produced by jozzu

Images spark through my head, yeah
We were juxtapose back then
You never knew how much you meant
But to me I just suppose I'm dead

Went to five below 
Eyes directed to the matching necklaces we always wanted
And I'm getting signs like every day this telepathic haunting
No one reaches out the way you always did to me they're boring
Never should've believed it would last the way my life is going

These images spark through my head, yea 
We were juxtapose back then
I wish I knew how much you meant to me
Because to me I feel so dead

And if i'm ever on my way out
Just please take care of yourself for me
I still got love in my heart
So the future isn't worth ignoring
And I can't tell if anything will end up back to normal
I treat these songs like i'm sharing my own personal journal

juxtapose.

this song's for the valentines haters <3

No not again, it's fucking February
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

No one ever asked me nor I ever asked them
School life wasn't really well for me back then
The only valentine I had was listening to atlas
Awkward moments and random candy grams
And I never went to prom cus I don't give a damn
All the songs were clean how the fuck i'm supposed to dance
But when I look back it may have been my only chance
But would I really know the true meaning of romance

The true meaning of romance
I was pressured in relationships i didn't understand
That power outage at the alley should've been my sign
That someone born in February shouldn't be mine
(goodbye)
Friday the 13th at that, No Jason
But I just felt too attached
She was taking all my time but it's over now
I'm just glad I matured to know that it's just foul
But wait

No not again, another more than friends
Tried to make a month we hate into one we celebrate
And the result just made it like hella fucking worse
Cupid shot me from the back again, an even darker curse

I need a fucking refund, I need a reimburse
Cus all these bad bitches, ain't talking one with curves
Manipulate my mind until it's the end of this world
JoshIGuess in a tilt-a-whirl

I took some v cards, don't overthink it
Valentine's, yea Virginia was memein'
Commodore Clique, miss my friends at recess
We all did our own thing and we split into pieces

And I hated that year I was fighting inner demons
The whole school listened to x and peep then
So love's always been just out of the question
So fuck a valentine get it out of my mentions

No not again, it's fucking February (get me out of here)
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary (28 days)
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

february

february (lmg x niketaz)

@vexle1

lyrics:
sick of the way i feel
sick of the way i live my life
sick of the things i hear at night
one second short im out of time 
im not alone i fear 
im not alone inside my bed
im not alone inside my head
falling behind im out of breath

and im so sorry im a mess
thats all ill ever be
thats all ill ever be
i been smoking on this gas just to laugh the stress
i dont care what you think of me i think of me less
yeah this life shit its all about perspective 
every single move ive made it hasnt been effective 
switch it up change it up yeah thats the objective 
every single move ive made it hasn't been effective 

sick of the way i feel
sick of the way i live my life
sick of the things i hear at night
one second short im out of time 
im not alone i fear 
im not alone inside my bed
im not alone inside my head
falling behind im out of breath

sick

sick w/ vexle (decrept)

the forge

lyrics:
hello darling can i have your name
never knowing what disaster brings
its not fair the way you make me feel
i dont care because this lifes not real

im not waiting 
for an answer 
we're so past that
pointless banter 
give me something 
worth my effort 
i dont know 
what might happen 
if i let go 
of my perception

hello darling can i have your name
never knowing what disaster brings
its not fair the way you make me feel
i dont care because this lifes not real

hello darling

hello darling (sheepy)

First half is a mix of my own tracks in this order:
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Take it all back
Go Away
dontmindme
if u need me
summer nights
proxy
Seratonin
Yokai
unknown(freak me out)
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Last half mix of:
@youngburial
@sewerperson
@prodbybrody
@93feetofsmoke
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Thanks for vibin'  <3
5/3/2025 First Mix

Kattungz x dnb remix

@bayymack

lyrics:
its over, im broken
you dont know me like you did when you used to
move onward, forget me
tryna find someone that do the things you do
im running, for safety
itll work itself all out in the end though
you told me, you love me
either way i still feel like you gon let go

lets hit the road, lets pack the bags
not coming back for nothing 
im such a drag, cant make you laugh
im holding on for something 

need a break, need you out my system
tell me either way ill be your victim 
give it up all up um im hallow
kiss me in the rick till your heart stops
xo's keep you on the schedule 
I been waiting all week, you dont wanna let go
feel like im trapped in my mind, wasting my life
heart, body, caving
hope you dont break mine 

its over, im broken
you dont know me like you did when you used to
move onward, forget me
tryna find someone that do the things you do
im running, for safety
itll work itself all out in the end though
you told me, you love me
either way i still feel like you gon let go

forget me

forget me w/ bayymack (onidera)

A hazy, hard-hitting blend of distorted rage and drugged out emotion

rage

august

overstimulated

calamity p. wraithontheporch

Shout out brecken and casperrr for working on this with me

heyyou w/ brecken & casperrr

Shout out halfhearted for working on this with me 🫶🏻

You haven’t seen the worst yet w/ halfhearted

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