a path just to follow







---TMTTMF---

We became friends

Before we ever met



I could hear your voice in these

Messages



Pixelated eyes on my

Screen late at night I was

Scared to feel this way but I 

Let it in



Watching a life

One 

Frame at a time



Of

Photogenic angles pre

Meditated content I 



Want the real you, with

Every single flaw, your

Head on my shoulder, just

Waiting for the dawn





And

I know, your a

Half a world away



And

Facetime's the closest thing we've 

Had to face to face



But

Sitting in your inbox, a

Forward from me



An

Airline departure, you're

Leaving next week

spotify

tothegood x supachefm x TMTTMF - face2facetime

not my song

nothing,nowhere. deleted this.
support him and vassh 
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic
https://soundcloud.com/vassh

nothing,nowhere. - fortyfive on my vespa (w/ vassh)

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

go follow my boy @caspr !!! 

new songs weekly from now on :)

rotting self consciously (prod. caspr)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oaUug6k5pb0

soundcloud.com/anobodyreally 
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense 

4:14
in the morning
my stomachs churning
the joint is burning
slowly learning
to bite my tongue 
cause its not worth it
got these bitches 
swerving
you’d think that its on purpose
my talent may be slept on
but its so perfect
i make shit for myself
and i say that with a heavy heart
for the people  
there listening who
don’t want me to ever stop
as much as its for you
i can’t see myself
going on
if what I’m doing
can’t sustain 
the happy thoughts 
i go and 
tell myself
that it’ll all be done
and finally stop
you been waiting for the
moment i finally drop
dead 
its all inside your head
these fucking thoughts you got
about me they’ve been
implanted 
  
scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense

do or die (prod ʎpoqou)(video in description)

Mixed by IOF & Bangss
Mastered by Bangss

bangss:

In my bed i feel you wide awake
In my head i hear you everyday
But i cant wait till it all fades away
And i cant make out what your trying to say

I see monsters in my room at night
I put my mattress on floor so theres nowhere to hide
I keep my closet doors open with a light inside
The thing about all of these monsters is we look alike

Are you the one who sits behind my eyes at night rewatching all my memories like my heads a big movie screen inside
Are you the one who likes to take their precious time devising every line i write and speak
Are you the one who makes assumptions about other people and how they lead their lives. 
Are you the one who keeps me bothered
Ill wake up and check my phone screen one more time x3

Are you the one who takes my hand so frequently and tells me how its easily avoidable being beat up and used again
Are you the one who says that im your everything and nothing with a sudden change breath. 
Are you the one whos so self conscious lets be honest with ourselves for just one time
Are you the one whos so hypnotic make me forget all the trouble in my life, in my life, end my life

monsters (+ shattered)

spotify/apple music

Monsters (+ shattered)

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Skin + Bones w/ Fatse' (prod. forher)

LIL LOTUS

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