cause I'm serious Elliott it's just you and your demon's 

Anyone else rememeber when this was just a snippet

produced by @ihateshinigami
engineered by heartbreak jake and shinigami
written and performed by macho randy and shinigami

I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her :(

SHINIGAMI & MACHO RANDY "IDK why I'm like this"

Prod. @deliverthecrush

Video Soon by https://twitter.com/DanielJordanK

STARZ </3

follow me on twitter @jakkystealurgrl
prod/mix/master by meee

i’m blind 
why’d i get attached like last time 
she been on my brain now i’m tongue tied
ya i’m tongue tied
I don’t even really know why i go try ya
  
and i’m like why  
why is she still on my mind
tried to get her off my recent search but there she fuckin lies again

hey i know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now i want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain ya
give a boi a break like wait 

i’m okay despite of everything
tell her i’m okay despite of everything 

Pull to the side I don’t think you wanna know
how I feel I’ll shut before u wanna go 
I been thinkin’ bout the rest   
I’ve been doing better drugs i’ve been blownin up a check ya 

I don’t even need this now
she just make me feel a type of way somehow 
I don’t really wanna give in quite yet but god i kinda know 
she don’t even love me so I gotta go… whoa

hey I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait 

I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait

Give a Boi A Break

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

bury my head

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

I <3 me way 2 much 💖 insta - jakkyboiii

shoulda called back shoulda called back shoulda but i didn’t and i coulda cuz i want u now i never wanna know yeah
now i never wanna know yeah woaaahhh

shoulda called back shoulda called back shoulda but i didn’t now ur gone in the back ya forget everything i told ya 
forget everything i told ya 
and don’t call back again

whoaaaaaaaaaaa
ya don’t call back like

ayye money coming in i told ya
paint my nails say i’m pretty and i want love
ya I don’t think i want her and i don't ya
i’ll admit it baby it’s just paranoia 

ayye now go do a line
put shit to the side now i’m dripping by 
hey I think u missed this time 
stab me in the back but i’m perfectly  fine

u and i in a little toy shop
buy all the dope old stuff we loved 
i don’t give a fuck i love me too much yee
i love me way too much

i’m getting high just to numb the pain
i don’t think i’m fine but I'm better that way
i don’t think i’m fine but I'm better that way
I think I'm over it 🤷‍♂️

shoulda called back but i didn't

Lil Lotus - Left Alone (prod. Zack Jones and KJ)

prod/mix/guitars by @93feetofsmoke

https://open.spotify.com/album/6hoDuvKk6Fe9PtbJfX4ak5?si=vaCaWRBdQBaBF7mG93Eylw

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit 

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it
stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

landing sketchy now

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

prod/mix - fats'e

THX 4  20k FOLLOWERS ON HERE <3

🎈🎀

good at being lonely pt II

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

STARZ </3

LIL LOTUS

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