Daaang!  Getting oso oso vibes from this one.  Amazing track 

probably crying

Bec - prod Chkody X

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

nothings gunna change [prod color hue]

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

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Kiss my eyelids (prod. Shinigami)

all the broken dreams i see them now

all the broken dreams i feel them now

and all this pain thats going thrue my veins

ive been waiting here now im sitting all alone x2

Broken Dreams

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first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

snapchat: kryptikbeats
instagram: yung_kryptik

lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

not my songs.

never,forever deleted all his songs
too good to not be on here.
support him and his other project n,n.
https://soundcloud.com/neverforevermusic
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

never,forever. - couldn't care less

an idea

fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept
too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath
cornered, calm my nerves, 
destroyer, ive done this before 

call it, im wasting your time
dont soften it, leave me to die

destrooy

from album
inspir by nedarb+horse head (numb)
mix/sung/prod:me

[prod. convolk]

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brooks was here

old song by me and https://soundcloud.com/danieldowning-1

am i too close 
too see the bigger things
is it just all in my head
because i know that theres a part of me
that toss and turns in your bed all night

you're the cigarette smoke
thats stuck in my clothes
id take you with me
and id take you home
don't go don't go

if this is what you want i guess you've got it figured out 
you got it figured out
i guess you got this figured out

Take u With Me

not on my album just a song to delay it a bit more 

lyrics:
i don't believe that you can love me
i believe that i'm ugly
i believe that everything i love leaves me in the end
cause i tried to steal, i tried to keep you
you ran away cause i got scared and oh..
i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to follow through
cause i just doubt myself in everything i do 
i don't know how to love

i don't know how to love w/ convolk (prod. imdepression)

@supachefm @burnttboy 💃🏻💃🏻

mixed by @tothegood

when i wake up in the morning i just ask myself,
should i keep on fucking trying or just cap myself?
i can overhear you lying i just ask myself,

is it worth,
all the pain?
is it worth,
all my days?
is it worth,
all my time?
can i find,
me a way?
take your time this is fate
all them other boys are lame
come wit me and save the day
i got all this time to waste

every single day
i feel pressure in my heart and in my brain
do you understand the time that your with me
every time that you take my breath away
i remember we would steal your parents car
me and you together dancing in the dark
if you let me keep you for the day
i could show you every
thing you took from me

ay ay ouu oh
i can play yo little game anymo
every time i hold in for you,
you wanna tear me apart again

dancing in the dark (prod. burnt boy)

found this clip in my emails and decided to share it with you all. 
nothing,nowhere and i put this together about a year ago

things fall apart [old demo w/ nothing,nowhere]

@familypet

shinigami: you said thisll never last so now im falling apart
my face is feeling numb again 
a shattered soul
dont let me go
you killed me first
im sure you know

she said thisll never last now im left in the dark
you saved me from myself again 
after the fall
i knew it all along
i never asked for this at all

you shouldve never let me in at all
now all you can do is watch me crawl
away
isolate myself
and i still can feel it all

and you can see the devil in my gaze
i think its best you stay away from me
im weak why cant you see this

familypet: thinkin back i fucked it up
my brothers just don't give a fuck
we skate until it's dark enough
to smoke and drink
we act don't think
don't think we act our age with it
i know i always ruin shit
i hope i never ruin this
i hope we'll always stay like this
putting each other in hospital beds
remember last summer when i broke my leg
doing a jump at the gap at 18th
remember the time that i knocked out your teeth
i'm glad that you always forgave me
these are the stories and memories that made me
i know i wasn't worth saving
i was just crazy
can't help the fact that i love misbehaving

i never asked for this [feat. familypet]

this is me fm updating the description in 2024 what up

rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

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see u in my dreams [feat. guccihighwaters]

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Take u With Me

LIL LOTUS

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